W.H.Y.

Being always positive minded, trying to stand up for my frens, and family. To support and to show that i'm independant, i'll try to hide all my feelings in me.

Interact is my life. It build and guide me to what i am here today.. i love interact so much, cause it gave me lots of benefits. And i couldn't bear.. watching it being destroyed. I can't do much.. i'm no longer having the authority to do such things, to mend the problem.. All i could do is just, try to support while i still can.. Join me with this song

OH LET THE HANDS OF FRIENDSHIP
BE STRECTHED ACROSS THE SEA
TO BRING MANKIND TOGETHER
IN ONE FRATERNITY

MAY LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING
PREVAIL IN ONE AN ALL
MAY BROTHERS COME TO SISTERS
TO ANSWER DUTY'S CALL

WE ARE FAITHFUL INTERACTORS
PREPARE TO PLAY OUR PART
TO SERVE WITH LOVE THE NEEDY
WITH UNDERSTANDING HEART

WHEN NATIONS JOIN WITH NATIONS
TO BUILD A BRAVE NEW WORLD
THUS THEN THE HEARTS OF CHILDREN
SHALL SING THE SONG OF MIRTH

LET NOT YOUR FEET BE LAGGING
BUT COME AND JOIN OUR THRONG
LETS FILL THIS WORLD TOGETHER
WITH FRIENDSHIPS HAPPY SONG

SERVICE ABOVE SELF. A motto i'd live with since i am 14. What makes me today, what build me, the oppurtunities i had, the things i'd experienced. Everything given by INTERACT..

MOST OF THE TIME IN MY LIFE.. TILL NOW, 18 YEARS.. THINGS I'D LOVE NEVER GO RIGHT. I'D hurt many others, jupsetting them with my terrible behaviour. I was never able to understand why the people don't understand my intentions. I at times, my ego and pride brought me into disasters

One thing is, i tried my best to protect what i could. But years later.. things started to jumble up. One incident, i protect it for 8months.. recent 6 months? i'd lost everything. Another, INteract, i tried to rebuild it, my juniors too, but there's always a barrier that stops us from doing so.

I AM POSITIVE thinking. But at times i get very tired. The effort, the time, the energy.

Andrew matthew said its all about detachment. Try your best, and then leave it. Make sense? The more you want of something the more it won't come. When you want something give it away. ISN'T IT CRAZY? When you want a smile? You give smile. When you want love, you give love.

After a long nag..on dis post, finally i felt better. tHANKS jANICE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME..I NOE YOU ARE WORRIED. This is only temporarily. I'll be fine soon. Thanks eric for asking. Thanks jack for listening to my stories... i'll do my 21 sit ups later.I relaly appreciate all of you. Janice? You stayed by me when i needed someone. Although we had a smal argument earlier. BAnd that i didn't make you feel better. But instead i throw my tantrums on you. Hurting you more.i'm so sorry. Pls forgive me..

Feeling much better now. I am again thinking rational. I love interact and one person. I am leeting go the latter. The former, i won't. I'm picking up taekwondo soon. I have to gain back what i'd missed, what i'd lost. I must tell myself, no matter what. I must be strong and be independant.. SERVICE ABOVE SELF. i want to be what i choose to be..i won't blame others