Ya.. i should let it go, and make a fresh start

Its true when you hide from something, and you avoid it, it was never settled
Just that it has been left there for so long, till you don't feel anything about it anymore
I was troubled with my past, for quite sometime, those dear to me would know!...
Well, you changed your focus, you tried occupying yourself, after trials and trials, it finally work.. that something that use to bother you, doesn't exist anymore.

Now that i'd recovered, i think i must talk to this person face to face. Start from scratch, rebuild the missing bond that was abandoned by me.. 1year back. Something which i'm feared of confronting
Now..that i had completely let go, i realise, i need to see this person and clear all the misunderstandings... for i know, i'll only be able to let go if i can talk to the person about the matter face to face, not by avoiding it..

And i know, if its done, there would be nothing left to hold!..Wish me luck.. i think i'm almost there..

Thanks to those who constantly gave me moral support includes Tsae yun, nana and lisa.. thanks for the whole 1 year of consoling and comforting..
Yee Wah and the gang, thanks for the support and the acceptance. I knew you guys wouldn't leave me..neither would i..

Thanks to my sis, who understood my situation, and that she had been my listening ear.. Its harder to tell someone that close to you.. But she was there..and she held on to me..ahh..jie?..love you lots

Finally, after all the hassle, the tears, and the pain..its gone.. i'm numb..and I had LET GO!!..
There will be a day, when i can repair all the wrongs, when i can make it a flawless friendship.

yes..i'm glad.. and i hope, my next plan would work..
people?... i'm BACK!!this is a confirm RETURN!!for GOOD!..