When i woke up today, facing hours of blank mind, unable to be in reality.. i started to regret on what i did yesterday.
I was told i had changed into someone i used to be a few years back. Ego, Notty and thinking pesismistically is now my attitude. Where have i been and what have i done???
I was selfish all this while, chasing and trying to pursue everything i want, the moment i'd decided.
How can i be like this, without thinking the goods of others, the feelings of unwanted pain and extra problems caused, just because i said i want it.
When i complained about not being loved back the way i'd givien to many others, I know that moment, i'm a rubbish. Whats wrong with me..
Apologies to everyone. I can't forgive myself. I'm ignorant, i'm arrogant, i'm selfish, i'm egoistic, i'm everythin you can find in a beast. Oh..who am i to blame but myself.
I'm sorry to those i'd hurt, to those who cared for me, to those around me. Do correct my wrongs by telling me. I PROMISE MYSELF,i'l improve for the better. Please lend a hand..
Hating myself..
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