The feeling felt weird today.. it is as though someone saw what I felt...
Amazingly, I must have created confusion among them. How could one act a way, but say another..
Manipulative? Pretentious? maybe...
I was telling my friends, how forgetful I am,rather than forgiving. I thought of it a while, I guess I forgave, but i actually can't forget. After busying around for a few days or two, something will remind me of the past, and fuuuu.. the ache is as if it just happened.
Maybe i'm too complicated... alot of my closest friends had been very patient with me.. forgiving me again and again.
But wait a sec, lets take a deep breath.. and exhaleeeeee
I dont' think i'm pursuing anything anymore. Close to pointless.. I guess, since I can't be what I want to be, and I don't think that I should oblige into being someone I should.. I'll just leave it... I'll do what I want to do, without the intention of wanting it. At least it satisfies my inner self.
Busy busy busy... trying to manage my schedule properly.. enriching my resume, sustaining my studies.. cultivating self control and improvising damage control...
So lisan won herself a 2nd place in Finance debate today. Applause.. although she's so close to winning, but she's already a winner in our hearts.. hugs and kisses.. good job babe.. we all love you .. ganbate on business plan oh :D
Pics time
Amazingly, I must have created confusion among them. How could one act a way, but say another..
Manipulative? Pretentious? maybe...
I was telling my friends, how forgetful I am,rather than forgiving. I thought of it a while, I guess I forgave, but i actually can't forget. After busying around for a few days or two, something will remind me of the past, and fuuuu.. the ache is as if it just happened.
Maybe i'm too complicated... alot of my closest friends had been very patient with me.. forgiving me again and again.
But wait a sec, lets take a deep breath.. and exhaleeeeee
I dont' think i'm pursuing anything anymore. Close to pointless.. I guess, since I can't be what I want to be, and I don't think that I should oblige into being someone I should.. I'll just leave it... I'll do what I want to do, without the intention of wanting it. At least it satisfies my inner self.
Busy busy busy... trying to manage my schedule properly.. enriching my resume, sustaining my studies.. cultivating self control and improvising damage control...
So lisan won herself a 2nd place in Finance debate today. Applause.. although she's so close to winning, but she's already a winner in our hearts.. hugs and kisses.. good job babe.. we all love you .. ganbate on business plan oh :D
Pics time
us after the ceremony.. congrats San.. :D
me and my dear new wife (ops..wonder if she gets mad reading this) but hey.. she insists I call her wife :P
we are so matching hor!!!! weeeeeee
Happily married ever after
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