Emo-in???

This is the 3rd day of my degree year. BASICALLY, it wasn't anything like usual anymore. All my Good good friends had left to other better offers Lisa?Queen?Tsae Yun? Really miss you gurls real lot. Well, i know that is the matter of time i will be crazy again. But then, i really miss those days when we play taboo together, monopoly together, watch movie together, laugh our hearts out, and talk our problems out. I felt almost empty. It might sound too kua cheong. But really.

Sue left.. Kat and Jacq too. THis are the most crazy people that you can find. Miss those smacks and kisses.. hmmmm...

Everything is so new. With restricted time table (Dislike the administration for a bad job in organising things), its almost impossible to do what you want. Tertiary is tougher than i thought it would be. Maybe we are pamphered too much in foundation year. With enough PRESSURE from the lecturers, and my goal of getting betterresults.. guess its no honeymoon uni life for me in campus anymore..

Well, time will make me adapt to the new environment. Yet.. changes are happening. I'm making a real big change too. And this time its for good. People? Again, its my last time... i'll do it! I'll do it. I know i've said many times, but i realise, i don't want to be a somebody to anyone. But a somebody to myself.

I thought i was somebody. But things show that, its only a thought. Sigh.. although at most of the time, i'd been thinking.. i was foolish for doing things that i felt like doing..sigh.. emo-in away..as all the things happen at a time.. the sadness kicks in...

How long will i be like this?? I don't know.. i hope it'll end soon