Thursday, September 13, 2007

Another day of frustration

The books i bought and given on behalf of my birthday..
Being happy- thanks to ewa,waifong,pooi shuen shan, xin yee and joyce and mei yan. You girls took the attention that i love self improvement books. Giving me a chance to choose the book i wanted, you had purchase a gift card so i can go buy myself.. That voucher you gave made me able to buy the book i wanted..It means alot to me!
George Soros- He's so nice. So detailed.. Waaa..can fall in love with him. Knowing that i'm interested in financial books, and knowing that reading fully biography is tiring, he got me an illustrated book on George Soros.., thanks Jason. So sweet of you!!!Means alot to me!muaxieee.. opz.. as friend i suppose.. hahahahaha!!sorry katelyn, but i only love Jason as a guddie friend!!! *winks*
hOWEVER..its a mix feeling today.. Sigh.. i failed my assignment 15%.. gone.. sigh!! now i need to work extreme hard. I feel so bad.. I NVR failed before. Never even just pass ( not to say wanna brag but...) ... getting a credit means alot to me. It means i can keep my scholarship, it means i can still study my degree.. or else.. where would i land?..sigh!!sadnesss... its big pressure for me. I'm not smart.. but i work hard for every grades i get.Sustaining my scholarship..now i risk losing it.. SIGH.. i can't afford any passes or failures.. my scholarship is at stake, meaning? my degree is at stake. At the same time, getting a scholarship to study abroad for my masters is also at stake. I can't afford inconsistency. Guess.. i need to work harder

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