Not going my way..

Just when i thought that this April is a great month for me to change my focus

Just when i thought i am the luckiest girl in the world.. being able TO go, everything that I ever wanted to.

I was so excited, i'm (now WAS) able to attend the Rotary Youth Leadership Awards (RYLA) this coming april. It has been my long gone dream to attend it, meeting people. And i got to know some big GUNS are going also. Trust me.. i know that BIG gun. he's my idol

Then it was celine dion concert.. I wanted to go so much, i started filling forms, joining contests for better worth tickets and and and i even bought tickets already for the show..

Then i'm taking my advance course in diving. Can't wait.. everything planned

It would be a busy week for me in april. Everything nicely plan. And that's when i start to worry.. my assignments are all packed before during and after that 2 weeks.. i was getting too stressed up and was doubting if i should be involved in all these activities or not...

That's when THE UNIVERSE is starting to answer my THOUGHTS.

thE 1st NO came for RYLA camp. I got so irritated by the fact that There are NO space left and I wasn't registered in it. But i applied ONE MONTH ago. How could i possibly not get a space in it?
I am angry...

The 2nd NO was CELINE dion concert.. Getting so excited that i bought the tickets and its happening in a week's time... Celine fell sick and the organiser postponed the concert to APRIL 13 and THAT CLASHES with my diving trip. I was so mad cause i was all up and excited about the concert and i'd been waiting for this day. ( my crave for her was more than the CAMP)

ARGHHHHHHHHHH... now that i'm trying to get a refund for my tickets i bought for RM158. i don't even know if i'm able to get a refund or not. WTF... and worst is, i got all my friends to join me. End up i can't go... was thinking of postponing the camp but my diving buddy purposely took leave to go with me.

I'm not happy. 3 EVENTS i planned 2 failed miserably.. Why is this happening..

Got a few friends who are interested into buying the tickets from me but they are yet to confirm

For those who are interested to go CELINE dion concert FOR me on april 13 stadium merdeka 8pm. Kindly email me mywaicheng@gmail.com. I'm selling em (-) RM3 processing fee. i have few tickets with me.

Now, i'm thinking about questions i myself couldn't answer. i know, it is ok. there's always another time. Isn't it better? You have more time to complete your assignments. That was my inner self talking to me the past few days.

This can't be happening. The secret is HAPPENING to me... arghhhh.. gotta start my day so the secret would act accordingly..

Whats the secret? Its a good book, good dvd that the content had been practiced by great people ,einstein, newton, and a few more i forgot.

WTFFFFFF... i really dislike the feeling larrrrrrrrrrrr... Anyway.. i'll get over it.

ohya, went to ZOUK last friday and pics would be up sooonnnnn... lazy to upload as usual.

TOODS..having class