After.. a long long zz.. woke up at 11++ 1st thing, call my friend and ask if she's ok? She ok? Then, some argumentos with her, a college friend of mine then ask me go on9..hmmm sounded serious, i rushed dialing myself up.. to know that, my blog kena spam spam!! but, i'm ok bout it, cause its ok to comment, rite?But, don't not tell us your name lar.. so lame..CHICKEN..lolz..
Went to my class blog. Found a tagger, who commented on me, well i think he/she indirectly ordered me to shut up!!Hmm.. was angry the moment i saw that, so was conselling my friend about how we should see that.Not long after that, i don't have mood already, sleeping whole day..
Was a bit quiet. Was thinking about who i am, what i am, and what has changed. Well, i have to admit, and agree that i'm a very noisy person, its not the 1st time ppl ask me to shut up lor.. At times, i can be really very annoying.. i'm sorry to those i'd hurt, by harsh words. You have to confront me, and tell me i'm wrong, for if you don't, i will keep repeating the same thing.. sighh..humans need lessons to improve, let me understand and accept the situation. For we must grow with our age.
Things didn't go well for me. I dare say, i might always sound positive, but i have my sadness too. But then, it'll soon be over, if i overcome it calmly. I was told not to jump into conclusions quickly. I was told not to give any assumptions and judgements on whatever people do. I again dare to say, i always tell people to do so. But when i'm in the situation, i myself commit the little wrong, and i turned irrational easily.
Nothing much.. its all about realization. How often we look back in our past and realize things that we'd done?How often, we realize that we should appreciate those around us? How often we regret on what we did was wrong and trying hard to repent? How often we missed the past and wonder if things could be just like before?.. Seconds, minutes, hours days, weeks months years decades.. they passed us by. But did we realize how things would be if we do one thing instead of the other?
Realise what is in us.. realize that, at any form of disappointment, you cant blame one side for being so. It cant be justified. I had my wrongs too. But, its too late for me to repent. A new life started, lets include me broking my mum's flower pot.. i'm so dead. It all depends on how i want to write my story my life, when i make myself sad, i put myself into depression. But.. if i want a smile on my face, i made myself and everyone else happy.
Will it ever be difficult for one to stay happy forever?... No.. unless we don't want to. Be more alert about changes around you. So that you won't be suprise if things suddenly went haywire. Never ever put your emotions into consideration before taking actions. Although its difficult.. but try your best... i once let my emotions drive me to take silly actions. Now, i regret, but it wouldn't change anything. So to all out there, be careful. Don't repeat the same mistake for two times... take good care of yourself. For no one loves you more than you yourself. Protect yourself.
Humans are unpredictable, my prev post mentioned, understanding is crucial. Now, this post is a bout realisation.
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