I enjoy posting.. today very stress...stats stress..plus my sis..who suppose to fetch me 3hrs ago ..is still not here..

ARGGHHHH

Malacca trip

Was finishing my assignment and playing with loo loo( my friends rabbit) till i got a msg from ah fong say, i finished early..we can go..

So i rush to bath rush to go LRT reach puduraya.. then have to find transnasional bus counter, cause our initial ticket time was 0530pm. We reach Puduraya at 4.25PM so thought of changing it to 5pm. REach earlier.. then gud ma right?can spend more time..

tHE earlier gang left at 12.30pm to book hotel in Malacca, so left me and ah fong lo..

We did a marathon around puduraya to just find the stupid bilik 4 to change ticket. With 3 people assisting us on directions, we didn't get it right. Cause they all point left right centre. Finally we made it, and yes..we left at 5pm

Reached Malacca Central at 7.15pm, we got up a taxi to malacca town for RM 15. Expensive ok. Must remember to ask for price..cause their taxi don't run on METERS..don't get con

We tried negotiating,but the taxi driver so garang.. so since no other choice.. plus we are malacca noobies.. we took the offer

Then, the driver, drives and ole... car..very ole car.. and he very crazy one can!!HE scold the cyclist *lu mau mampus ka?* When we were on our way to town. To a place called:

Reach within 10 minutes.. to this restoran capitol satay..heard its very famous..how famous?

famous till Have to line up one lor..and the line is super long lor!!!apa ini.. sedap sangat ke?..

after lining up for close 30 minutes, we got our turn..and its my 1st time eating satay celup!!would preferred the traditional satay..but this is more of like a steamboat lo!!!..but the soup is satay gravy instead of tomyam or ching tong or porridge.

total cost? RM48.70 cheap ok!!cheap!!!

after celup celup!!!we walked to another destination.. intro-ed by ah xian ren qian wei..

ewa lead the group to?....

Why is it so dark? where are we?.. omg.. nothing else but next stop for MAKAN!!!!

The famous ... siu si ham.. and we ordered, lala, and tian luo, and rojak kangkung and siu tau fu for a total cost of RM23. Yumm yumm.. freaking cheap and tasty..

Freaking alot of people can!!!! so its not chaplang one can?

OUr main mode of transportation is LEGS..so walk again..walking to jonker street

This is St.Xavier's Church.. very nice ok the lighting!!! hahahah..on our way to jonker street

The end of jonker street.. our hotel is just next to this street .. NEAR right!!so convenient..

Hmm..bought souvenirs lo!!!then ar.. nothing much. Just that its a tourist spot rather than a pasar malam!!not much food to eat also

Malacca is famous for OH JIAN!!! so we went to the end of jonker street and eat lo!! total cost, RM4 we didn't ordered more than one cause very full liao!!!

not so nice,cause i didn't get to eat oh= oyster,dunno who finish em d.. *cis*

Asia Cafe's nice..but the plate smaller costs us RM7

Resting in the room

After bathing..and delaying time, we finally decided to, take action..which is to go down to Geographer cafe and minum minum...

Heard from ewa, this was the place MORE MORE tea movie took in as a part of their scenes..

Spent 2hrs.. i guess.. at Geographer Cafe.. Erm.. drink drink drink.. for fun!!!total cost RM48++

i paid RM 11 ( for jug drinkers)
got alot of OLd people pou-ing in that cafe, didn't know they can sing carrie underwoods i'll stand by you, james blunt you're beautiful, and classic BYEBYE LOVE..ehh.. mana taula.. i think they got at least 55 and above lo!! So up to date one ar?..geng!!!.. WENT BACK hotel, my stupid idea of gabung-ing the two single beds, and fit 5 of us on it!!!..and it was pretty cramped..so i decided to tar tei pou!!!..haahaha..cannot.really cannot..its either i kick meiyan down?or i'll ter-kiss waifong anytime

OUr hotel lobby.. THE baba house.. NOT bad.. cost? RM95 for a night..each of us paid RM19

and not as bad as the reviews on the net la..ok what..safe somemore!!just a lil kiam siap..after 12pm ( checkout time) they cut our lights.. we can't even see..how to pack?goodness.aircond dia bagi..tapi itu lampu takde..apala.. like as if we wont leave

We woke up around 9..after everyone bathed.. its close to 11.10am..then we walk to jonker street which is just the next block..to have our Famous Malacca Chicken Rice Ball

wHIle waiting for FOOD!!!...

cHICKEn rice ball.. eee... my 1st time.. tastes same..jz dat the rice is rolled up

total cost? RM48 ( the assam yu is expensive=RM22 + water.. + the chicken rice = RM21)

Hahahaa... finish LIAO!!!!

Then it was cendol time, Cost? RM7.40 for 3
yes..fong, i curied from your blog again!!!

Then we went back to hotel..pack WITHOUT lights, and checked out. and continued our journey in search of PORK SATAY.= chu yuk satay.. what?they have that?how come we don't know?says ewa..hahahah..cause its not halal ma..so not publicised lo!!!!

Tortured my friends under the fiery sun, it was as though we are in the dessert..freaking hot.. turn left turn right...call call call and ask ask ask..finally

CHU ROU SATAY..yummy

And finally we found it!!yay!!!special thanks to UNcle Jimmy aunt soh fay, and the malacca people,and also my friends ..cause i tortured them under the hot sun. Since weare very full, we only ordered 15.. In which.. to try only la

cOST? RM 16.20 (RM7.6+plus 5 cans of 100plus)

It tastes not like any other satays.. its salty.. and its..chu yuk.. you know its chu yuk once u put in the mouth!!!..waa..something different..and yummy..hahaaha

yummm yummm....
after that we headed back to central..did a small marathon to chase the bus..hahahaa..

IN town bus, on the way to malacca central cost? RM0.60

1st try..wait wait..i've gotta fix my hair

2nd try..nice..!!!no difference on hair!

While waiting for the bus.. at A&W camwhoring..gee..see how happy we are.. the fact when we are actually freaking tired.. waited 2hours plus
cost us? rm11

When we reached Malacca Central, they had all the counters not selling bus tickets back to KL.either you take taxi RM40 per person. which they make you to..devastated, we immediately thought of an idea, bus to seremban, then KTM or Bus to KL..cost? RM 5.20

Rmbr,if want to go right,must buy ticket back upon reaching malacca d.. dont try to be impromptu..

Bought tickets when we know it heads back to KL. waitd another half hour..wasted our seremban ticket!!bad taxi drivers
cOST? rm9.40

So that's the end of our trip,reached KL at 6pm, went home.. family fetched..went to eat THE SHIP.. fillet mignon!!!yummy.. and fattening not missing out my oxtail soup as well..GREAT TRIP!!definitely will miss that trip cause we freaking eat alot..till when i mention eat..they roll their eyes liao..

Total expenditure plus souvenirs, plus transport...lrt..thru flo.. erm.. RM120?..OR 13?below 150 CONFIRM..hahahaha..fat fat fat..thanks to ewa n the gang!!but it was great..

Cannot turn back

Dont get cheated.. don't fall in to the same old trick again

Lolz.. eating eating eating..trip to malacca comes to a conclusion. FAT ..

Fantastic 20Hrs of walking and feast feast feast all the way

Special thanks to Yee Wah, being the organiser. So happy that she got everything planned..

And i had made myself bring them eat pork satay as well.. but..hahahaha.. i tortured them all the way.. walking under hot sun.Cause we were lost. HAHa..of course we found our way..

Story line & pics tomorrow..

Wee..special thanks to WaiFong, Mei Yan and Xin Yee for the company. The night was great

Special thanks to MeiYan whom had gave me 2hours to hear me NAG and complain..omg.. she so nice. Best is..she understood. I love her.. i love them, they accepted me for who i am!! And i'm very happy!!!

Toodles..
And i'm happy!! Cause i got to know something that made me more determined to move on

A decision

I myself could not imagine i have the courage to make this decision and taking 1st step of action to realising my goal.

I didn't know i dared to, i thought i wanted it more. But i realise its better to let go..

It was hard for either of us. It was never easy. And suprisingly, this time, things are more calm than before. Maybe it happened to many times. Maybe we got numb towards it..

How long this time will last? I don't know, i know i can manipulate my feelings well. So, guess..thats it.. thats the road taken, and we shall not look back.

Malacca trip would give me an insight.. i'll call to ensure everything is ok tomorrow...

I'm locked out OR IN?

God says, when a door is closed behind you, there would be another opening, another door, or another window waiting for you.

When i see a door closed in front of me, i knew there was another door opened but not for me..

Knowing what has to come, will come! Knowing what has to happen, will happen

Today, i see my prophecy coming true. (I'M not a prophet) what i had expected to happen ,had happened!

So lets just close our eyes. And reminiscence... and we shall call out a silent prayer. ( knowing that I'm typing with my eyes closed)
lets MAKE DIS PRAYER FOR OURSELVES.

I shall not look back into the past and dream of something that wouldn't happen
I shall not, at any point of time, allow my heart to conquer my actions without rationally thinking through about the consequences.
I shall not, allow the changes around me to put me in a state of stalemate( stuck)
I shall not, do things against the conscience in me, risking my happiness at the expense of others.

Now,
I shall be strong and do whatever it takes to keep myself out of hurt and trouble.
I shall control myself, and not let the over pouring feelings disrupt my rationality
I shall let go of my past, and move on.
And lastly, I shall undo this course of actions, that hurts me deep inside. I know.. that at the end of the day, the hard times i went through would be the best times i learn my lessons.


Buddha's teaching mention about self purification. If your heart is pure. Then your actions will be..

Emo to myself again?

There are many many times , that the similar situation fall on me!! well what I'm trying to say is , its like.. at one point i wanted to do this, and at another point, i don't want to do it at all!!

Maybe I'm eager to feel loved. That is the most probable reason, why i move on to love someone else. But when you see things in your eyes. And all the conscience came to interrupt. Somehow you felt lost!I felt LOST!!

I hate having nothing to do, but i hate having something to do. When I'm free.. i tend to think a lot. When I'm not free, I tend to be lazy of not doing things which puts me back to square one. Free again!

When you realise something, you have the intention, the initiative, the courage to do it. Its like you're awake. But how you keep the spirit going? How?

*Relying back to my old book. Being happy. It just brings me back to reality*

At many many times, my brain tells my heart its not worth it. There's no results for it. You know the answer. Why try? Because i have faith. I think there's a chance. I wasn't taught to let go of things i wanted. But what if it hurts you? Would you be determined to get what you want?although it hurts you?

Would you stab yourself, having the thought of wanting to stab yourself, but knowing, the fact that the stab would hurt you?would cause you pain?

Would you risk doing something not knowing the outcome of your action?

Humans wouldn't confidently act, unless they know what they will get. People study hard to get good results. People run to keep fit. People diet to lose weight.

Every action has a purpose. So why am i sad without a purpose. NO..There's no such thing. When you don't know why? Is when you know why but you refuse to understand it, to accept it.

Meaning i know why i am sad. But i just don't want to accept it. I am avoiding the reason. Because i don't want it to happen

I like this phrase. Why? Why would you be scared? Why would you be sad? I like the word why cause it makes me realise. But i hate the word why cause it makes me think.

I always enjoy writing my emotions out. Because as i read, i would understand how redundant my feelings are now. And then i wouldn't feel anything . As in its over.

But the feeling comes back again. Meaning, at the end of the day, if i can't solve the mystery haunting me deep down. I would suffer regular mental sickness that tore me from within.

Sei. after beating around the bush so long, i still don't know what i want. No. I know. But i refuse to do only.

Hmmm... will be OK after awhile. Thanks for the patience.

We are always one. And we shouldn't look things narrowly. Get the overall picture.

Our foreign Minister, interviewed by BBC about issues on Malaysia cultural diversity.

I don't think it has created any rage between us Malaysians. Its never easy to communicate with someone from a different cultural background. Thats communication barriers.. (freaking remind me of my Managing Communication in Business assignment) But we don't have that problem. We grow as a nation, we communicate in one language. And its bad to stereotype us. That's just the minority.

I myself benefited from this multicultural nation. I learned to live with others peacefully.. Salute to our foreign minister.

*Don't play play with us* We are united. And i think our foreign minister is right. I'm proud of him!!

Another day of frustration

The books i bought and given on behalf of my birthday..

Being happy- thanks to ewa,waifong,pooi shuen shan, xin yee and joyce and mei yan. You girls took the attention that i love self improvement books. Giving me a chance to choose the book i wanted, you had purchase a gift card so i can go buy myself.. That voucher you gave made me able to buy the book i wanted..It means alot to me!

George Soros- He's so nice. So detailed.. Waaa..can fall in love with him. Knowing that i'm interested in financial books, and knowing that reading fully biography is tiring, he got me an illustrated book on George Soros.., thanks Jason. So sweet of you!!!Means alot to me!muaxieee.. opz.. as friend i suppose.. hahahahaha!!sorry katelyn, but i only love Jason as a guddie friend!!! *winks*

hOWEVER..its a mix feeling today.. Sigh.. i failed my assignment 15%.. gone.. sigh!! now i need to work extreme hard. I feel so bad.. I NVR failed before. Never even just pass ( not to say wanna brag but...) ... getting a credit means alot to me. It means i can keep my scholarship, it means i can still study my degree.. or else.. where would i land?..sigh!!sadnesss... its big pressure for me. I'm not smart.. but i work hard for every grades i get.Sustaining my scholarship..now i risk losing it.. SIGH.. i can't afford any passes or failures.. my scholarship is at stake, meaning? my degree is at stake. At the same time, getting a scholarship to study abroad for my masters is also at stake. I can't afford inconsistency. Guess.. i need to work harder

I'd Decided

I felt really strong, determined to text .. to call, to ask.. but i was held back!!!

I don't want things to turn out the same way again. How my heart wants to try.. i'm afraid that it will be hurt again! Only my brain can protect my heart, although only by following my heart will make me happy.

There was a blunder the past 3weeks - 1month. Everything i'd done would lead to no results. I don't want any results.

Somehow, it was made clear that, the way i was treated is much different from others...

Geee..i'm glad that i'm not needed anymore..that i can move on.. this happens sooner or later.. So why not now?... sadness occurs..

Just to make myself feel better.. i chose to blog it out!!!..by tomorrow i'll be fine..as good as new. The journey starts just today.

Obsessive

Goodness, i just realised how obsessive i am!!! must learn how to control it. People are scary when they get to obsessive. I don't like people who are obsessive. But i'm obsessive.

There's a saying that those people that you usually dislike or hate, shares a similar character of your own. Hmmm..how true is that?

Learning how to let go its reducing obsessiveness. Right?..Umm.. gosh!!!

Hate it. But must overcome it. Meaning? GOt to face it. Waaa..help

Now that it has ended

Well, good things come to an end.

Now that i can retire. The thing has got back. And its time for me to leave..

What will come, comes!!!..Weee..thanks tsae yun for the wishes.. CARMEN..haiz.. so late only wish me!!! and alot moreeeeee..

Toodles

Birthday celebration

Early morning .. went Damansara Polo Club for scuba diving skills got terrible sun burn from there.. ( jee.. thanks ewa, xin yee..mei yan and lai shan and wai fong to help me put on the medication)




HAHAHAH..


then had a great lunch by someone.. jeee.. thanks someone.. it was a great place ya..




Reached home at 3. Watched some tv. Then went out with my bestie.. Janice Tan. Gave me a surprise.. Asking me to open the car boot wor.. notty notty.. thanks alot.. for the dinner as well. Muaxiee..




Then came, Ewa, waifong, lai shan xin yee and mei yan nearby to buy me dinner (steamboat) ..






wow..they are nice nice people.. Came my house.. suprise me by burning my room. I mean.. had cake with candles in my room. Dangerous..


Then, they folded little 'hork" in cantonese.. erm.. swan?.. hahaha..or stork?.. hhahahaha.. with messages inside, written by :

• 
  

Then they got me a cash voucher from Borders for me to buy books. Yay.. nice of them..fantastic..

The award goes to.. tadaaa... Ewa and the gang.. stayed till qute late.. singing karaoke all the way..happy happy. Laugh laugh..

Among others who'd wished me thriough phone calls

Janice Tan ( 1st to call)
Adrian ( buddy, called and i thought its who)
Queen ( I called her , hahahah..and she say..she should call me)
Janice Yap ( called me in the evening today)
Simon
Kar PO
Wai tENG
sHARON
cLEMent
Yi Ying

Through SMS:
sTEFanie Tan
Janice Tan ( didn't pick up her 1st call)
Siew Wern ( my beloved honey)
John cHAI ( hahaha.. i still ask who is he)
John ( my cousin)
Mun Keat
Xin Kei
Daddy
Yi Ying
sHaron
Mun Mun
Shen ( mISsing him)
Lisa
Kar Mun
yI sYN
Wei Lip
Alot more

Err.. msn also alot.. and friendster also alot

Thanks guys..it means alot to me that you still remember me!!!

dive gear collection

Mask.. italia..from seac sub..

RM185

expensive..

my 1st dive gear i bought after my dive trip

bought this strap myself earlier this year..

RM 25

Since i'm so inlove with diving.. my sis decided to give me diving gear

for my birthday present...

fins.. from my sis.. heee... niceness..

gift 1...

RM 236

gift two

My new bootie.. got it today..yay.. THanks sis..thanks SIS BF..

wakakaka..

dive gear collection increases..that just makes me miss diving more

RM 100++

So happy lar... hahahahaha... now that i miss diving...

Putrajaya FireworkS GRAND FINALE..

AMAZING jam..amazing food then amazing jam, amazingly secluded, amazingly far..amazinglyhigh, amazing fireworks.. amazing mosquitos.. amazing jam, amazing bruises.. amazing night..amazingly free..amazing

my new haircut

Nice n new..

satisfied my craving

WAS craving for KFC Wedges since yesterday..

Today.. i got it..

Thanks..
so sweet of u..

My 1ST car ACcident

after a weekly routine at hotspring, mum and i decided to drop by, taman len sen's cendol stall to have dessert.. so we came down from bukit cheras way, and go to the place lar, before the turning to the hawker stall and into alam damai.

illustration as below.

red : stationed cars ..

yellow : car park boxes

white :line markers

purple : cendol

green : my car

blue: stupid driver..

so since he block one side of the road, i need to turn left to the 1st lane or right lane to find parking..ngam ngam, got this car came out ( red box with blue dots) behind (coz his car's head is facing me) him so there's a place to park already..

as you can see from here... i bypass the blue car.. and turn left to park in ... his car is faced at the wrong side of the road ( shown by two yellow dots as headlights)






Since his car was on the opposite side of the road ( i don't know how he ended up like that, cause its a double line) i bypass him signalled and swirl the car in as quick as possible, cause behind me there's a car also ..suddenly,he pulak reverse ( cause he was blocking the car who wanted to exit from the car park) and knock me.. How la i know he reverse.. as if i can see his reverse lights..plus plus.. When i turn in, i signalled ok, and wtf... he was still stationary

THen?..came down and say tiill as if my fault..walao eh.. altho i'm P but m PRO ok...ish...geramnya..got his hp number.. and ask dad to settle it with him..

He die die also wrong la
1st : He's on the opposite side of the road
2dn : NO possibility that he could have his car facing opposite, as the other side of the road is double-lined.. so he made an illegal right turn from the other side..
3rd.. HE FREAKING double parked ok?..
4th : wth, in front no space ah.. people want to come out he cannot go in front..must reverse ?..plain stupidity..

TALKING BOUT IT MAKES ME MAD.. YOU JUDGE LA..whether i didn't see him coming is just a small matter..he shouldn't even be there ok?..block my road somemore.. ahhh
curse curse curse curse curse...

I see THE OPTION

I FREAKING tried.. and i had enough!! i gave in all i could. fC*& if i know!! When i tried the situation, the hypothesis is proven right!

I was right, really right! I can't imagine stupidity led me to a basket of disappointments, disappointments, and disappointments.

NO, sorry, i had sth on! Sorry,..

Pretending is exhausting my energy. I see why i'm doing all this. And i see why i should stop doing all this..

I am freaking emo right now~~ And i see lies covering the previous lie..

I sense the fear. And I know... its really time for me to let go! I see the OPTION

Unbelievable

When i tried convincing my friend that this is not true.. Untill i found out today. I got a shocked in my life.

As predicted by my sister, he found a new love!!!... that left my friend in confusion. Not knowing what to do and how to react.

How can a man be like this. This is selfish alright!!!! He held on to it although he knew he didn't like her that much. Cause he's possesive. Untill..untill he found a better one in his new home.

Is it why geminians are all like that? I see many geminians like that! I may not like him! But i trust him for taking care of my friend. He was the one who had the eagerness to court her. He was the one who protected her so much.

SHe sacrificed so much for him. This is the 1st time i see her committment in a relationship. In the end..

I am speechless i dont know what to say. Man are horrible..when you thought that they are reliable!!!

He'll get it from me!!!I use to try to defend him in front of my friend. Telling her, he still loves her. And i felt dumb!! After i found out things that happen!!! He is a complete jerk

Back...

Hey peeps.. hadn't been blogging for quite sometime..
so ..here are some pictures.. of what i'd done lately..

camwhored myself..
a 15minutes firework by SP SETIA

A BLURRED SALLY YEH: my idol

me n mum at sally yeh's concert,courtesy of SP SETIA

me and queen at star on stage..

didn't win..but had great night

absent

sorry dude.. for not blogging ..i'm officially sick..

toodles..

will blog soon

Sally Yeh's concert

I went to sally yeh's concert for free last saturday 11 august 2007, sponsored by SP SETIA ( developer)

I love her so much, and finally i get to see her in person..as in ... face to face.. There were 50000 crowd ( at least) there.. watching her .. goodness.. she's so cute. And pretty, best thing is ...she knows how to sing!!..Pictures to be upload later...

yuhhuuu..now can blog in college again!!

Too painful to forgive

It is too painful to forgive.. too absurd to forget.

How can this things happen!! It left a big scar in my heart..and i know.. how the hatred build up in me. And the hatred just grew stronger..

Anger & Hatred.

Conclusiuon

Well, i didn't get a chance to enjoy those privileges that people do..and i don't know why..the moment i heard it, it HURTS ME deep inside..although i know.. i no longer am important anymore.

I guess it was a wrong turn back. Knowing that, i don't depend on the same person that depend on me. Goes with, the same person dont depend on me like they use to already

It was definitely a mistake.. My heart aches as i think again ... well, friendship develops, at the same time ...it dissolves.. However, its good that the focus has changed. I think, the way i felt can't be describe. I guess, and i won't fall back again. Its O.V.E.R

Jealousy still occurs... Good that people learn to appreciate others when they lost one. Just that i'm not that lucky only.

Sadness occurs.. i'll be fine tomorrow..
heartaches
michelle

OMG

Maybe having Mondays and Wednesdays off is something bad..

1. I need to segregate the 4hours of compulsory work for Taylor's in 3 days
2. I got no time to go to the library to read and does research on assignments cause I'm SO UNWILLING TO GO ON MONS N WEDS
3. Now that i only study three days a week, i realise, times pasts real fast.. I'm already in WEEK 3= 21days.. = left 3months for my BIG HOLIDAYS= WORK=DIVING
4. TIME PASTS REAL FAST

At the same time, i realise i got many things to do

1. Practice for SOS
2. FIND song for SOS
3. FIND SONG for SOS
4. FIND SONG FOR SOS
5. MCB ASSIGNMENT
6. Homework
7. Tutorials
8. Studies..
9. LEPAK
10. MOVIES

ahhhh..rush hour three coming, ratatouille also coming.. omg.. sally yeh concert also coming.. everything is coming..and I'm doing nothing..

SAVE ME..gosh.. i think I'm exaggerating, i think I'll be fine after some sleep..ya..i think i will be..

That WAS c.La.S.s.i.C!!

hAIL to van der sar... he (man united goal keeper) saved 3penalty kicks of W.H.I.C.H team?...
CHELSEA..lor!!!!

That was like ..hell!!!3saves.. 3 out of three saves..

Mourinho was like "o"stunned!!!
Hail Man United

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Crab feast... Or old biscuits

Again, the SABians went for a crab feast dinner near my house on the 4th August 2007...lor...makan crab. This time, we had steam crab and nai yau crab.. (million?..its nai yau...not lai yau)haahaha

sedap

asam tit pan hong siu fei zhao

nai yau hai...

yes..fong,got it from your blog..edited it..muahahahaha...thank you lor..

hmmpphh...

I'm IN..

i'M into the S.O.S finals..

Thinking of what song to sing..

August 24th 2007

Taylors Subang Jaya Main Campus

Lecture Theathre 1

6-10pm

Ticket Price: RM3

Vote price : RM0.50

sUPPORT me... k..come come..come and support me..vote for me k?..

hahaha.. i'm not really good, but i'm not that bad..so ...keep your 50CENTS for me...

Star On Stage Audition...

As from the previous post..i'll be taking part in star on stage = singing competition.

So, i was the ninth.. and i waited till like 4.30pm.. and i was just outside the room..

when i got in half way.. the judge ask me to stop... so i stop.. and she asked me to stay in that position.. which is rather funny..it looks like this

Then she asked me to stand behind the yellow line, and the distance would be like almost a standard rooms width..

And i said good evening.. she said its not 6 yet, so its wrong to say evening..it should be afternoon..

(iTHINK i did blame my parents for not telling me.)

Then i started singing, when i was about to hit the last verse ( the pitchy part) she told me to stop and sing another song.. i go like wth.. i got no other songs..

Then simply lar.. sing killing me softly with his songs..

Then they say, ok.. you tend to swallow your words, and your diction isn't good.. but otherwise.. your vocal is good. I was like ooo..thats really true cause my mum told me, just that i didn't listen.

Wehaweha..

Then jillian geng lor, she right, she she..hahaha...she memang got potential. Then we dragged her in. Then when she perform. Judges fell in love. Give her name card somemore.. hmm.. This girl is the next.. renee..sth..haha..cause she sounds like her. Altho her appearances maybe outstanding a little.. she's good. I love to hear her sing too

Results out by next week i think..not to sure bout the chances.. but if i didn't get in this time, i fuk..cause, the comments were professional..

PS: jillian?don't kill me if you read this..wakakaka..

SINGING..

La La La la....
(higher pitch)La la la laaaaaaaaa
(higher pitch) la laaaa la laaaaa
(higher pitch) la la la laa laaarfghhhhhhhh ( opz)

Tomorrow would be my audition for Star on Stage=singing competition.. I manage to get into the final 10 last year.. Trying my luck again...

Without feeling shameful.. ( as usual) i join again this year.. would be singing my finals song last year for tomorrow's audition. Cross fingers...if less people easier to join.. if more people join..then harder..

This time, i need votes to win..hahahahaha...so vote me vote me.. if and if i manage to get into finals... :P
Wish me luck

Updates please...

Ventz ventz..since you're asking for an update..okla..i'll also be posting up our elianto experience that made every guy friend i knew understand the fact that, I can LOOK like a girl.. what an INSULT..

anyway..elianto had their roadshow at taylors.. and at any purchase of RM20 elianto products, you'll be given a free makeover( which are done by NOT-so professional people) and a photo shoot..somewhat..

Those who KNOWS me, would give an immediate response saying that i won't take part in this stuffss... YES ..I'M HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT..I WON'T!!! NEVER OK??

So, Stacey and Sandy ( Colleagues at Taylors) bought some stuff and got themselves 2 makeover redemption. LUCKY ME?... or unlucky me? COrnered by these to marketers ( never fail in convincing people to do what they don't want to) I fought to survive the debate of NOT GOING FOR THE MAKEOVER ..

Sandy : Don't waste it Michelle
Me : I'd never put on make up before in my LIFE!!!
Stacey: Well, one day soon in the future YOU WOULD..
Me: Ya..but let it be THEN.. not NOW..never... i'll die with my spirit.. and you shall never take away my dignity (exaggerating)
Stacey: Well, you're a soon to be marketer, you need to make up...
Me : nOO.. I CHanged my course, i'll be a fund manager
Sandy ( with her sarcastic look) : Fund manager also need to see clients..
then this, then that then..bla bla bla

We fought, and obviously, I lost.. to these people ( no wonder they are good in bringing sales for taylors..) So i got two..and we shall see what HAVOC it did to me.. ( haiz.. nothing much.. i'm also responsible for it, being abit daring, unchallengable, and hiao hiao abit)

ven bee.. in the mood(she's first)

me( before makeover) as usual.. always up to sth

ven bee and me..

must they TAKE ugly pics OF ME?

Me+ lipgloss...ven bee as photographer

she's saying sth funny i guess..thats why we al looked..distorted

when is it over, why did i say yes in the 1st place..

gosh..can they stop taking my pic

i can't believe i'm into this..look how bored i am

me and sue ann

me and venbee..camwhoring in lecture hall

sue ann,li sim, me and venbee

ok..thats me.. (shot by photographer)

I try not to show my gums,but the photographer says its NOT NATURAL..he isn't someone pleasant to joke at.. i asked him to take pics of me jumping and he gave me a =_= face...

sigh!!ask me put my hand here,there..then head left bit right bit.. and he gets frustrated when i can't do it properly..

NOT A BORN TALENT OF BEING A MODEL..thats still so not me.. everytime i've gotta count myself to three..to get those smiles.. erm what i thought of?Me falling into the pool, me missing someone, someone called me, and someone..that's important..hahahahahaah..enough of information..

toodles..YESH..venbee, if you're thinking hard, the photos are hijacked from your ..ahem.. so courtesy of venbee here//