Friday, February 27, 2009

I hate me now.

Why am i being so fickled minded.

Why am I always rushing to do things, following my heart and then regretting it.

Why in this world am I having such kind of character

Gosh. I gotta tune myself back. How can i be angry and then forgive jz immediately..but be angry again

I think my subconscious mine is going haywire. I am having personality split.

One moment, i'd so many questions that influenced myself to say yes.. i should be angry
one moment, i'd reasoned out why and influenced myself to say no, its not their fault

And that all happens in minutes

I gotta find out the solution. Any body? HELP?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Michelle,
Its easier said than done when we want to forgive someone. Its a process and it takes time. If we can just forget it, it simply means the other party doesn't mean that much to us. Familiar with "people who are closest to us hurts us the most"? Its true. We are humans, we are not machines. But remember this, "Forgiveness is the highest form of love"

waicheng said...

Dear anonymous,

Thanks, it's a cliche? But it never hit my head.. forgiveness is the highest form of love, which many has achieved,

I hope i'll be forgiven one day, and I hope to forgive one day too.

Thanks anonymous, if you're someone who used to be close to me, or who is close to me, or even a stranger, your kindest advice, and your time for consoling me? is appreciated. really appreciated. Thanks