Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Emo-in???
Sue left.. Kat and Jacq too. THis are the most crazy people that you can find. Miss those smacks and kisses.. hmmmm...
Everything is so new. With restricted time table (Dislike the administration for a bad job in organising things), its almost impossible to do what you want. Tertiary is tougher than i thought it would be. Maybe we are pamphered too much in foundation year. With enough PRESSURE from the lecturers, and my goal of getting betterresults.. guess its no honeymoon uni life for me in campus anymore..
Well, time will make me adapt to the new environment. Yet.. changes are happening. I'm making a real big change too. And this time its for good. People? Again, its my last time... i'll do it! I'll do it. I know i've said many times, but i realise, i don't want to be a somebody to anyone. But a somebody to myself.
I thought i was somebody. But things show that, its only a thought. Sigh.. although at most of the time, i'd been thinking.. i was foolish for doing things that i felt like doing..sigh.. emo-in away..as all the things happen at a time.. the sadness kicks in...
How long will i be like this?? I don't know.. i hope it'll end soon
Sunday, February 25, 2007
New yr gathering
So.. i called out 20people. And soon the reply start coming in. The more people said yes, the more happy i AM.. yay.. its gonna be a big big gathering. Although some didn't make it. But it was fun to see most of them again. Cause college is resuming next monday. i DON'T know when can i see them..
Special thanks to:
Yee Wah
Mei Yan
Lai Shan
Wai Fong
Sharon
Kar Po
Polly
Wai Teng
Yi Ying
Janice YaP
Janice Tan
Carmen
Chai Ling
Ching Choo
Yuan Teng
Pooi Shuen
Candice
Mui Hwee
Kang Er& The guys..
Siew Wern
Here are some pics..
tHe bIg gROUpBlack Mahjong
Quite hard to see at first.. but was soon used to it. Rather different feeling too. .Hmmm.. looks like.. humans do like challenging, new, and interesting things.. san xi hang?? Well at least i am..

The pros playing mahjong...
My Aun'ts Huge house
here are some pictures..

Her..balcony??? Ermm i don't know what it is called. But she has this open area, inside the house..where there's fish pond. N water fountain
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Love me for what i am
Together we've been happy, I have very few regrets
The ordinary problems have not been out to face
But lately little changes have been slowly taking place
You're always finding something is wrong in what I do
But you can't rearrange my life because it pleases you
(Chorus)
You've got to love me for what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me if what you intend
or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me to feed your fantasy
You're really not in love so let me go
I must be free...
If what you want isn't natural for me
I won't pretend to keep you, what I am, I have to be
The picture of perfection is only in your mind
For all your expectations, love can never be designed
We either take each other for everything we are
Or leave the life we've made behind
And make another start
(Chorus)
You've got to love me for what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me if what you intend
or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me to feed your fantasy
You're really not in love so let me go
I must be free...
Instrumental...
And if you're only using me to feed your fantasy
You're really not in love so let me go
I must be free...
You're really not in love so let me go
I must be free.
Monday, February 19, 2007
Andrew Matthew Rocks..
Most of us WORRY.
Some people will even tell you that you SHOULD worry!
But worrying is worse than USELESS!
Firstly, it attracts misfortune.
Secondly, it is bad for your health!
So what should you do about worry?
POSTPONE it!
TAKE ACTION first - and postpone worry indefinitely.
That's what effective people do.
Here is your mission for the next 24 hours:
Whenever you want to worry, ask yourself,
"What is the problem RIGHT NOW?"
Guess what you'll find ...
Unless you are in a life threatening situation,
you DON'T have a problem.
Look at your life.
Has there ever been a situation you didn't survive?
There hasn't!
You can HANDLE the present.
It is just the FUTURE that gives you trouble!
So your mission is to focus on the present.
Your mind will want to drift into the future.
Your mind will want to ask questions like: "What happens if ...?"
Drag it back to the PRESENT.
Tell yourself:
"If there is SOMETHING I can do now, I will do it."
"If there is NOTHING I can do right now,
I refuse to worry."
Make this your motto:
"I take whatever action I can now - and I postpone worry!"
"I deal with problems MOMENT BY MOMENT."
Friday, February 16, 2007
What the hack m i doin this late
She was on9 since 11pm.. n its about6 hrs ald..
She hacked everyone's blog..chatted with people..
nOW hacking ppl's friendster, lookin at their pics.. nosy-in around.
lame.. n yet she's doin it..
Get a liFe michelle.. hey.. visit THis website..interesting enough
m i zz? no.. my mum is awake for exercise, sis is awake to fetch cousin sis from klia..
and gues wat, i shut myself in this room with lights off(pretend that i'm sleeping) and starin at the com doin nothin..
This is d prob with having holidays, and unlimited broadband.. m so going to die if my sis checks my blog.. (sis? if u see this..well.. i'm just.. hee..erm.. oni a day la hor?) at least during hols
When col resumes? i think i'l on9 .. most of d time, doing assignments..
anyway.. celebrate 1st..wuhuu.. like andrewmatthews said, u choose to b happy. And you act towards being happy. Coz it won't fall on u..hail to andrew..he made my day..
Some thoughts from andrew matthews
Two months ago my buddy Colin Martin hopped on a bicycle and rode across North America. Vancouver to New York, 7136 kilometres ... just for the fun of it.
He had plenty of excuses NOT to do it.
a) It wasn't cheap. He had to fly to America. He had to quit work for 2 months.
b) It wasn't convenient. He has three young children.
c) He is 53.But Colin says: "No time is a perfect time.
If you really want to do something, you have to put the time aside, and then just do it."AN INTERESTING LIFE DOESN'T JUST HAPPEN TO YOU. You choose it. You plan it.Peter Manuel is the principal at my old school, Victor Harbor High. Aged 18, Peter decided to learn a new skill each year of his life.He is now 59. He has learned carpentry, pottery, tried drama, painted watercolours, learned some German, studied plastics, learned how to lay bricks
...Says Peter: "That decision changed my life. At some things, like piano, I was terrible - but I had fun trying!"If there is something you really want to do, no time will ever be perfect.
IN A NUTSHELL
What do you really want to do?What will you do today to make it happen?
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Best wishes,
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
If Your Heart's not in it
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please dont try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
There's nothing I can do
To stop from losing you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
You can't rmbr me??
I don't know why i look to the left, and there's this kelisa(blue) like jacq's car.. Car plate WNW 5255.. i think.. there's this guy inside it, and like prompting to talk to me. So i bend myself abit.. to get a clearer view of him.. he opened the passenger door and said..
in cantonese ' You don't remember me d?
i was like? 'who the hack r u??'
Me ar, ah keong.. you don't remember me d!!
I stared cock at him.. ah wat? I don't rmbr anyone by the name of ah keong dis dark and yong sui..
Then, he start la show his colours
Where are you going?
I said.. erm.. GIANT?
Oh, come la i fetch you there?
I was like, wowowowo.. m dumb enough to even talk to you.. you want me to be dumber to get into ur car? Dumb dumb..
i said.. NO..thanks, i'm going to esso to meet my friend (Dear lord, i know there's no such things as white lie, but, to save myself from dat monyet. Just this once k?)..
He said.. kla, i fetch you go esso?
I pointed at esso and say, but its just a few steps away.. (you moron.. you think i'm so lazy zit?)
He end the conversation saying, oh.. you realy forget me d la..
I just closed the door and continued staring at him till he turn into esso (Damn it)
I, of course.. took another route la..
I then thought it was over, till i was on my way home from giant. I saw his car again.. This goldfish man.. what is he trying to do.. if he more leng chai okla.. but with that kind of looks he wanna be goldfish man??SAVE IT LA...
i took another route back to my house, incase he trail me. Thank goodness, he didn't..
Warning to all women outside. Man are useless... (some) they are so, terrible. Eeeewww.. i can't imagine. And guys? PLease fight back some dignity from this useless pimps ok? They are degrading your species.. May lord be with them..
Being sick on valentines? How bad can that be?
1st of all, i woould like to post pictures on how strong big size person like me would fall sick
factor 1; the weather
factor2 ; dehydration
factor3; cookies and the arrow head la..(ngaku)
tHIS IS how we fry it
how i fry em.. goodness, that was 2hrs of peeling and another 3hrs of frying.. thats why its RM12 per small can outside..
I LOVE IT... MUZ HAVE B4 CHINESE NEW YEAR..yummy
Well, i was opt-in for either Marketing or Applied Finance degree which comes in March ONWARDS. thinking again, marketing is a tom dick hary degree. And i don't specialize in any fields even if i graduate a 1st class honours Marketing Degree holder.. so i tried appealing to both my scholarship principals.. and today. .i got the reply. My appeal has been approved.. Hurray... so .. ppl? M going to pursue my Applied finance degree. Not marketing anymore.. Yay...
i DON'T KNOW if its a right decision for me? But at least, its best for now.. i think.. Hope everything goes smoothly.. Hail to all the outcomes that will come pouring into my life. I'lm prepared to take the challenges, and m ready to take a stand, and i'm all set to fail, and can't wait to succeed..
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
what should i do?
Thinking of what she's up to, i stood at my door, listening to her. There weren't any street lights, so i couldn't see clearly, but she was definitely panting or in pain over there. She ask if i could donate RM10 to help aid her, in medication fees for her diabetes.. Of course.. my mum shooed her away..
But seeing her much in pain, i'm in a dilemma, could she be real? or izzit that she's some conwoman or what? Hmmm... what should i do
Just like the other time, there was this woman walking on the street and stopped me, she told me if i could give her some money for her purse had been snatched away. I was thinking again, i wanted to help, i felt real bad, but i don't want to be cheated. I offered her the way to the police station which was just nearby, but she said she got her IC with her. I think and think again, the more i question her? THe more it seems to be a lie..
nOwadays, these people are making use of humans sympathy to get easy money. Could this be morally wrong? What about those who gave in>?? Should they help out? Or just ignore? I would be in guilt not helping, but i don't want to be con either.. Sighhh... what should i do
Valentines day? and m sick?sobs
Although m single, and no one dated me for tmr.. I'm not sad at all..but y of all days to be sick. I fall sick ON VALENTINES.. hmmm..not that sweet after allhuh??? Wakakaka...
Like TYUN say, there's three options..
if u'r in a rship? go and spend sometime wit ur love one, hold em tight, cause good things don't happen twice
if you'r not in one, and is hoping for one? Just express yourself and you'll never noe, maybe he or she had already long have a crush on u
if you'r not in one, and not hoping for one, well..maybe you enjoy being single,but wen the right one comes?? bet.. you are in heavens..
courtesy of tyun..wakakaak
Anyway, happy valentines, and may i get well soon b4 cny comes..can't let it spoil my mood
Monday, February 12, 2007
My major??
You scored as Religion/Theology.
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Religion, Theology, or a related major.
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a good minor to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Religion/Theology
100%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
94%
Psychology/Sociology
81%
HR/BusinessManagement
75%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
75%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
63%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
63%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
50%
Visual&PerformingArts
50%
English/Journalism/Comm
44%
Mathematics/Statistics
44%
Education
38%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
25%
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Taekwondo(episode I)
Saturday, February 10, 2007
A day at sg wang..
opzz... she's too small.. and i'm to far.. so blur lo.. thats WHAT camera's are for.. coz hp's can never do a beta job.. or mayb mine oni
She's harassing the mascot's tail.. oh my, n we're in public.. do i noe her??
look!!its so cute.. the mascot i mean.. wakakaka.. in case m sued for copyright?...beta..remove her face..self control
I have decades to go if the almighthy grant me a long life. Shall i step up and learn today, anyhting would then be possible. thANKS ppl.. it was a great enlightenment.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
mICHelle INSTALLED her own PCI adaptor?

8 feb 0241am
Oh.. my .. i love unlimited m on9 for 4 hours d..dat is long... to me la... wakakakaka... kk ...zzzzz
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I love this song... BEYONCE rocks
to the left to the left
VERSE 1: mmmm..to the left to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff-
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch(dont touch)
And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag.
so go move your bags let me call you a cab
Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted
CHORUS:
You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute,
baby
You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin, your irreplaceable
VERSE 2: So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home oops, i bet you thought,
that i didnt know, what did you think,
i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue,
rollin her around in the car that i bought you baby drop them keys...
hurry up before your taxi leaves
standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted
CHORUS:
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin, your irreplaceable
VERSE 3:
so since im not your everything, how bout i'll be nothing,
nothing at all to you baby i wont shed a tear for you (i wont shed a tear)
i wont lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
cause the truth of the matter is replacing you is so easy
to the left to the left
to the left to the left mmmm...
to the left to the left ,
everything you own in the box to the left
to the left to the left
dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
your irreplaceable
you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, hell be here in a minute, BABY!!!!
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to ([Played with next verse] thinkin...Baby hey yea!!!)
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all yo bags we finsihed,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin your irreplaceable....
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
06 Feb 07- Back to school
tHEN, met up with all my juniors and my classmates.. should i say ex classmates?? Hmmm.. i don't know. So?? I spent 7 hours in school, talking to all my teachers and friends. Conclusion?? Fun fun fun, and al memories of the past is back. As i walk along the corridor the funny memories jz triggers my laugh.
Went to meet my favourite a.k.a bio teacher, join her class for frog disecting event. Still remember how she forced me to throw the 3 days dead frog away. 'Kalau peka nak score, cepat buangkan katak yang sudah mati ini'. Trust me, it stinks like mad, and its all bloated and dry and sticky. That was like two yrs ago. Yucks!!!
Its great to be back to school and still look familiar. As in, they stil recognise me la... really miss em alot alot.. So how?
Hmm.. had my lunch there. Been a yr since i tried canteen food. Ate tomyam, and my lips were burning.. chat here chat there?? Another hour past, and without noticing, its already 2pm.
I still remember MR.tan( very strict discipline master) said, its you again ar? Stop disturbing my students. Hahaha... i didn't la.. lolz!! Other teachers were like.. tak balik balik lagi??
Here are some pics afta a long day....
My lunch... was tom yam ayam RM3.. whoa... keng latSunday, February 04, 2007
Me and my four friends..OPZ.. overcount.. 3 i mean
the crazy four..
we are always together...
friends forever.. ish.. m mad that 3 of them are still continuing their studies together..wanna kena smack d
mY new hobby..


By all means no matter how hard you throw.. it hits back harder.. get me? Great thoought huh?? The harder you throw the harder its going to be return..
Valentines wish list??

A diamond ring or a ring significant to the love? Somethin that worth a milion that could lead eternal love lasting??
Or jz by letting him or her noe that you care about her /him alot??Showing the compassion and feelings about the both of you?
aRe you waiting for someone who's willing to share with you bout everythingAnyway..happy valentine's day to every couple in the world
Bless you with the word.. love and compromise always
Tel those ppl you care, u love em? Show it to them..
not couples? NOo harm expressing
not in love .. wat bout your family n friends
valentines is juz a day to express your feelings to those
you care about..
Saturday, February 03, 2007
The last day of foundation 31-01-2007
Can u guys be quick.. my necks breaking.. i can fit it in 3minutes.. getting out is the harder part.. queen save me by directing my legs where to go
me n queen fittin in a small baby car.. a passer by said.. 'theye are the biggest child i'd ever seen in my entire life' he walked away smilin.. i got so embarrassed.. queens long legs r horribleVote for IRIS tan

MAxis Broadband...
Came towards maxis broadband that allows you to online anywhere whenever there's maxis coverage.. ISN'T THAT COOL?? oh my heavens.. just by bringin the modem anywhere?? You can go online.. now its promotional season.. n 30 days free trial..go visit their centres and get yourself registered..
Maxis broadband man sui..
Hurray, now i can on9 24-7.. but 1st thing is.. i muz get a router and a nic adaptor.. router so that my sis can on9 with me togethr, and the nic adaptor..whatever its called. so that i can plug in the modem to my pc.. arghhh.. almost there.. maxis on the go.. HURRAY
Friday, February 02, 2007
..Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
1. I like colorful underwear.... ehehehehehe... :
D2. I dislike eating eggs... but i'll still eat them once in a while...
3. I get emotional over almost everything....
4. I collect brochures and name cards...
5. I like collecting pictures from the internet, save them into my thumbdrive, and then watch them as I listen to my favourite music! :)
6. I can't stand the smell of pork... just recently... especially those fatty fatty ones....yucksss.... whats happening to me??!!
Compliments of jacq.. is plagiarism allowed?? lolz..
1. i think i liked sex alot.. must try it out.. lolz
2. One think bout me is i'm carnivorous, but never on Fish..
3. I love talking to myself, at least i reason myself out.
4. I dislike people smoking.. yet i'd tried few times and find it cool.. (STOP D)
5. I love collecting rubbishes, that don't mean anything to others but to me a heap.. like.. RUBBERBAND?? hahaha...
6. I'm weird cause i'm different from what i potray, happy go lucky but yet...sentimental when it comes to movies and songs..
Conclusion?? M weirder than you think i am...



















