Maybe it was meant to be.. not my day..
she didn't like the present i gave.. i think.. if you're seeing this.. i'm sorry.. even if you said you liked it? i still think you don't..
Thought of giving her the best birthday celebration at a place where its nice and cozy..but due to certain matters..she didn't enjoy it
Somehow, i felt sad.. i know i should understand her feelings..but i'm disappointed for all i'd done.. al all i'd done, it meant nothing to cheer her up..
When i saw her crying.. it hurts deep inside.. i can't help as a friend.. she wasn't too willing to share.. i knew i shouldn't force her.. but somehow i knew.. it changed..it was so much different last time..was it?..
Best friends don't really need each other do they?.. the word best friend, now..is just a word.. we don't share no more..all the best to her life..
i KNew its gonna come, but i didn't know, it was that painful..
Its so sad, that everytime, my best friend's with me.. she's not happy.. guess my companion made no difference.. i know if you're reading this, you'll say, there is difference..but i know..there isn't.. No longer can i make u laugh..for we don't click anymore.. sad thing is.. we don't understand each other the way we use to.. its Gone.. not even memories are left.. it hurts.. and i'm crying..
JZ love the song "anyway" by martina mcbride
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u are right.. there is nothin called a best friend.. i dont know how many i had.. its takes a lifetime to make a best friend.. and well then time takes over and best are no longer best.. i can understand ur anguish cause i have been through it too.. all i can say.. and i think u already know.. what has happened are memories.. lovely cherished memories.. let them be like that.. future is to come.. and perhaps will bring with it more best friends and much more happiness.. a touchin post.. it so connected!
thanks morpheus.. now i know that i'm not alone.. friendship come and go.. i think you would agree with me. Maybe its our fault in the commitment as well, we haven't done as much as we think we did?..did we?...
You felt left, but we'll learn how to cherish the normal friends we somehow neglected sometime ago.. life goes on..as it drifts the friendship away...
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