Anyone could cheer you up, could give advices.. a one year old, a 15year old, its whether you want to listen or not...
Of course, my elder sister is the gift, she knew me much better (and i'm so alike her) she knwe so much about me, we shared so much with each other, no secrets, and she knew the moment when I put up so strong in front, means I'm really weak inside.. she was there for me always
I'd just realised that Yee Wah , my newly wedded (batu) wife had been the greatest gift. She was there to support when I'm doing things I wasn't encouraged to, and she was there to provide love when I failed and came back to her upset and devastated.
She had knew me so well, so well, that I feel bad.. for not appreciating her enough..
I felt that, I'd been ignoring alot of people around me, whom cared for me so much! So much
Shien Jean, a 20year old girl i kenw for bout 4-5years, not very close... but she had enlightened me today .. about love ( and just when i thought i knew it all) ... well certain things we do know but its just hidden somewhere in the brain, and a third party needs to knock it out of ya head to give you that " ya, i know kinda feeling"
Both of them definitely put a smile on my face... although still buried within the pain and sadness..
My best valentine's wish was from Lai Shan, she told me, " you're definitely not going to lose me for sure" made me teared..
Queen has always been the wise one always, although lost at times... but her unbelievable quotes really cracks me all the time.. all the time
Tsae Yun, although she always tease me and I always scold her ( omg, she say one lor, i don't think so this is true) but when I needed someone, she's there to comfort me.. and always telling me to trust her more.
Xin Yee, Fong and Mei Yan had always been supportive, we have done so many things together, almost 9 years to date, and we'd been closer each day.. though I seldom join they all.. but the bond is always there..though secrets we seldom share, but definitely when in need, we'll always be there for each other. through and through
There are lots more to mentioned,
My dear sis linda, had always been giving advices I'd never listened. But never failed to back me up when I am completely lost... though she's naughty at times, and though we don't talk much, cause she banyak itu batu punya.. but just love her. i just love her
My bunch of guy friends, though always blur..but they are those who can crack lame jokes and kill me instantly by their level of sarcarsm.
Carmen, Janice Tan, Jan Yap had also been giving alot to me.. showing love.. although we crap most of the time .. my bestie and my two pet sisters..
Ching Yee, one uni mate, that always drives me crazy, but always forgiven.. she's the kindest of all, followed by silly samantha.. they are both now in aussie, and i'll miss em badly..
Names above nt in order, just incase you misunderstood ur rankings.. :D
These days will go (sad days) and those days will come (happy days) things just come and go, the ups and downs will make us grow.. i missed everyone.. so much! And through the downfalls I learn who had always been there for me, I'd learned to discover myself even better
i'd learnt to appreciate things in front of my eyes. even things that are gone..
I'd kept this sms with me for 3months.. and I think its the one thing i really appreciate.
Dated 2 december 2008
darl, suddenly i felt like my world is like being brighten
felt like you'll always be there for me through and through
fel like i'll not have to worry
felt like there's nothing to be afraid of
it just gave me strength and courage.
And i hope i really did..thanks for such a wonderful moment.. thank you so much
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