You know when they mean it or not

A few times i was encountered with people who mean things they said, and a few who don't and say they do...

Was thinking if i'm being too sensitive (not sensative - nana, i improved my English) in this matters, or was it because of certain reasons, i felt it?

Hmm, people tend to be sensitive towards their love ones..do they?.. In a nutshell, if you're in a relationship or maybe someone close to you, you're more sensitive towards what they do or say or think...

HUH???SO PANJANG? (LONG)

Hmmm... my sister has always been the one telling me the 3rd party's ( which i'm complaining about) feelings. She would say, maybe the person is not feeling well?..you had not seen them ma.. or she would say, you cannot judge the person's words with the absence of facial expressions and tones.

True.. but what if it happens ALL the time, have you ever tried so hard in making something work and the response is real bad?

There was once, i was at this function, all to myself, with only a few people that i know ( erm.. they were all over, mingling around). So i also did try to be a part of the function and well.. was trying REAL hard.. and MAYBE TOO hard i guess, trying to make people laugh isn't easy.

hUH??still talking?.. =_='"

Especially when you're in a semi-formal function. Hrmm.. crapping LAME jokes ( my profession) didn't work.. worst still i kept trying.. till you can see the force they need to use.. to overcome the gravity that is pulling their lips DOWN and SMILE at me..just to entertain me..

Same goes, in friendship and relationship. Once, i tried so hard to make it up to one person who is really freaking important in my life, and i end up losing everything..(haiz.. i guess i need to start from scratch) which i tried, and same goes, no results..

still GOT??WTH...

*flies buzzing around*

sometimes i get very TIRED ... being adaptable is always the weaker one (said philosopher Nana) I never liked silence, and i don't enjoy awkward situations..OH GOD..that's why i talk non stop.. and people sometimes get irritated bout it..

There are times, when people that comes around in my life journey would teach me, the art of living. The words they say, the actions they do, so sweet.. so nice and i m MELTED ( goodness-i thought only I CAN MELT PEOPLE..i know =_="' ma) and they would say i would only do that to you or they would say, you think i treat everyone the same or they would say, its sincerely from my heart.. and the next thing is?... KABOOM..what?..erm..they turn COLD and ain't that responsive anymore..HRMM.. i THINK i'm that kind of person SOMETIMES too (opz.. cursing myself)

are we THERE YET?

are we there yet..

tick tock tick tock..

So, i tried my hard now , not being a faker.. as in, try to THINK and feel for what i say,before i actually say it ( that doesn't mean i usually talk without MY BRAIN OK- well i don't do THAT OFTEN OK)

Aiks, now i learn to take into considerations the situations that the other party is undergoing or the problems they are facing, say to be more understanding and accepting what the words meant. As in, PAY ATTENTION ON WHAT IS BEING SAID, NOT HOW ITS BEING SAID..not hard ..but ain't easy either.. TRY .. cause there are things that are happening to the person in which we don't know about RITE?..so.. hrmmm... be in their shoes would be the way..

I know, you would say, if i kept thinking about the sake of others before myself, who would do that to me. Well, do unto others to what you want others to do unto you.. RIGHT?..its not easy, but at least, you don't have doubts much and you won't be THAT sensitive...

CONCLUSION?..try ..try..