Anew life:

Most of you would realise some of the posts have been deleted in my blog. Why would i do so? Is it because i'm afraid that i'd revealed myself to much and will get my image spoilt? Partly.. IS it because i'm afraid of rumours that might make me feel awkward and being left?.. Partly..

ONe most important thing i've got to know today. If i were to dwell in my past and letting this posts to survive in my blog. I would only look behind and always regret on things i've done. Tsae Yun told me, i should let go, and be contented. Why would i want to let my past to ruin my future. Continue doing what i want, but i don't have to be sad at the past.

Different people gives different things. Different human have different weaknesses and strengths. If i were to comment each and everyone in the world? Who am i to be? I'm not God, for that, i already shouldn't comment. No rights to.

I had decided to move on with live, leaving sad things behind,sweet memories in my heart and to pursue what i want now and in the future. Only by this way, i can let go the old me and be the new me. Not to get stuck in the past. But to learn, forgive, and to improve for the future.

We must not let the past ruin us, but make us grow. For what is ahead, will depend on how we act today. Oour actions has its consequences. Eat 5 times aday? You'll be like a panda in future. Drink less water, your face wil look like the moon's surface in the future. Study hard, you'll score. Don't study and slack all the way through education, you'll flunk n not succeed. Talk bad about others? Have people talk bad about you. Steal and enter jail. Love, and you'll be love. All this are cause and effects. I believe in Buddhism as it teaches me how to live my life. It tells me about the karma i had.

It teaches me that we as humans, are here on earth to decide and do things, and the actions we do, will result in whether we are able to go back where we belong to. Immortality, which is heaven. All humans are given brains to think. We are rational, for that, we should know what we should do. Humans sin. But how we cleanse? Only by repenting that we shall be forgived.

Find the truth of life, how we as humans suppose to live. And our purpose here. For christians, do read the bible often as it is an answer to all problems in life. To buddhists, try to understand the religion. Buddhism is not only about worshipping with food and burning insense. Those are traditions. Understand the teachings in buddhism not just look at the things you see, but feel whats in it. I'm not sure about other religions cause i'm not exposed to it. But religions in this world, many. And they are here not because of the sake of beliefs. They existed for a reason. Therefore, try to understand the religion. Christians does bible study, Buddhists have sunday classes. Attempt, you'll find something.

Be neutral and learn, that's what i'mtrying now. I vow, from today onwards, i shall be myself and be contented and stay happy always. Hope whoever who use to dwell in problems has awaken. Love ourselves first if you want others to love you. Love others, although they don't. Love is not about give and take. Is about willingness and tolerance. Its about sacrifice and commitment. Love those who supported me. AND I'M PROUD TO SAY.. I'M BACK