Updates please...

Ventz ventz..since you're asking for an update..okla..i'll also be posting up our elianto experience that made every guy friend i knew understand the fact that, I can LOOK like a girl.. what an INSULT..

anyway..elianto had their roadshow at taylors.. and at any purchase of RM20 elianto products, you'll be given a free makeover( which are done by NOT-so professional people) and a photo shoot..somewhat..

Those who KNOWS me, would give an immediate response saying that i won't take part in this stuffss... YES ..I'M HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT..I WON'T!!! NEVER OK??

So, Stacey and Sandy ( Colleagues at Taylors) bought some stuff and got themselves 2 makeover redemption. LUCKY ME?... or unlucky me? COrnered by these to marketers ( never fail in convincing people to do what they don't want to) I fought to survive the debate of NOT GOING FOR THE MAKEOVER ..

Sandy : Don't waste it Michelle
Me : I'd never put on make up before in my LIFE!!!
Stacey: Well, one day soon in the future YOU WOULD..
Me: Ya..but let it be THEN.. not NOW..never... i'll die with my spirit.. and you shall never take away my dignity (exaggerating)
Stacey: Well, you're a soon to be marketer, you need to make up...
Me : nOO.. I CHanged my course, i'll be a fund manager
Sandy ( with her sarcastic look) : Fund manager also need to see clients..
then this, then that then..bla bla bla

We fought, and obviously, I lost.. to these people ( no wonder they are good in bringing sales for taylors..) So i got two..and we shall see what HAVOC it did to me.. ( haiz.. nothing much.. i'm also responsible for it, being abit daring, unchallengable, and hiao hiao abit)

ven bee.. in the mood(she's first)

me( before makeover) as usual.. always up to sth

ven bee and me..

must they TAKE ugly pics OF ME?

Me+ lipgloss...ven bee as photographer

she's saying sth funny i guess..thats why we al looked..distorted

when is it over, why did i say yes in the 1st place..

gosh..can they stop taking my pic

i can't believe i'm into this..look how bored i am

me and sue ann

me and venbee..camwhoring in lecture hall

sue ann,li sim, me and venbee

ok..thats me.. (shot by photographer)

I try not to show my gums,but the photographer says its NOT NATURAL..he isn't someone pleasant to joke at.. i asked him to take pics of me jumping and he gave me a =_= face...

sigh!!ask me put my hand here,there..then head left bit right bit.. and he gets frustrated when i can't do it properly..

NOT A BORN TALENT OF BEING A MODEL..thats still so not me.. everytime i've gotta count myself to three..to get those smiles.. erm what i thought of?Me falling into the pool, me missing someone, someone called me, and someone..that's important..hahahahahaah..enough of information..

toodles..YESH..venbee, if you're thinking hard, the photos are hijacked from your ..ahem.. so courtesy of venbee here//

i cant find myself

I don't know whats in my mind.. i couldn't figure out what i want..

Everything seems so confusing!!I couldn't decide what i want. Is my pride more important or my rational more important

I need you..but who are you? where can i find a you?

I'm in distress! I felt as if my heart is torn into two. Why am i questioning myself so much? If its someone else, would i even bother?

Why? Friend in need is a friend indeed! I don't see..i just don't know~~

M i being used? What happens if everything is fine? I'm not needed..

I'M just down!!

Upset..

Messy messy

Well, i organised my lectures to be on 3days, so i get holidays on the other 2 from the week..

As expected, lecturers from Australia would come to give us 12hrs block lecture for each subject..totalling to 48 hours, in 4 different weeks, excluding normal classes

So for 4 different weeks of the sem , i need to get to college everyday.

But its really messy, as we get to pick our own subjects..and the timetable? Like Eunice proclaims.. HAVOC...hahahaha

I can't believe how messy this is, the UNI website does not liase with colleges Portal .. each website shows different timetable..omg.. how is this possible.. (in case you don't know, uni n college existed because its a twinning programme)

Its like, i'm taking MCB but its not in my time table, when i check another time table its there..but it clashes with my classes. then, i took SAB.. and i got 12 hrs of block lecture, Not same time as MCB but same week. However when the uni website was checked, i realise it was suppose to be an hour class instead of 12hrs.. then , the other website showed that my actual SAB block lecture is in September. SO, the current 12hrs lecture is not block lecture but a tutorial meaning i can choose but i stil have a few clashes. Having one of the days, my class starts at 8am and ends at 7pm with only an hour break for one day..that is crazy..havoc to the extreme.. hahahha..i would be snoring already.. Goodness!!! the other days i would have to stay till 5pm.. with either 5hours break in between or classes start at 3pm.. another havoc..so how? Should i take SAB?should i go for MCB? which day should i choose? if i decide to go for each class.. i need to wait 5hrs? What can i do in 5 hrs? I can dream but not for 5 hours..what bout those that starts at 3? I'm traveling al the way there for a two hrs class? but through and flow of the journey would take me 4hrs..how is that worth? Should i sacrifice for my studies.. well but of all subjects..MCB wor? worth? and theres' so many printing to do..panics

Omg..this is twirling my head.. *stars*... anyway..i'd decided to skip 6 of 12 hrs of MCB lecture.. ( since i got no transport) and i'l only attend 2days class next week. Instead of the supposedly arranged 4days class, ..anyway.. not that i'm lazy.. well..i'm lazy..but NOT THAT lazy..so.. the righteous thing i felt right now is, i skip but i don't skip all..and i skip doesn't mean i wont study.. hahahaha..we shall see how sem 2 welcomes lil michelle back into her studies.. working hard for honours...hope can get it * crosses fingers* but if i don't get? oh what if i get? aiya..

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R...
Andrew Matthew says, worry later.. now no problem. So? Why worry, postpone worry. Future happens in future..calm down and hav a save trip.. adios holidays, welcome hard work

pictures

People people..thanks for coming to the gathering..

Thanks for coming..here are some photos

visit here

Great Gathering

Yesterday was a total blast.. thank all 98 of you that attended the gathering.. i'm so happy. i cant express my feelings..it was just amazing

special thanks to Yee Wah, Lai Shan Xin Yee, Ching Choo, Wai Fong ( good mathematician) mei yan ( talk on the phone only) help me take care of the accounts. You girls were great..never regret being your friend. tHANKS..owe you guys one. Next, polly.. she helped me around to get people to come. And her mum, who got us discounted. Most importantly, she collected stamps for me.. i've got my guardian toy.. (photo upload tomorrow) owe her one too..Then, clement who helped me managed SAB's attendance..

hey.. really thank all of you for coming..i'm so so so happy. I'm really glad i work this out..Cause you all, laughed and enjoyed the event. Thats the most important thing..

I'm so happy..so happy.. thank you for coming. YOU made it happen not me, you made it blast.Not me.

Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow.

Lastly..thank this people who came

Adrian
Ahmad Faiz
Ahmad Shafiq
Ahmad Reza
Aizzi
Amir
Amira
Atrash
Aw Chee Loong
Azhar Bin Adlan
Candice
Chan Polly
Chan Polly's Mum
Chan Yan Mei
Chan Ying Seong
Chang Mei Yan
Cheah Wooi Joon
Chew Kar Wing
Chin Lai Li
Chio Kang Er
Chong Kar Mun
Choo Siew Wern
Chua Fay Mein ( Aus)
Clarence
Clement Chhin
Dinesh Kumar
Engku Shafiq
Fahmi
Farahana Zaini
Farahayati
Farrah Ezzaty
Fayadh
Foong Kin Wai
Goh Xin Yee
Hooi Yuan Teng
How Kah Choong
Hwang Hsien Loong
Isa
Jess Chong
Johannas(Egypt)
Joyce Teng
Kamilah
Khairul Asraf- 5M
Koong Fook Meng
Kumarasen
Lai Wei Lip
Lee Chai Ling
Lee Xin Kei
Leong Lai Shan
Lim Joon Yue
Lim Mui Hwee
Lim Pooi Shuen
Lim Seng Yu
Loke Wai Teng
Loo Ching Choo
Lua Kian Loong
Luke Ooi
Manisha
Matthew Yeo
Michelle Yong
Mohd Edzfizal
Mohd Fadhil
Mohd Farid(Egypt)
Ng Yet Zhi
Noradian
Nur Aqilah
Nur Hidayah Johari
Nursham Melati
Ooi Pei Gung
Pavandev
Phua Chong Poh
Sadhana
Seak Hoe Wah
Shafiq Salleh
Shafiq Sulaiman
Shahira Ruslan
Siew King Wei
Song mun choong
Tan Gin Sim
Tan Kok Bing
Tan Yi Ying
Tang Yee Wah
Taufik
Teng Kah Hoe
Thean Kuok Hong
Umar Ikramullah
Wong Zi Shen
Yasmin Sakinah
Yeo Hsiao Toong
Yeoh Wei Siang
Yong Cheow Ling
Zhafri Adam
Elana
Zaid
Raja Ariff

NOt all are listed here..but if your name had not been mentioned is not that you're forgotten.. thanks..,there''ll be another in years time

What had i missed

Just now, just a few minutes ago, i was going through my 122 testimonials, now 121 of them.. (yes, i know, its not ALOT,but..well..i'm ok with it) i realise i'd missed alot alot of people that took part in my life once back! Maybe its July Friday the 13TH.. that's why i get A LITTLE emo-ish now...

How many friends have i neglected in my secondary school life?Countless, as many friends that i have, i'd never thought of appreciating them the best way i could. I abandoned them. I chose to see who i want to see, and only treat those whom i think i cared most and cared me most the best. Things change, as the saying goes, fung sui lun lao juin. When i was blinded, i couldn't see, when i fall and climbed up, i know, who actually gave me more.

It definitely was a mistake making decisions to let go of the past.. you know, things weren't that bad after all, if i didn't create a big fuss all over it. Maybe i didn't know how to appreciate friends, and that i lost, one, and another and another again, the 3rd was my last..and i realise i had enough.. Losing and letting go the friendship is not something done easily. It took the courage and the pain and the will and the determination.

Wasn't my fate to have a best friend, only 3months..it lasted only just 3months, and it is all over. Was it me who changed? Or was it me who expected more and expecting more as well. If it was someone else, would i be bothered? Good question..

Sigh..now that all has ended, each lead their own life. I've gave what i could and mutual effort doesn't seem to be visible then, letting go would be the best alternative. hell, i'm not the only one.. of the besties she had.. who am i?..who am i?... i knew i would cry uttering this words, last time, and always. but now? It just hit me..and i took a relief..

There were this people out there who aided and comforted me, Yee Wah, Queen and Lisa n TYun, when i'm down.. Chris ( in australia) also helped.. the past was, a disaster, and i'd survived that. NOw.. i would say ..WOW..not bad.. ;)

Am i too hard to tolerate? Was it my mistake for making things happen? I'm a straight-forward person.. and maybe its wrong. People say, try harder ...i shouldn't complain but.. you feel tired trying. You know there's no point..no meaning to all the effort. Its from her eyes you can see, you can see that its dead.. long time ago, that she's tired of trying.

Days come, maybe in years later, i would vanish in thin air.. but i'd missed missed those days, and i always hope that things would get better.. But it has been 7months now.. after all the commotion. I finally let go... and i knew..i'd gained many friends that are concerned about me. Thank you. .

Losing one made me realise that, trying to get something is just one matter,APPRECIATING WHAT you HAVE, is more important in the present..
LOVE YA GUYS..thanks for all the support.. you know i'm not that expressive, so when i say it, means i MEAN it..hahaa

LOVE
MICHELLE

Do you have what it takes? ..

Having your free time and don't know what you can do?
Realise there's a hidden talent in you?..

Think you deserve more than you get now?..

try and find out what you worth at this website
..No harm trying..

Its the matter of risk taking and efforts paid!!!...

A little about me..

sometimes i wonder by the look in your eyes..eh..nyanyi pulak..hahahaha..

Well, it has been a long time since i'd ever blogged bout myself.. amonth?..lol~~ i'm someone who gets happy easily, a chocolate sundae.. or just a simple thank you.

Hahahaha... anything would do, i want to thank this people who made an effort to come for the gathering i organised.. from egypt from australia, some changed shift some altered their schedules to come.. i'm so happy. nothing is worth more than your presence on that day..so please don't ffk..hahahha..

Thanks.. now i know,my effort was appreciated..it meant a lot to me, if it weren't for you guys, your support, your YES?.. maybe i'll be dining alone on the 14th of july..thanks a million. You'll never know how happy i am receiving your calls and msges .. you guys made my day.. 80 of you and more..

i know..ITS WORTH IT..

Connie talbot is so lovely..

i cant even sing like her..



she's just.. nah..she just touched my heart..that's all

last day

Hrmm.. learnt alot here..met new people, learnt administration procedures.. and learn how to stare at the door without getting bored..

my last blog i'll be blogging 72 floors up ..i'l never forget, what i see here.. the views and the people..

Hrmmm..no pictures..forgot to bring the camera..but manage to go in KLCC fitness center and had a 45minute sauna session..hahahah..not bad..it was nice..hrmm..

Will i miss this place?..i think i would! ivy and michelle are the closest person to me, next would be diana ong who's always funny and bubbly followed by nadia, my sauna mate!!!Goodbye KLCC, goodbye door, hrmm ..life goes on. But i hope memories remain.. Intec? Adios..take care..

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Jz plain tired

I was pressurized yesterday..rather moody.. i felt i'm not under my own control..and how could things like this happen

I didn't meant that it is wrong to use people's things.. well the sentence structure was a bit messy.. but i didn't even prompt.. i don't feel nice cause i made someone pissed off..at me, i hadn't even met that person before.. how could that person be pissed at me, i did no nothing wrong..that person has good intentions so do i.. now that my close ones are involve, i indirectly gave others an impression ..omg

then, nah..i'm just really frustrated and i just feel really really tired..its never easy telling yourself how happy you have to be, how strong you have to be and how hard you have to hold on. Its never easy staying jovial all the time, i'm tired

just so tired...
:'(

things that occur in the office

scene 1:
Toilet visits..
The company has toilets that are automated in a way that they have a sensor to sense your *ahem* and they'll flush when you leave the seat

However, many times, the toilet flushed itself when i was doing my business..oooppsss...hahahah..got some clean up done as well without any effort.. :/ you must have thought eeewwww...HELLO?i didn't want it to happen ok?

scene2:
Since the calls are picked up through the laptop (there's a software for it) so before picking up the call, i need to either press F1 or F2 then only pick the phone.

Goodness,there are times when i click thousand times also cannot pick up. Till my head of department has to pick it up for me.. stupid software.. i took few times of trial and error to master it!!

Scene 3:
There was this australian who called and ask for someone. Since i couldn't catch his accent, i assume it was another girl and transferred the call,as usual, blaming the accent was the idea. However, i got to know that there were to person with the same name but different surname, then i knew it was my fault..

Scene 4:
They had a meeting this afternoon, my intention was to prepare the visitors some drink, however, i didn't know whether it was my responsibility so i kept quiet. In the end, one of the facilitators ask me to prepare coffee tea and water for them. Haiz..should have followed my instinct..cause i kena sounding also

Scene 5:
There are many staffs here..so when they see the new face (me) they would intro and ask for my name, however, when they got to know i'm a temp, they put on a :( face and walked off...they were like saying you're don't know number what temp already.. =)

Scene 6:
Every dispatch man who came to collect packages and documents or delivery would always, ALWAYS mention this : Eh, tukar orang lagi ar.. you pun bukan permaneant ar?ish ish ish...hahahahah.. =) funny lar their responses

Scene 7:
Since i'm new, they didn't teach me fast enough, there was a few times i had to open 8cupboards to find an envolope..8..and the staff was waiting..aiseh..kesian him..I felt bad too..

Scene 8:
The cleaners, always call me ah moi..ah moi,thank you.. ah moi ah moi...very loud somemore.. (that was the signal to open door for them)...so ah moi?..ng song is it?want to fight?.. =P

Scene 9:
There was this staff who always asks me to open door for her..she always asks, do you mind opening the door for me? i'll automatically answer.. Yes sure. LOLZ! Did that meant i MIND?or i DONT?..

alot more..but don't really remember the details

however, its fun working here..i guess..i'd learnt alot..learn alot of new things...hrmmm... niceeee

signing off

How ridiculous was i

God gracious!!When i look back during the past..i realise how redundant my emails were... goodness.. how could someone write those stuffs and even send it out?...

Thinking about a past was left a laughter.. i grin at every email i sent, every sentence i read, every word i spell... i laugh as i read.. goodness...

Sad??? NO..its ridiculous..how could one human read my scripts..hahaha..irrational redundant scripts..opz boss around got to go..

signing off

its not what you can do

Sometimes, we need alot of things to make things happen!

1. Correct timing
2. Mutual understanding
3. Actions from both parties
4. Correct words
5. ...

So its all hard work to see whether your effort pays off or not. I always believe that, if you work hard to get something you want. Its only a matter of time, but its definite that you'll be able to achieve it. TRUE?

Its about the determination, many gave themselves excuses to avoid responsibility. Many chose to read out the factors that hesitate them. How many of you plan that far?.. You said you wanna be rich, at the same time you tell yourself its impossible, then?..you complain day and night and make your own life miserable. Will that enrich you?..NO!!!

When one always say they treasure you, usually you believe them without doubts,cause you care and love them! However, if you put your feelings aside, and feel with an empty heart. You know, sometimes, they say it to avoid problems, like a spell, once said, you'll be forgiven. Like the word sorry.

If one treasures you, they'll take actions to avoid losing you. They show how much they care. And how many actually practice that principle?..

Just because its long term, needs alot of effort, time consuming, doesn't mean its not worth it. Because, when people leaves us, its too late to regret, it'll be great if you don't. Sigh...

What is there to measure a friendship..when we move on with our lives, we experience, and perceptions change according to environments. Previously, human may like apple of all banana and oranges, but when the human knows that there's grapes nextdoor, they'll change their preferences.. (if you get what i mean)

no matter how hard you try, will it pay off?.. how important the pay off would be? you're more a self satisfaction achiever?or a reward payoff achiver?...its in your head its in your heart. But when you talk about relationship..or friendship, its always mutual!!..

signing off~

work work work

So its my third day working in an office in klcc tower 2 as a temporary receptionist. Hrmm..paid RM40 a day, picking up calls, staring at the door, helping the admin to clean up cupboards, some labour work, scratches here and there, everything was cool as i'm so high up,indirectly i feel high too...sometimes its bored.. but what can i ask for lar...i mean, i get to learn something new. And all i do is just online, play games and listen to songs only wor..that's all!!!...

this is where i stare at everyday for 8hours...

the door!!!

sometimes i wonder off..

looking up

looking parrarel

looking down!!

look left, the pantry is nice, i can see the eye on malaysia from here... i'll take some pics before the last day...yesh!!i stole this pics from this laptop i'm using..hahahah..but its the view i see also la...haiz... work was never this relaxing for me..RE was million times tougher.. and boring can be seen as fortunate..to most people excluding the victim facing the problem itself

working working

I'm now located at 72 floor, petronas twin tower 2 ..working as a receptionist at an it company.. people here are very hospitable, they are friendly, and are always seen smiling smiling all the way.. yuhuu

eRM..i'm allowed to blog, go online..and stuffs.. paid RM5 per hour, so high up, air conditioned, can sit.. not bad lar hor??

Kla..signing off now..would be back if i'm bored..pictures uploaded later..

PS: Security here is very TIGHt..hahaha..will tell later..its not nice eto blog all day right?? i've just came in to work for 40minutes..not bad.. there are 3michelles here..so they can't call me michelle..hahaaaa..waicheng?waicheng?...

signing off

A looonnnnnnnnngggggg day

Today was a real looonnnnnggg day, took my mum to Pudu, for dentist visits, then reach home and pack and get ready, in less than an hour.. i took of to go Kompleks Btr, (on my way to fetch my friend ( on my way to my old school)) to see if i'm able to book the court for today's 1ST Inaugural badminton game with my friends...

(forgot to take pic) HOwever, the hall is filled with tables and chairs, and its a kenduri!! Ok ok, so badminton was cancelled.. sms-ed yee wah.. and told her it has to be cancelled...

Then, i drove my way to my friends house and got stuck in the jam for 1hour plus ( i'm so late for my event, and i hate being late) ...was terrible, how can they "pou lou" at 12pm?..huh?..as in menurap jalan or.. erm..repair the road .. arghhh..forget bout the english terms..

Then, those policeman block my 1st road to my friends house.. i thought its ok, cause further up there's another alternative.. so?i'm still angelic and patient. When i want to keep right to make a U-turn, the policeman's harley davidson, with the sergeant ( i think he is, he had 3stripes on hims arms, and according to HK tv series, 3strips means sergeant, i think) motioning all the cars to go straight.. After all the commotion who took me half an hour, now i NEED TO GO FURTHER UP?...wth..

So i ended up from Bandar Tun Razak.. down to Pudu , to cochrane and slight back into peel road, and reach maluri to make a turning at PGRM..waste petrol oni ( no pictures taken cause i'm FURIOUS)

However, i don't think it affected my day, as the 1st IU(International Understanding) day ever held in my own school compound( use to do it SERCRETLY and DISCREETLY outside school compound)..wow...to tell you the truth, i've been an interactor for a close 5yrs ( now an ex interactor for 2yrs)...

THIS IS THE BEST BEST BEST.. IU DAY I'VE EVER ATTENDED

BETTER THAN MINE..(MY YEAR)

BETTER THAN ANY OTHER SCHOOLS

THE SKETCH WAS PERFECT

THE PERFORMANCE WAS PERFECT

oHH..KENG SHENG'S DANCE,THE TRIOS BELLY DANCE..AND alot lar

THE MCs WERE PERFECT...

EVERYTHING IS PERFECT..

I was so proud of the outgoing president...she brought Interact alive after it went downhill since before my year..even i myself didn't manage to save it.. I love interact deeply, and i'm so happy that now it consists of SO SO SO many members, ( i don't know why i see them everywhere) and its a good sign, things has turn unexpected, and i'm glad it didn't happen to us according to my prediction.. HAPPY HAPPY... ahhh... i love the mustang group that performed, i love the professor who talked about the dance evolution.. i love the sketch, it was funny and fantastic, not to forget those dances..

15yr old girls..( i remembered myself recruiting them)

lol..doing some 70s dancing..

reminds me of those days when i use to have my own dances too

well..same expression ( no laughter, very kan cheong)

that was like ermm... 4yrs back?

some of us can rmbr things real well

ahhh..somemore got COLOURED program book and ticket..

whoaseh..mist fan somemore, lighting somemore, got DJ somemore..

gengnya..

last time.. MY ERA.. don't have all this things..

everything was just simple and ..not interesting..

again..its really great

GOOD JOB ANGELINE...you deserve

a praise

Love you, love interact

keep the spirit alive..

Before it ended ( around 4.15) gotta leave cause the badminton plan is still on but another place. Instead of paying RM4 per hour per court ( complex) we are paying RM16 per hour per court..at this new place.. whoalao... E.X.P.E.N.S.I.V.E.. hoping it to be worth paying, we all ended up in...erm... :O? hahahahaha... after the game that was 7.15pm. went home bath ate, and wait for the same gang to come over for some little chats..ooo i love little chats..cause i get to talk most of the time ( sorry ewa,xinyee,shan, yan) hahahha.you know me ler.. talk talk talk.. listen listen listen listen ( me talk , they listen) - talk bout olden days, TDKT time, silly form 1 time ...and all la.. till bout 12 only they leave ( my parents didn't know they came and WE DRANK..lolz..i hide the bottle in my room .. ( sis?..if you see this.. pretend you didn't see the last phrase k?, love ya :x )

had a bit of alchohol, that's why i'm feeling a little weird cause i ate panadol.. ewa said it shld be fine ..hahahaa..bother lar...

ahhhh...thats all..sorry for the long post.. and not much pictures.. hahahaha.kla..now i ngon sam can go sleep.. ( sleep peacefully) wow..i think ... i had a good day today.. and i found out a new interest..yay!!!( Not telling you guys what it is- but its a living thing) hahahahaha...so the old one is gone!!yay!!! and yay!!i got so many new ones..whoaa....yay!!!happy..

nitz-sorry for the lame story..but i like lar.. i like TODAY..i love interact IU that is why i blog..wakakaaka....sleepy..(panadol and alchohol effects) nitz people