Today, i was flipping through archives of blogs.. my own and others... that moment in time i felt the same feeling i did when i first read the posts.. I realise, I am most of the time forgetful, rather than forgiving.

As memories recalled, things flashed back.. and wow.. I can still remember how the cut was engraved deeply.. amazing... I can still remember how i response to it. And the moment i wipe that off my mind, One word..

Stupidity. And I'm still doing what I am told not to. Wakakakakakaa.. In fact, I had fulfilled my promise I made 10months ago just few days back.

How i wish I could make a decision and stay put with it, without allowing any emotional disturbance.

And I think i'd decided.. Hours ago, I was staring at the mirror, looking at someone whom I knew years ago. And she has never changed a single bit. falling back by pieces...

But after a review of blogs, posts and memories.. yea.. I guess I should be doing what I had decided years months weeks days ago.. just that i'd never persevered..