This is how we overcome

When you lose something, you will gain something.. but its either you choose to ignore it, or avoid it or embrace it only..

Many times in the past, we struggled through walking pass a road where shattered glass are scattered all over. We hid the pain we went through, while forcing ourselves to survive through the challenge, not long after a smooth clean road, you encounter fiery roads, those filled with burning charcoal. However, as proclaimed, it wouldn't be that much pain if you're determined and your will and focus is strong!

TIme heals, eventually, when the feeling subsides..its all about moving on.

Some are more lucky, they confronted and settle the matter, which i always preferred. And now they were besties... oh gawd.. look at me, well.. i've no regrets for i tried, and since my effort is not paying off, i might as well let go and give up. Its always about mutual. People move on in their lives, each stages they break through they'll come across new people and make new friends, and forget their ole ones. I'm glad i gained many of my ole friends.

Sometimes, you think once, think twice..did many times, and it is heartbreaking that when trying doesn't help. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. How can two person from different AND CHANGING worlds come together..unless i'm that adaptive..hahahahaha..aiks

Not much conclusion here..some relied on religion when they face dead ends, they would choose to give all their burdens to the OLE mighty one ABOVE..and ask them to guide and whatever happens,they accept it..smart huh?...LOLZ..i wish i could do that too, however, my egoism refused to, as my personal thoughts would say, i am given brains and heart to judge what i see and decide what i need to do. I chose to follow my own heart.

Sigh...sadness...blog later..

sometimes i don't think its worth it

What the hell..being concerned earns you peanuts. OK..PEANUTS..

Never mind..people got their own lives. No means no lo. Although its an obvious denial. Sorry for being concerned than. if i would, i swear hell i wouldn't bother bout it anymore, since its agitating you!

Since its up to me to believe. Just stay happy like you want. I won't..i'll never.. you know why?..I gave up. But someone held me back.NOW ... I don't care lar. Its not worth it you know. End up being scold only.What for, what for giving all you could and what?...haahaha.. its ok lar..there's others who appreciate it, who needs me? Your life wouldn't do you good. I open my eyes and see, how well would you lead your life. CROSSES FINGERS.. please disappoint me!!

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PLanning is already killing me. I haven start organising yet. Sigh...

i need your help!

To all readers.. i know you guys are nice people.. if you'd notice my previous post on winnie the pooh stuffed toy.. i'm actually collecting the stamps.. i got 14with me, polly said she got 5.. i need 6 more..

STAMPS anyone?..please feel free to comment it.. if you don't need the stamps.. oh my..i want that donkey by the name of EEYORE..i want him!!!please..help me get it!!!waaa

thanks guardian stamps

my sis got me dis..yay!!!!

Wow..i'd been craving for one..now i got 1/6 from the whole set..collect collect and collect!!!!

yay!!this is MINE...yay..thanks jie..i love it..y?..cause it knows how to move..

as in..got the thing lar..can move geh

mine is d 2nd from the right..hee.got 5more to go..

picture courtesy of beckz jie jie's blog!!the whole set also RM60..whats wrong with 60 and me!!!

i have something for donkeys..so cute... i want

was at guardian today...spotted something real cute that i like

so cute..these little creatures are for redemption..i want i want

so i approach the counter and ask..

me:how do i redeem it?

counter: you've gotta purchase RM25 and above

me: ahuh..then i get it?

counter: No.. we will give you one stamp

me: meaning i have to collect?

counter: yes..

me: so how many stamps required?

counter: erm.. 25 stamps then we'll give you

me: =_='"

me: what if i wanna purchase with cash..can i?..how much is it

counter: ohh.. erm.. you can! at RM60

me: =_='''"""""""""""

counter(responding to my sweat look) erm..cause its imported from disneyland..ORI..

me:( monologue)i know lar..but its not really worth it la.. u see the size

its so small ok..and its so cute.. so so so cute..i want..but not rm60 lo

so i got this from mc d instead,priced at RM9.90 and made in china.. its still donkey ..its donkey from shrek..nice pillow..nice to hug..i like!!!yay!!!

THAT DONKEY FROM WINNIE THE POOH IS CUTER..BUT ITS SO MUCH SMALLER..DUE TO BUDGET REASONS..I SETTLED DOWN TO A CHEAPER ONE

SAVING MONEY FOR SHELL'S FERRARI ..I WANT VPOWER RACING COLLECTION GARAGE.. :(

OIC

well..its not some oriental islamic c don't know for what..meeting or report or somewhat related/

Now i know what i did wrong, although i thought it was right

Now i know who lied, and i know who didn't

Now i know my doubts are unnecassary..so its left doubted

now i know who is protecting who, and who protected themselves

Now i know who is selfish, and who tries not too

Now i know certain things are meant to be, no matter how hard you work for it

MANAGEMENT OH MANAGEMENT..cause of you, i stand only a baby chance to do my honours.. why lar

Plus..got enlightened today. Finally, the burden in me is lifted. Whats more.. i love this phrase

'you cant expects things to be the same again"

yes...its true..what has changed changed, no matter how it wouldn't be the same again..foolish me huh?..lolz.. well..time will tell

I see that some had edited their works to hide from someone, some made it another way to twist the fact..but like a picture, no matter how good u'r hiding it, its obvious that it aint true

sigh..this is what management did to me..change process.. i'd unfreeze.. i'm changing..will refreeze..waaaa... if only i remember that during exam.. maybe my honours will be in sight!!sigh

I don't know what i could do

I'm not too sure if i could get a credit for management. I still remember i vowed the 1st day of management class that i would get High Distinction for this subject

My 1st assignment was a failure.. i tried my best in my 2nd assignment.. hoping it could pull up the marks.. well still don't know the results yet! I put my best, spotting questions for finals, gave my best in memorizing it. And i was glad it all came out. glad enough.. that I forgot most of the points i memorize.. it feels bad

I FELT BAD!!i know how to answer.. but i just couldn't recall the answers. I know there are four important purposes of strategic management.. But which four?..what four.. i screwed up in my exam papers, not able to produce any examples..when i'm suppose to!Certain questions when i'm confident at?..coming out to realise i mistook other chapter's point and relate it to the matter

Not that i don't know..but i forgot.. and its too late. If i get less than a credit.. my scholarship will be gone..many said its over..and i shouldn't worry too much.. many said that i can do it and i won't do that bad. Many said,its a HD for me! But i don't have confidence.. and i never self doubt before! well at least not in studying

I prayed that dr.manjit kaur would SPARE me some marks..I just NEED A CREDIT.. to retain my scholarship..that is my only concern~~ hope she reads this in australia..
I felt blank.. i kept thinking..and its not helping at all

I just need an hour..then i'l be back for tmr's paper..sigh!!!can't do anything to change..so i'll just prepare myself for the worst.. HOW CAN I FORGET THE ANSWERS I SPENT A DAY MEMORIZING...its UNBELIEVABLE~~

SORRY DUDEZ

omg..i cant believe this, my old 11th year pal.. told me..i missed the HELP university gang

So apologies to all..i thought i didn't miss you guys.. sigh.. THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT IMPORTANT..JUST THAT I WAS FIGURING..and sometimes it just doesn't pop out in my mind

Siew Wern, Mun Keat, Xin Kei, Jess, Matthew, Iris, erm... siapa lagi?..Hwei kIM.. my bro, John... and anyone else i missed out..best of luck in ething..miss you guys

not satisfied

celebrated father's day today
Went all the way down pudu to eat our favourite bak kut teh

Somehow,its not open

So we tried another shop nearby

And..i'm not happy with it.. Its HOU LAN SIK..well not lan sik actually..but it didn't gave me the omphh..that i wanted...omphh you know omphh..


from scale 1-10 1 being not satisfied, i'll rate it -10...wuhuuuu

i want my bak kut teh

m disappointed..sigh!!!

I misss YOU GUYS...sobs

Was talking to ah fong about the OLDEN days where we use to you know, talk like sabian act like sabian and so forth.. we were saying how good sabians products are.. we are manufactured there..and we're still in good quality and still very capable...

Suddenly, i miss all of you so much so much that, i've got the drive to organise another gathering..
yaya.... again me again.. nope i won't fong fei kei like i use to ok!!

I'll be planning it in july..a huge gathering!!cant wait.. but i know.. there will be lots of effort needed..however.. i've got time, and i've got the semangat to do so..

People, sabians..i'l be back to school on the 25/26june..await for me..for i'll inform you..the next gathering!!wkaakakaka..

MISS YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH LARRRRRRRR..what the heckk... this time.. it won't be an all girls party.. i BET!!!!..hahahahaha..those interested..do email me at mywaicheng@gmail.com.. no viruses pls...wakakakaka

An ambush by my own mother!!

Its a weekly activity for me and my mum to go hotspring somewhere near hulu langat,ampang!

Usually, i'll be filial enough to fetch my mum there, wait for her there, and fetch my mum back from the place.. she'll take her bath and enjoy the hotspring, while i'll daydream with only my legs soaked into the pail of hot water..hrmmm

It has been weeks since she tried convincing me to bath there as well, since i've got there, might as well bath right? Hrm... i was really lazy to change and it ain't my intention to bath there too

However, once my mum tried bringing my clothes without my notice which i found out before leaving the house, and manage to take it out before she got an excuse to make me bath!! (evil her)

Well, its too bad that i wasn't always cautious enough

Today, everything went like normal. We reached at 1030am, routined, fill water, then i'll take my seat and continue daydreaming. Mum was done by 1200PM . After waiting for her to change clothes, she took a pail of water and soaked her leg..


So i waited for her.. suddenly.. SPLASHHHED..

mummy..its HOT U NOE..HOT??


i'm ALL WET.. and HOT wet .. i turn around and looked at my mum who is grinning..then another splash!!..I was like.. MAAA!!!i din bring clothes!!!.. she laughed and said.. I DID FOR YOU!!

Then, i took the clothes and change.. and she came chasing with all the hot water.. and thanks to her..i'm all boiled up red.. and hot!!she's smart..and i'll be more careful next time!!I'LL BE BACK!!..

anyway..it is so fun, my mum being a little naughty.. and the splashes she gave was nice~! i felt all the tension in me released out!!the feeling was great..felt all refreshed..and it does help in sleeping!!

OMG

studying overseas course locally.. is really fun!!

1. you get to stay at home and eat all you want (too some they prefer overseas)
2. you get to keep in touch with all your secondary school friends PLUS college friends
3. you get to go KLCC shopping and also GENTING theme park every now and then
4. enjoy burning fat with the stinky hot weather that makes us sweat
5. you're studying the overseas syllabus
6. you're paying less money
7. bla bla bla
8. bla bla bla

However the not fun thing is

1. our papers are MARKED IN AUSTRALIA? meaning?OMG
2. NO lengchai and sexy girls to see :(
3. we don't enjoy their unpredictable weather, hot and cold hot and cold
4. no chance of wearing sweater ( unless you go to some snow world in genting)
5. most of our assignments are moderated there ( so high standards)

Hmm..exam soon..sei lar.. hard to focus ON THE SUBJECTS

to make things worst

i just sent my sis to DIVING AGAIN

ahhh..she's diving without me

again

for the 2nd time

i miss diving :'(

PFS?..

PFS is defined as Pre-final symptoms where students would face this syndrome a few weeks before their finals exam..

Under a psychology research ( my team) different people can be affected by PFS differently.

For some students, they get stressed and start LOSING hair.. and they stop eating,thus gastric and all would occur!

Some norms would be eyebacks, not enough sleep and fatigueness.

For me, i'll never show signs of stress! When i'm stress.. i EAT alot! when i'm stress i DRINK alot of coffee to keep myself awake, i'll still surf the net ( which is what i'm doing now) every now and then to chat and blog to release stress

However, it is not advisable as you won't be able to leave the com (proven by my sis) lolz..

Goodness, how to study management?..I love this subject.. but its making me feel dizzy. Hrmm... well i'm not giving up anyway.. i've got time..and i'll do it!!Finance, Accounting and marketing?..Don't be depressed or jealous, i've got time for you..I've gave time as well

Exam from 18-21 june.. will be away that whole week!!! sorry dudez..update later alright

To all students MOnash(finishing), VU ( jz started) TCPJ (assignments plenty) TARC ( al evels also finishing friday) Taylors ( Main campus-some finished ald some not) TBS ( starts next week) SMKAB ( trials in AUGUST?) MBS(carmen?jia you) Nottingham( janice?..nah!!you're holidaying) TARC(accounting:jz started new sem) UiTm(JIa min, mun mun?jia you oh) Polly ( forgot which uni/col u in,best of luck) hahahahaha..best of luck!gambate oh

KAT TAGGED ME

1. 5 Things Found In My Bag:


Rubbish
Water bottle
Purse
Pencil Case
Rubbish again


2. 5 things found in my wallet:

money
student id
touch n go card
photocopies of ic n license
H20 voucher coupon redemption

3. 5 Favourite Things In My Room:

My desktop
My birthday gifts
The piled up rubbishes hidden
My lil pillow
My bed, how can i forget it :)



4. 5 things you've always wanted to do:

Advanced open water diver (next year)
Join toastmasters club
Lose weight (failure all the time)
learn jeet kun do ( lazy)
be discipline for once

5. 5 things you're currently into:

Diving
Diving
Diving
urm... diving?
Ahhh.. finals, exams study lor

6. 5 people that you wish to tag:

NOne
none
none
none
none... (but can i tag xiaxue?..)hahahaa. =_="'

which part of me looks like korean?

Lols.... the other day, i accompanied my mum to the hotspring.. as usual..meeting people of all ages there.. SOME PRETTY ONES..REAL PRETTY ONES..that i like..heee

Guys are on the other side.. so didn't manage to kap any cool ones..

Basically, there was this korean woman ..she was alone ( super fair) if only i have her skin..she's forty eight..but looks like 30PLUS..omg...wth... hak sei me oni..
So the usual me went to talk to her..being hospitable (although she resided in Msia for quite sometime already)

After some Q&A session she asked me whether i learned any martial arts, as i was wearing my favourite T (TAEKWONDO T) so ... i said ya, but Korea's standard is much higher ( not to say Msia not good, but disicpline wise?..try me.. i had 7yrs of experience) ...


So i said ya i do, then she further said something that i'm not too sure whether should i be happy about it or not

The conversation goes

Korean : You learn Taekwondo?
Me: Yup, for 7 yrs already, but the standards?..korea n malaysia?..hmm..korea better..
Korean: (did some actions hee ha hee ha) ohhh..that is good *smiles*
Me: Smiled too
Korean: You don't look like chinese
Me: I AM CHINESE (what am i ?..a malay to you?.. an indian?..or some unidentified primate species?)
Korean: I know you are a chineses.. but YOU LOOK LIKE KOREAN.
Me: STUNS in AWE...Me?..Korean?...hahahaha.. thank you (although was wondering whether is a compliment anot..but since she's korean..should be compliment right?)

Nana.. i look like korean boh?...KOREAN?KOOOOORREEAAAANNNN..hhahaha.. GIN GIN!!!
OMGAWD... which part of me looks like korean.. hmmm..wonders

korean?...hmmm.. i wonder

which part you tell me??

this is my result...wakakakakaka...

maybe maybe not..lolz

OMG

MY FINALS IS ON THE 18TH JUNE.. i got tonnes to study...

sharks.. I'm SO DEAD..y?.. this hour.. for nothing

eventually the WHOLE day, since 9AM.. i've been downloading videos of a famous blogger and been watching it..since.. omg

And its two am d next day, and i'm still watching it!!!
wth..

omg..dis is bad.. i need smacking!!!

You know when they mean it or not

A few times i was encountered with people who mean things they said, and a few who don't and say they do...

Was thinking if i'm being too sensitive (not sensative - nana, i improved my English) in this matters, or was it because of certain reasons, i felt it?

Hmm, people tend to be sensitive towards their love ones..do they?.. In a nutshell, if you're in a relationship or maybe someone close to you, you're more sensitive towards what they do or say or think...

HUH???SO PANJANG? (LONG)

Hmmm... my sister has always been the one telling me the 3rd party's ( which i'm complaining about) feelings. She would say, maybe the person is not feeling well?..you had not seen them ma.. or she would say, you cannot judge the person's words with the absence of facial expressions and tones.

True.. but what if it happens ALL the time, have you ever tried so hard in making something work and the response is real bad?

There was once, i was at this function, all to myself, with only a few people that i know ( erm.. they were all over, mingling around). So i also did try to be a part of the function and well.. was trying REAL hard.. and MAYBE TOO hard i guess, trying to make people laugh isn't easy.

hUH??still talking?.. =_='"

Especially when you're in a semi-formal function. Hrmm.. crapping LAME jokes ( my profession) didn't work.. worst still i kept trying.. till you can see the force they need to use.. to overcome the gravity that is pulling their lips DOWN and SMILE at me..just to entertain me..

Same goes, in friendship and relationship. Once, i tried so hard to make it up to one person who is really freaking important in my life, and i end up losing everything..(haiz.. i guess i need to start from scratch) which i tried, and same goes, no results..

still GOT??WTH...

*flies buzzing around*

sometimes i get very TIRED ... being adaptable is always the weaker one (said philosopher Nana) I never liked silence, and i don't enjoy awkward situations..OH GOD..that's why i talk non stop.. and people sometimes get irritated bout it..

There are times, when people that comes around in my life journey would teach me, the art of living. The words they say, the actions they do, so sweet.. so nice and i m MELTED ( goodness-i thought only I CAN MELT PEOPLE..i know =_="' ma) and they would say i would only do that to you or they would say, you think i treat everyone the same or they would say, its sincerely from my heart.. and the next thing is?... KABOOM..what?..erm..they turn COLD and ain't that responsive anymore..HRMM.. i THINK i'm that kind of person SOMETIMES too (opz.. cursing myself)

are we THERE YET?

are we there yet..

tick tock tick tock..

So, i tried my hard now , not being a faker.. as in, try to THINK and feel for what i say,before i actually say it ( that doesn't mean i usually talk without MY BRAIN OK- well i don't do THAT OFTEN OK)

Aiks, now i learn to take into considerations the situations that the other party is undergoing or the problems they are facing, say to be more understanding and accepting what the words meant. As in, PAY ATTENTION ON WHAT IS BEING SAID, NOT HOW ITS BEING SAID..not hard ..but ain't easy either.. TRY .. cause there are things that are happening to the person in which we don't know about RITE?..so.. hrmmm... be in their shoes would be the way..

I know, you would say, if i kept thinking about the sake of others before myself, who would do that to me. Well, do unto others to what you want others to do unto you.. RIGHT?..its not easy, but at least, you don't have doubts much and you won't be THAT sensitive...

CONCLUSION?..try ..try..

Beware GIRLS

HMMM.. its not something unusual if you heard news about snatch thefts and robbery..

In subang itself it is common..This morning, someone got her bag snatched by a motorist near SS15. hmmmm... luckily the girl escaped unhurt, but hope she recovers from the traumatisation soon!!!

A few tips on walking:

• always walk against the traffic.
• Tend to look around,(back) every 8 seconds.. - the thieves will aim people who's not alert
• Be alert of your surroundings , not just sounds ( some motorists off their engine and glide towards you)
• Always have your bag at the inner side of the road
• If you find any suspicious motorists or man walking behind, don't panick
• Try to get to someplace where there is more people, be prepared to be approached by them.
• Try looking them in the eye, and stop walking (ensure you're not in the middle of the junction)
• Wait till they pass by ( at the same time, be prepared that they'll mugg you)
• Carry at hand things that can be used from a distance, Umbrella or pepper spray
• Alarm the neighbourhood when you realise something is wrong
• If someone has been tailing you, try ringing one of the houses with doorbell, and scream for help or attention (later explain to the owner that you're avoiding the thieves)
• Do not panick, always be prepared, set your mind what you would do
• Try not to walk alone anywhere anytime
• Do not choose to use similar routes. Try different routes every few times
• Try not to go back the same time that you always do, so that they won't be able to monitor you.
• Do not focus or think about other things while travelling on foot, as criminals like to catch people off guard.
• Most importantly, try to avoid and prevent things from happening.
• You can make a difference..

Take care and be careful girls.. its a dangi danger dangerous world out there..

What matters the most?

Life was indeed a journey with many crossroads, one after another.

Many times, wrong decisions are made, and ALWAYS, we have to deal with the consequences our own.

Do we blame god for what happen? Do we blame ourselves for what is done?...Do we throw all the faults to others involved? Or do we blame the matter?

Its ALWAYS easier to push the blame to others, and avoid responsibility..

In the past, things has been changing, and it was never the same old me handling certain matters again

Many times, i'd made decisions following my heart. Which i believe is the best way of making a decision, for if you don't pampher yourself?No one would

There's this guy who once told me that it wasn't fair. And sometimes following your heart is not good, cause you need to take into consideration about people's feelings.

What matters the most?..Yourself?or the benefits of others?..

I'd lost friends, i'd lost things that is important to me. And what matters most to me vanished in thin air within a year...

At the end of the day, i chose to fret and be depressed for a period of time, and promised myself to pick myself up and walk ahead again,never looking back.

But i wouldn't change things i'm able to maintain. I promised myself, i would still take care and be concern about matters that are not my authority too..Well, at least i promise to be there when needed!!..

The path i chose, has lead me into a few crossroads, many times i gave myself a chance, but i forego it myself.This crossroad?... i'm going to take a change, something i dare not do, cause i'll loose more than i expect!

For what matters the most is not something material. Its something that is priceless, making people happy is what matters the most. Not hurting myself is what matters most..

What matters most is?..IT doesn't hurt people,and its righteous. HOwever, if its something i wanna do provided its legal, i would do it..and be prepared for failures..

Came across this bookmark i have in one of my old motivation books:

Is it the truth?

Is it beneficial to all concerned?

Does it build goodwill and better friendship?

is it fair to all concern?

adapted from Rotary International's

4 way test of things we think,say or do.

Think about it.. its easier said than done,but if you question yourself before doing?..usually, your rational and the conscience would hasten you on your actions if its not right.

Waaa...he didn't know how to read Malay

Well, while waiting to get home today,bout 5plus, i stopped at projet to get a drink.. so i park nearby.. then this motorcyclist came for the PUMP AIR MACHINE..which has a freaking big note written ROSAK.. and some further apologies in Malay.

This motorcyclist.. (don't think he knows how to read) came forward to the air pump and trying it on his motorcycle. I was watching the act.. while he continued wondering why didn't the air pump emitt air.. LOLZ.. i stick my head near the windscreen, as he turned around and told him, its not working by shaking my hands.. lolz.. a NO sign i mean!.. so he moved out being frustrated..

I think, projet should put hand signals or some other languages on the board (since its big and has a lot of space) to inform people that it has MALFUNCTIONED...lolz

Super tempted to take picture,but my HP died off battery..ISH..missed a chance for u guys to see him in action..rather funny.. and i pity him too...