Wednesday, November 26, 2008

When its Not your fault

So parents, driving instructor teach you.. be careful when you drive, always ahead of time, if not kiss people's BACKSIDE have to BAYAR tao... but what if you have done so and you still kiss peoples ass as if they're the most beautiful ones on earth...

So i had my exam, the paper wasn't hard, might lose some points on round up errors, did my best, now hope for the best lo.. HD HD HD HD.. laws of attraction lol!!!

So after the paper, decided to go home straight. Federal Highway from Subang to Midvalley is approximately 15kms.. straight roads = accident prone places.

People tend to speed... and due to bottlenecks in certain areas namely Jalan 222 exit, Mid Valley to selangor arch, ldp exit etc... intimacy happens.. people kiss my backside, I kiss your backside, you kiss peoples backside, how many some are there here? FOURSOME???

So the long drive at 3pm is crazy, hot sun, terrible songs on radio, sleepy sleepy.. and my little frog prince now full tank and with tyres in full air.. very nice to drive.

At the Jalan 222 exit, the bottleneck was terrible, within 20seconds i got myself from the emergency lane to the fast lane, the car in front of me took off, so i accelerated abit, suddenly he emergency brake, i look at the PEST control van behind me.. FUH.. LIKE F1 CAR coming can, so i steer towards the right to minimize bang if he bangs me, and so that i bang divider not car (why? so i no need pay the guy infront) but of course, everyone brake in time, and before someone couldnt, the lane started moving again..

So i just past the arch on the middle lane,

Driving at constant speed 80km, ahead of me (approximately 200metres) an old nissan on the slow lane signalled LEFT and it took him forever to come to my lane, I look further ahead and saw cars slowing down. Still at 80km, i slowly brake towards the white nissan, and realise he's TOO SLOWWWWWW.. thinking to overtake him, I "thought" of getting to the fast lane on my right... ( i know its obviously my right) so i took a gentle steer looking at my right side mirror,
the fast lane slowed down, and all I could hear is

SCREEEEECCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! THUD THUD THUD THUD THUD ...

Suddenly i couldn't breath, Shook my head a little, thinking that omg, I got hit and I'm dying, omg.. *suffocates*

I still see the white nissan in front of me, my car is still crawling behind the turtle, but on my right, approximately 4-5cars are smashed nicely in a row, sandwiched.

I passed by these cars, and looked at the rear mirror, my brother in blue swirled out, but i guess he hit his right front lights. anyway...

I'M OKAY IT WASN'T ME, IT WAS JUST RIGHT NEXT TO ME WHEN IT HAPPENED.

as i recall,
when the right lane slowed down, i decided not to take the fast lane, however, there's this modified black car ( model unknown cause didn't manage to see) emergency brake (guess he must be dreaming) and bang a vios in front and the vios bang some car in front and some car in front bang another car in front.. so bim bom bom bom bom bom bom... like fireworks you know...cause can see the glass shattered out...

Then i started praying... Thank goodness I didn't manage to get into the fast lane, thank goodness I was next door rather than same lane, thank goodness i still manage to drive when i saw the accident right next to me, thank goodness i didn't accelerate to bang the turtle in front of me and thank goodness i did not brake and let the car behind me bang me...

Fuh, all to blame is the modified car, but he dragged about 4cars ahead to suffer with him, i looked at the rear mirror, the one badly hit was the vios. Fuh!!! so who say if you brake ahead of time you will not bang people.

Listen to mummy, look ahead always, before braking, look how fast the car is coming from behind, brake further apart, and allow space to steer just incase you know they can't stop in time.
But what if you already brake long long time ago...??

FATE looo.. NASIB tao??.. hmmm, claim insurance only la. kesian those cars in front so "no mushroom" you know? Innocent I mean..

aih, so long i'm safe.. now take a nap, tonight war with FP, the grandmother of all horror story paper for the semester...

I.M.P.R.E.S.S.E.D

Perhaps I set my expectations to a certain level, it becomes very difficult to impress me, surprise me.

Perhaps I had adopt to the expression-less attitude, I don't know how to sincerely show happiness or delightful-ness (is there such a word?)

However, today I got myself impressed with a work of my senior. Ended up grouping with her in one of the assignments for this semester was indeed pressurizing :P

She was in the same batch of scholars with me. I have always looked up to her and this was my chance to see her work.

Without doubt, she's amazing. Just by the look of her work, and her leadership throughout the assessment was fantastic. Words couldn't describe how I felt about her.

Suddenly I felt so small. Recently I'd also met up with the younger batch of scholars. Got close up with them and manage to observe their work and attitude. Again, i'm impressed. Young kids at age 17-19 can produce such excellent quality work, perhaps the DHA MILK that I use to think it was meant for marketing purposes really works.

Maybe I should start consuming? Hope its not too late.

Wow.. its difficult to get to find someone who's smart (mind you, not hardworking but intelligent). What more an all-rounder, balanced lifestyle, studies and eca wise in perfection.

*shrinks by a bit again* ... Thinking of this makes me feel that i'm far below average. LOL (unnecessary stress) anyway.. 3hours time would be my 2nd paper for the day, omg.. she'll be there too. Felt like idolising her tim

Kla.. gotta go study.. (this is a bad example of a scholar) ... :P

Saturday, November 22, 2008

EXAM

My heavens.. EXAM and still wanna blog..

Well some people do read my blog consistently right *points at you* don't look behind, YES I MEAN YOU LAAAA...

alright.. updates updates.. life has been tough. A lot of things cramped in during my exam period. Alot of decision making situations..

Hmmm, say

Baby A is 1 year plus of age.. baby A was trained, by morality not to SHIT in the pants, but rather ASK if need to go poopoo. But what if baby A suddenly felt WANTING to poo poo, but don't know how to tell mummy or daddy that it wants to poo poo (what it should be doing). So of course, baby A poo poo-ed in the pants.. and got itself into trouble.. lol

Baby A is who? up to your discretion :P

Hahahahaha... as time passes, some gets more confused, some remained uncertain and stagnant, some just get clearer.

Eventually, we'll be awaken as we get pulled down back to earth.

Would you love if you had to lie?
Would you love if you have to hide?

Love is UNCONDITIONAL,
But does love include morale?
But does love include ethics?

Many get encouraged by Love,
LOve strengthens
but love hurts too

...RANDOMNESSS
Looking at the current economic situation, probably year 2010 is employer's world. Have to work double times harder to score better, just to earn a chance into the room where hell, a chance to get employed.

Push ECA, push ECA, push ACADEMICS, PUSH push push self development.. PUSH activities, PUSH to polish resume..

Friends family, studies, work, club stuff, hobbies, time time time... when will i get enough. SPACE SPACE SPACE, how do i manage..

Priorities are listed according to wants, rather than responsibilities. But for me, the latter works.

Gosh, gotta work on my revision already.. aiming high this semester.. wanna push GPA up up up and HIGHERRRRRRRRRRRR... please let me maintain my previous year's achievement. *starts praying excessively* lol

KLa.. i know.. pictures? on white water rafting? Check my fb lo.. busy busy busy.. exam ends 28, dinner on 28, holiday 29-30nov.. and 1dec KERJA bermula.. fuyo!! mesti kong battery I

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

The Past, The unforgiven

Today, I was checking through my mails and I figured, hey.. there's this one mail that I'd created, but have not been checking it for close to a year.

So i got myself logged in, looking into the sent mails and the inbox, I realise its empty. I thought again, and I recalled, I was the one who deleted it.. fuh!!!

I claim people not being truthful to me, I blamed I pointed fingers at those whom cared bout me most and whom I cared most. I clicked onto the draft and saw a few messages that was left unsent. I read about it, and it tickled me.. Now.. i felt like crying. How could I ever do this to her (Not having thoughts about the other angle for a moment) I felt so terrible, each time she explains what's happening, each time she updates me. But never had I appreciated it.. Due to what I had perceived her from the start...

Perception,something that could affect almost all your decisions in life. With this perception, I lived my life the past 3 years, dwelling and falling in to deep holes, I myself dug.
There's no one to blame.. and I felt so bad ... maybe certain hurtful things were said and I had it engraved in my heart.. and I did the same too, so who am I to comment others when I'm committing the same act..

Wow... looking at the calendar got me startled I'm pretty amazed on how this has prolonged. Not bad at all. I'd been apologising to you so many times, without even think whether I meant it or not. Because of me, the gap between our friendship widens. And I guess I was the one who'd changed.. but i pointed my finger at you. Its really a joke. A joke where the reason cannot at all be accepted.

Marty, I'm sorry yea.. sorry for putting our friendship into a bet. I'm sorry for losing all the chips we had collected over the years by gambling them. I sincerely seek for your forgiveness. I would do my best to make it up to you! Hugssssss

Monday, November 03, 2008

tHE F.I.F.T.Y cents

Last day at coll before the final study break then T.H.E GRANDMOTHER OF ALL HORROR STORY... THE FINALS..

Woke up in a good mood, slept for more than 10 hours :D.. get dressed, drove to college.. normal daily routine thinge that.. i wouldn't want to bore you..Reached college, parked the car, walked to college, bump into mates, had lunch while discussing for a team name for the next competition coming...

Went to photocopy the entire semester's notes for Financial Planning, including tutorials, yea.. you may ask how i SURVIVED the whole 3months lecture without materials with me. Well, I'M BREATHING here.. HOW? one word.. SLACKED!!!

Went to lecture theater, got to know that the Islamic Banking talk is scheduled during the 1st hour of lecture rather than the last one hour of lecture.. D.R.E.A.D.S.. and ended up staying awake for 90minutes (Best personal time: Record for not sleeping at all) and to find out, that OUR SO CALLED LECTURE DIDN'T EVEN LAST FOR 15MINUTES..

GG.. Drove like 30minutes to reach college, lepaked like 2hrs to wait for lecture, USED my energy to stay awake for the talk.. and WHAT? lecture's 15minutes? Worst.. NO TIPS FOR FINALS? *faints*

as the clock ticks to 3pm... I checked my parking ticket, the time printed on the card was 11:11am. Each hour costs 50cents (RM)..

So i took my time, looking at my watch which is just 3, thinking that, i don't need 10minutes to walk to the car park. But i forgot the unavoidable. Bumping into mates and CHATTING NON STOP. Reached the lift at 3.05pm (and it is taking forever to come)

Now you must be thinking what am I all worried about. You see, i didn't want to waste 50cents for passing the time only by MINUTES.

Down the lift to G floor, looks at the time 3.08pm. 3minutes.. I breeze walked my way to the car park (taking into account, not trying to look as if i'm running like a mad cow) *Coughs* get into my car, speed to the counter (speeding in car park is about 40km) the driver in front of me took forever to retrieve his cash out for the ticket, and it seems that he's searching for coins.. (i pay for you la uncle, i'm late)

Then my turn, i took out RM3 handed over the ticket, asking the lady, have i passed the time. she said yea.. by 2MINUTES..

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so I gotta pay RM3?
she said "you look so worried"
I looked back and said 50cents is alot you know ..
She then say, oh its only RM2.50.

All happy, michelle thought she saved the 50 cents at the courtesy of the lady (thinking that she gave discount) she exited the car park, smiling brightly as ever.

Suddenly it struck her.. 2.50? is 5 hours? Now it's 3.. got 5 hours meh? She held up her left hand, counting, 11-12, 12-1, 1-2 2-3.. 4hrs only maaaa.. then meaning?

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she paid that 50cents for that extra two minutes. After all the breeze walking (not fast,but hey?there's effort) and speeding and talking the lady to give discount. She happily PAID.. 2.50 thinking that she did get a discount when in the first place she paid for the unused 58minutes of parking time..

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conclusion?
Calculators make my brain STUPID...