Weeee

“Please put down your pen, the time is 11.” Should I consider it a relief for the finals has ended and my 2weeks holiday will be starting from now? I doubt.. I had did badly in this semester’s exam, and I realized, I couldn’t do much for its my own fault for not concentrating.

Some of my friends told me, I’m more cheerful lately. Have I finally let go of my past and decided to move on? I would say YES! But I’ll still be keeping that feeling in me. For if its easy to erase? I wouldn’t have gone through that 7months of pain, and questions.

As I pile up myself with questions, I’d realize you can’t force things to happen. Although you have the power to initiate it to happen, but at the end of the day, it still depends to the mighty, whether or not he wants it to happen. Fate is the word.

FFK my friends invitation for a fondue dinner, at Hartamas, as usual, me the FEI KEI WONG, but then, not that I don’t want to go, but no transport to get me home safely. Sorry dudes. I can tell you I would like to give it a try, its my first time, but I can also tell you, I’m a lil lazy, and as usual, when all this excuses piled up, it would be a NO! haha..really sorry zhi muis

What’s coming in the next two weeks. I wouldn’t want to look forward, for I see things happen without prior notice, without proper preparation, within this year. But, in my heart, I still hope that things will go well, and sad things will fade away.

Watch the covenant d… smuggled in a can of coke and 2 packets of chips into the cinema. Well, that’s michelle’s instinct. And I didn’t feel guilty at all. Sin again. But rules are meant to be broken anyway. The show was kinda nice, a “bit” aspect of fiction in it; (it reminded me about dragon balls kamekameha.), but it’s cool to have those eyes, turning black with a fiery start and of course jumping of the cliff and land SAFELY.. if only I’m part of the Ipswich family. And wait a minute, are girls allowed to inherit those magic powers. 1st thing I would do, change my results. Haha.. all HDs… then I’ll be so happy.

Dreams do motivate people, they actually made me happier too. Basically, I miss those days, when we had our times. I’m planning something soon. And I hope, people can make it there.

I myself am more opened, although at times certain feelings and emotions and actions, I can’t control unleashing it. So, what happens? michelle hurts her love ones, and she’ll start apologizing non stop again. Btw, the apologies are sincere.

when Look into this world, my greed made me stay for I want to grab all the opportunities I have, and making my dream a reality is always a motivation. Many things that is beyond my control, I’ll just give a smile and say, I’ve tried, I’d did my part, I’d given what I could, and as long I’m happy with it.. michelle says, no harm sacrificing and it’s part of growing up.