Sir asked me to kick 6inches above my head. My flexibility? Zero.. so can reach?? Nono.. i was a centimetre away from it.. aiseh.. Zhang siu siu. Then i sparred with 1 gurl and 2 guys. It has been a yr since i sparred with anyone. But it was cool, i manage to smack the guy in the face with my kick, he was like so blur when i turn turn like merry go round (expected la..scared kena kick ma) and i gave the 2nd guy an intercept kick. MANA tau..terkena his balls.. OPZ..so ng hou yi xi.. sorry sorry... Of course, i also kena smack la. I think i lost to d 1st guy and drew with the 2nd..So i suffer back my old chest pain.but... it was amazing.. m going to train up to be better...

Yay.. had Kendo class today too, although the stances were new and one of it is difficult to master. But the chance of holding a REAL SWORD.. japanese sword's so cool. M saving money to buy one. Holding the sword and doing some special motions definitely made me a 30 minute ninja look alike.. But the sword is reali heavy wor.. i can feel my arms aching.. die.. tomolo exam somemore

This is the way you pull out the sword and hold it before you go back to fighting motion.

dis is the sword i hold this morning..super chun!!

Having the thought of semester 3 foundation ending was a mixture of both sad and happy feelings. A year AGAIN had already past. What is laid upfront on our path to another stage of life? We would never know.

Had a badminton game with 3 of my closest friends in college and others more. I’m always the one telling them that this could be the last ever game we play as course mates together. Queen said this, don’t worry Michelle, we can always meet up. We are just a few kilometers away. Yet she mentioned, it really can be forever. Although I know that it is possible, but when you’re on different paths, you usually can’t find the time. You usually can’t.

Last year? I bid farewell with my form 5 friends. No doubt, we meet up often, but the togetherness had evaporated. You no longer sit next to each other anymore. Distance does part beings. As everyone said, people come and go, move on with live, there’s much more you have to worry about. I’m not sad about meeting new people. I’m not sad that we are no longer together. But I’m sad that the moment we part? It could be forever.



I’ll miss Queen’s laughter, and her ability to make me laugh 24-7. I’ll miss Lisa’s calmness, and her morning calls of You wanna buy bread? I’ll miss Tsae Yun’s ffk pro-ness and her always yong sui yong sui word.I’ll miss Sue’s loudness ( a competitor) and her sweat kao kao remarks. I’ll miss Derek’s kiasuness, yet he’s improving to be a better person. I’ll miss Justin’s hair pushing and unexpected help turn to be sarcasm. Weng Whye’s jokes and his cute penguin look. Kat’s kisses? Sounds wrong.. but her OHHH..yalo yalo.. Su Wen’s MEI YOU LA. Kylie’s laughter. Jacq’s innocence. Jo leen’s preaching. Jennifer’s slanged speech.Chin Ling and Jia Chen ( The lovebirds) Eugene’s pro-ness in driving. Vernon’s slumber-ness and his kind offer to fetch me home ( Sue too) How Keat’s – I don’t stay next to the river- Jun Min’s gentlemen actions. Matt’s softness. Did I miss anyone? Although not all is leaving taylor’s. But we are no longer in the same tutorial group

None of us shared the same character, but we bonded together well and I’ll definitely miss all of you. Take care and all the best in your future undertakings. Sorry if I’d offended you in anyway.

matured ppl steals too

My bro, kelvin..lost his pen drive the other friday.. ONe of the rarest i'd seen, as it ain't normal thumbdrive.. thats y we are "SIBLINGS" we always lose things.. lolz.. huggies bro.. so it was today, when he found his rare pen drive stuck on the computer..

He realise the girl using the computer OWNS the pendrive. So he started kind of harsh by saying.

Kelvin:IT IS MY THUMBDRIVE!!

THE gal said NO!!

sO kelvin asked, where you get the thumbdrive?

THE gal : My mum gave it to me last week.

Kelvin : Whats the memory like?

The gal : I don't know, my mum gave me.

Kelvin : Can you call your mum? I want to talk to her

The gal : NO.. i forgot to bring my hp

Kelvin : (took out his hp) Its ok, i have mine, you tel me her number..

The gal: I forgot her num.

Kelvin's reaction?? Double slapped.. aiseh.. the gurl acted don't know when Kelvin screamed loudly cursing the "person" who took the thumbdrive. Sakitnya hati..aiseh.. poor kelvin!! Here's the verdict? Do you, judge the gurl guilty or not?

Scary... students still lie when they got caught. Kelvin left. Later.. the girl left too..so conclusion? Kelvin still can't get back his thumbdrive..

What crap is it this time??

Do you realize that sometimes, when you’re involved with a problem or situation, only then you’ll think about a lot of things? Like, how did it happen and why? Or you doubt whether it should start? The worst thing is, you’ll only think it over when you’re facing problem

We humans would only opt to think rationally when we get our asses dipped into the trouble well. We would only realize we fell when we are hit by GIGANTIC sledgehammers. Sometimes it just sickens the condition as you couldn’t figure out a way to solve the matter.

In love, we face dilemmas. Does compatibility outweighs love? When you’re in love, you would forgive one’s doing. When you’re in love, you would do anything to adapt to your partner, you sacrifice everything you could, to make yourself compatible. You’re doing it just because your girlfriend or boyfriend likes it. Have you ever thought of doing something that you both enjoy? Thought of it?? Think again...

I believe compatibility outweighs love. No matter how much you love one person, if you don’t share the same interest or background, anything, thoughts, favourites, how is it possible for you to be together for long? You argue because you have different perceptions. You don’t argue because he/she is so called the one you love. You say, he’s my boyfriend, I must tolerate. You say, she’s my girlfriend, I love her, I accept the way she is. Of course, unconditional love means total acceptance. Of course, love means sacrifice. But its more than that. In the first place, how you define love?

At first sight? Hmmm… how can you like someone who shares total different opinion than yours? No.. you can love someone that is different, God made couples to compensate each other. But would it be everlasting if you don’t share common ground? Yes? NO? think again?

You tell yourself, don’t give up. It could last. Compromise, tolerate cause you love your partner, but would it last. After many arguments? After many disagreements? You say, I still love you. I know you love me, but you never like what I like to do, maybe you obligate yourself to like what I do. If we were to have different perceptions, no matter how much you love me, would you be happy? Would I be happy? You said its for love. Yes, when we just talk bout normal daily routines that happen? Yes, when we don’t bring in our principles in life. Stubborn is good in a way.. but not when it does no good, and it hurts others..

At the end of the day, being a youngster, I can’t define love myself. I’d felt love once before, and I know, its much more of liking. Prompt this question to yourself, you love one because they understand you? Or do you love one because the one is of your criteria? Or do you love one cause you spent your saddest moments with them by your side. Companion is important. Only love when you’re comfortable with the person, you felt secured, you felt loved, you felt that someone understands you. That won’t stop you from doing what you want. But encourages you, and brings you awareness if the deeds were wrong. Change cause of the presence. Not because they want to change you. Not cause you want to change for them.

Taeee Kwon DO..

aFter some painful event that happen last Friday.. I decided I need to release some big huge stress in me. . so.. my choices.. were taekwondo?or eat like mad.. I chose..

Taekwondo???

Attention!! Chun-bi…

Shi-jiak!!
I woke up at 0645am today. Lying on my bed, I rethink about my decision on going to taekwondo classes from this week onwards. Having a heavy heart... of course, I really refused to go but if I don’t start, I’ll never go. So, I took the courage, and drove to Pudu.

The class started sharp 8. I was really scared, afraid of the intensive warm ups that my sir would give. After a few rounds of jogs, the warm up started. It has been a year since I last attended this class. My legs are all stiff and flabby. If I were to compare this class to the ones I used to have? It is the easiest. Yet, I PANCIT... 3 times. The last two was while I did my 360 degree turning kicks simultaneously. Really reaching the stars. My sir complained about my disappearance and my RUSTINESS... sigh... the only thing they noticed was me, dying my hair red… ZERO THRUST

Year 2007 came, my sir, which is a national coach implemented some new syllabus tryout for us. Being the guinea pig, of course it was fun, yet tedious. It is my sweatiest day since high school graduation. I hope, I’ll improve my stamina, and be as good as I use to be. Come on, I can keep my New Year resolutions. I already did one. This is my second. Gambateh...

Command!!Sho…

Hmmm... Miss those taekwondo terms…

dilemma

What you do if you're concerned about a friend, and you wouldn't want to give in to apologise first and cause you want to forego something to prevent another hurtful disaster? What you do if you're having alot of problems, and you aren't able to share with someone, cause that someone is gone??..

What you do if you kept thinking about that person, but it does nothing, accept giving you pain??Hmm.. i would say.. Occupy yourself, and try your best.. Caring bout someone is all in the heart.. needless to show it out. Cause its not needed...

Silverfood?? silver space food?

Is it two words or a word? If i ask you to tell me the first word you have in your mind now? What would it be?

Silverfood was given by my friend a few days back. Wondering what i intended to do? Hahahaha..i say.. you wait la.. so this is what i wanna do..Define the meaning..

Silver.. shining glimmering, affordable, and everlasting. Many teenagers chose silver. Compared to gold, its more affordable, more fashionable.. not so LOU TOU, d chinese saying goes.. Altho it turns colour, but after washin em, they'l be shiny again. But not all people suits silver. Some would reali turn the original colour, as the shine fades. It affects life. IN a way or another, if you like something and you already have it? The fresh moments last like d way the silver shines, den?? It darkens a little, as it becomes a routine, cause you wear it often. So? Alittle effort is needed then, a suprise? A clean up? A clarification? Just a lil brush up, den the silver shines again. Like many situations in life, like friendship, like relationship.

Food.. variety of them, got chinese food, fast food,western food, indian food all la.. any u name it, some eat to live, some live to eat. Food gives energy, food provides unwanted fat. Nice food gives satisfaction, in contrast? The not nice ones, oni took comments and complaints..at the end of the dayt,nice not nice? Depending on certain ppl. soME ON DIet, says, no fatty food, some health conscious, no junk food, some hygenic ppl, no MAMAK please.. all people sets different views on food, like they do in life. You favour something, and u dislike another,me? I love all kinds of food, so long edible..and tasty. I'm willing to try. My favourites, CHOW TOFU..hahaha.. iF ONE Doesn't like it, u can't force em to take it...many times, v humans are given choices to consider. Go to a mc donalds, nuggets or burger? Go to mamak, teh ais or milo ais?N etime you have decided? Muz be ready to take responsibility on d consequences. You count, is it cheaper, its it more worth d value?? SOme, don't reali mind the price, cause they want it, n they're willing to pay, some?refuse to pay, and didn't purchase it. Some? Paid, and comment to others how not worth it is. Some, said, no harm trying.

Drink more coke, risk diabetes. Eat more oily stuff, risk getting fat and cardiovascular diseases. Nothing u consume won't affect your health. Just like life.So decide properly. and take responsibility on your actions. Be prepared if you insist on doing it, on eating them. Anything could happen, good bad depends on the nutrients- advantages and benefits of the food. Its about life, its about learning. Its about improving. DIdn't like the food at the mamak fewblocks away? CHANGE mamak, go to the one next to it. The word triumph, starts with try n ends with UMPH.. mumble's dad say so. When u find the perfect food, you maintain that venue. Same goes with life, you try and try, till you succeedthen you stop.

Ppl get bored with even the nicest food on earth. Imagine roti pisang eday? How nice it is also, you'll get bored. So? You attempt other food. At least sth different.. same goes with life, humans dislike routines. Goodness, i have to type a letter eday. Omg.. its time for meeting again. Then, you change job,change environment and attitude, get more challenges.

I love relating life to food than silver. It is easier, and you see immediate effect. So, try to look at life, the way you look at food. From your perception on food, you'll see different people have different views. And which is to accept all, and not discriminating them. N you learn from food. Give it a try.. no harm trying.

Choices in life.. helppp!!!what can we do bout it..A LONG POST

Mother: What is bothering you dear?? You seemed so stressed as if the world is ending...
Daughter: (Holding piles of papers from education fair) I don’t know mum! Everything seems so interesting. Psychology? Business? Science field? And there are a lot of factors to consider; fees? Scholarships? Venue? Arghhh... faints...
Mother: Dear? DEAR? Dear??? Honey? (Screams aloud) Our daughter has fainted.

So what’s bothering the minds of youngsters after graduating from secondary school? I faced it one year back when I used to have hair pulling session everyday, frustrated about the choices of courses and scholarships fees offered. It’s always the idea of everything sounded VERY interesting. It’s always competing for scholarships and places in famous colleges and universities.

One moment is about realizing a childhood ambition. Those were the days when we recall ourselves writing journals and essays. My ambition. A doctor? engineer? An accountant? All professions seem interesting. Having thousands of unemployed graduates in the society worry the minds of newly high school graduates. What would it be my future down the road? Seniors and working adults telling the youngsters many are not practicing what they studied during their undergraduate studies.

A small discussion with a few of my old schoolmates today made me realize that it wasn’t the degree you pursue in that matter. Everyone wants to be a tycoon. Everyone wants to earn tens of thousands like the entrepreneurs. Business graduates sees themselves becoming self-employed workers. How many realize it’s the opportunity and the many failures that lead them into success?

Register yourself in a renowned college. NO than three months, you realize it isn’t what you would dream for. Many chose to finish their pre-u studies before continuing a totally different field after completion. From accounting to law, from business to interior designs, many of my friends decided to change their pathways, and decided to pursue what they love instead of obeying parent’s orders.

I have a chance to choose what I want. Enrolled myself in a Marketing degree, I can barely see my future. Like many other youngsters, I calculate risks and chances available for me to be successful. A starting pay of RM2200?? Being materialistic, it isn’t enough. But this is the world. Tom dick and Harry does Marketing degrees. It’s a reading subject. Books are available. An accounting graduate can do marketing. So? Why of all marketing is my choice? Am I saying I’m regretting? Yes… a moment ago. I thought of changing course.

When I finally calm myself down, I recall what my sister and the discussion I had with my friends in the afternoon. Michelle? It’s not where you start or how you start, but it’s where you’re heading and how you finish it. It’s about being than doing. Andrew Matthews said. There are many accounting graduates outside. Of course, marketing degree and etc are picking up. Considering science related fields. Considering top-rated fields like bio-technology and IT. In order to compete, students are doing double-major and double degrees to enlarge their employment chances. For heavens sake, this is unnecessary stress.

What does it takes for a man to succeed? Their commitment? Luck? The passion? The hard work? It’s everything. Try forcing yourself to study accounting when your passion is say, arts? Graduating first class and employed by renowned accounting firm, so? How far can you go when you complain about your job daily? Are you happy? NO, BUT my family needs to be fed. No, there’s no future in arts. No permanent income. Risks. I can’t be rich.

Humans are restricted to do what they love. It’s always piano more preferable as compared to harmonica. It’s always business degrees than to learn about casting. Parent’s disagreement and pre determined plans. It is always the word then that matters. The academic needs are just tickets to qualify for a job. The progress and the stepping stones to be successful still depend on personal skills and attitude. How far can we plan our future? Nothing is impossible. Take advantages on what you have. Don’t be sad over small matters.

If your family has the money, go for medicine, study abroad, go Harvard. If you’re financially restricted, study what’s available first, pursue your dreams later. No choice? Hate Biology? It is ok, try scoring, and work for it. Don’t fail because you don’t like it. Remember, at the end of the day, all results reflect on you. I fail because it wasn’t my idea of studying this. My parents forced me to pick this up. This is absurd. The outsiders don’t know your parents, the intentions. You fail MEANS you fail. World is cruel. No excuses can be accepted. Don’t do it for your parents but yourself. It’s your course, you agreed doing it. So try your best. Concentrate on what you can do. Not what you can’t. Go for what you love. We’re young, and it’s ok to fall. As it isn’t the fall that matters, but the number of bounces after falling and how high can we climb after each fall.

Conclusion?? The grass is always greener on the other side. Nurse thinks doctor’s job is easy. Doctors think nurse job is easy. But in fact, they have different difficulties. It’s contradicting. But at the end of the day, planning afar would only give you a rough figure where you’re heading. It’s always the process and the impromptu situations that affect the results. Be contented, do what you can. Love what you do, only can you do what you love in the future... OR?? WHATEVER LA..

Random pics...rojak day

Sori.. oni this few 1st... m dozin off

30minutes for d rojak? d queue is LOOOONNNGG

To eat, we have to sit on d road side... opz..jacs wit rudy..on d hp o mean

The best rojak in subang?? To me its a NONO

A Bear? A lion? AHH...its a dog we spotted while waitin for rojak

Enlightenment again.........

18 years ago, I was born in this world letting my lungs out, to breath for fresh air, I cried, pooed, slept, many things I’d done, like other babies did. I was bad, I hold my breath while I was crying, till my face turned blue my mum said.. now, ushering the new 2007, I sat here, thinking, how did I spend, my last 2 years, being able to think, the rights and wrongs of my deeds.

Remorsefully, I’d realize I did nothing great. 9 years ago, I lost my beloved grandfather. It was year 1997, and I was just 9. Having a child’s mentality, tears only came from falls and cuts that I endured. Till the moment the coffin was closed, I realized, my grandfather was gone forever. I remembered staying up all night by his coffin, and my mum fainted. That’s all, that’s all in my memory.

Born perfectly in this world, I never appreciated what I had. I always complain, be it anything, its always the question why. Why did it happen to me? Why must this disaster happen to me? Why? Family problems are norms in the society nowadays. I don’t want to further elaborate on mine, an assurance of, nothing you could ever imagine. I grew up from the age of 9, with all traumas that haunted me till now, built an insecurity in me. I was a bad kid.

I was a bad kid.. really a bad kid. At age 7, I started stealing. My classmates would be my victims. So what happened when I got caught? I stole my mum’s money to repay what I’d took from the boy. I was only 7. Bet my mum knows. I don’t know how I got away with it. I shifted, from a private school to a government school. I was a prefect at 8. About me being a prefect, I never knew why they chose me but I knew that I can be naughty, legally. Was I abused when I was small? I don’t know. I only know that I started abusing people then. At age 9, I slapped a small boy, for a reason I don’t remember.

I stole from a bookstore when I was 10. I got caught again, and? I stole from my mum again to repay. Well, I did it once, why not the second time? More of a boyish gal since primary, secondary was just another level of notoriousness..( is this word in the dictionary?) the 1st two yrs.. was a nightmare. My mouth was ten times worst then now. So imagine how hurtful I was. I’m glad that many who held grudges on me, decided to forgive me at the end of the day. No doubt, I still have a lot hating me, and I’m here to make a difference.

I toned down a little since form 3. Was I better? I don’t know. My friends would know. Still have that big mouth in me. I hope it’ll be stopped. I tried stopping. The longest it last, was only 4days. Sad? I know

Rship wise, nothing ever complicated. I fell into something deep. Now, I finally let go. The process was painful. But, I’d learn a lot from it.. None in this world had everything they want. Some rich but unhappy, some smart but no morality. We see why things aren’t going our way. Society took blame of not giving itself a chance to be different. If you want to be noticed, notice people around u. If you want to be love, love people. Its always about giving what you have. Need more money? Give them away, says ANDREW matthew. I love this guy. He inspired me in a lot of ways. I realize, I may not get what I want. But I could give what people want. Love, attention, care and make a difference. My life was hard. And I went thru. I want others to go thru to. Believe in yourself. You can make a difference