My 100th Post

Moments back...

I was wondering at 19 years of age, what have i discovered, what have i learnt? What have i exposed myself to? How many times have i falled? How many people came in and left me?

What are the purpose i am still here, breathing? Everyone has their own goals to achieve, and when they finally do? Whats next? Its always the word then...

Not fearing death was my motto. Maybe i'm too sensitive, but i'd never expect my lifespan to exceed 30! Not to say i give up on my life. Just that my chest pains and other small attacks hit me too often, i'd already prepared to be taken away.

Do you mind dying early? Not me! Well, of cause die of natural causes or diseases would be finE. not suicidal!!

26years back before i was born, my aunt left us. 9yrs back, my beloved grandfather was no longer there to sing me my favourite song. As the years go by, i realize that our life is really very fragile.

Losing your loved ones are always torturing. I don't know why, sometimes, they will take away things you just start to appreciate, they'll just leave, to make you realize their importance.

Would it be called unfaiir?

I'd love and l'd lost. I don't know how i would survive over my weird health but...

I 'M JUST HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW. at least for now.

Hmmmm...wat a day..