Another day of awareness.. me n myself:
Well.. after two days of terrible haze.. i could even smell the burning air, destroying my cute little lungs... but, i'm strong, my nostril hair, will blog those naughty dust and bacteria away... urm.. correction.. bacteria is for my antibody.
Well well... waited for sis till 6.. as usual.. in between the process of waiting would be on d computer at Mezannine floorr..chatting with friends that passes by. I mean strangers.. Haha..then.. my sis came.. with my mum's car.. a WAJA.. eventually, i expected not to drive. Cause my sister.. she's a bit afraid of my driving skills. You know la... professional ppl like me driving an amateur like her.. Haih.. but see see.. she was on d passenger side.
She told me she forgot her lisence.. So???I HAVE THE CHANCE TO DRIVE.. on the way.. while driving superbly calm and cool, both me and my sister decided to go for a swim. Something i'd never did for more than at least 6months.. i couldn't remember when.. reach at 7.45pm/ D counter said that, the last stretch would be till 8.30.. so we quickly change and swim lor
Swam non-stop for almost 30minutes.. then.. haha.. i took my goggles out.. and PLAKKKK.. opszzz.. its now into 2parts, connected oni with the strap behind it.. I look at it in awe.. my goodness.. and it happen due to my laziness.. not to swim often, and let my goggles rott inmy drawer.. thank goodness i got spare parts for that holder.. Haih.. hak sei ngo meh. Then i couldn't swim coz the chlorine content is too much?many? Whatever...
So decided to stop, called my sis, then we both bath and went home.. Me driving Waja again.. I can make it lar.. Then.. almost kena bang by another WAJA... but.. luckily.. its always ALMOST.. and always NEVER( touches wood)... Now.. i'm home, ate some chinese hawker stall food. Then.. blogging away..
Realize something important.. once before, i gave up all my favourites, all my pride and made myself to like things that i don't for a particular person. Now that, we all go on seperate paths, i regret on putting others into priority then myself, more when it wasn't much appreciated. Well, i have the blames on me too. So basically, its my fault. I can't blame others for what i choose to be... So now, i'll build back my stamina.. and attend taekwondo as soon as possible..
I'll start with weekly swimming and basketball games, and daily sit ups.. once i'm FIRM.. i'l be back to taekwondo. Cool.. i can't wait. Now, i share lots of new likings and picking back all my old past time hobbies. Its great.. its like a new me. And, i'm improving day by day, to be more understanding and more cheerful and more useful and less depressed.. I promise myself. I would ask myself, what i can give and contribute to the society then what i can get from the society. Law of "dHARMA" states the purpose of my life on earth... yes.. i UNDERSTAND FINALLY..
that's all i guess... tired d.. time to rest.. al the best to everyone outthere striving through challenges and pain. I made it through.. Hope you all can too.. Remember.. YOU ARE NOT ALONE... bye
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