Crab eating feast...n got my hair highlighted

Reaching home round 545pm i rushed to the saloon and got my hair highlighted in red, for 100 bucks.. AND they took 1 hour and 45minutes to get it done..my friends waited for me 20minutes.. and everyone is so so hungry...so ..kiak kiak la...

AHHH..ghost..nono..thats me..stupid sunlight..but i like it tho.. its like m an angel sent by god..hahaaha...love my hair dude.. hope it lasts...

sO, this was the only clearer picture of all others. Crab is cheap..but they say i very LEONG ..bring them eat crab la, hiking la.. hotspring la..ish... haha..Hope they enjoyed it..

Was telling yan that thatthat taufu(she hates tofu) is delicious. ANd made her try. So she taste taste. and say its egg tofu.. whatever the difference is. And she say its the oni tofu she eats.. She ask the worker there what tofu it is. They say is Homemade ones.. Then she ask if egg is used to make it. I swtt.. i tot all tofu got use egg one??Weirdo... they love the fish.. it was quick before its gone..haha..

We ended up in Station 1..meeting up my friends primary school mates. And at that table of 15plus people, only 5 are primary mates. The others?? Sabians..sibuk tumpang konon...

Mixture of Posts

Haihz..so bored ..what i can do is??BLoggin..hahaha...

isn't dis dog cute??my neighbourss.. called fei fei..sound familiar to tbf 3.1ners??haha

Random pics..me and nosiy sue..act..we both are noisy..romantic light tho..in lecture..definitely not listening n paying attention....

Spotted dis car outside college.. look at the plate.. does it strike anything to you.? wel it does to me.. haha..too glaring the sun, abit embarassed to..so??COver la

This is a pic of me and my close friends in college.. from right, lisa the kiddo, michelle the noisy, tsae yun d lazy, and queen d ms retarded

this is sue.. she was.. holding the pole, happily jumping around it..sad to say, its not a video..quite funny tho.. she entertains us with her unexpected acts.

This is her..when she's acting cute..not clear coz she can't sit still..hahaha..milk??here goes

Melissa.. the siao gall.. (papers open,but bz kap others walking past mc d) she's very impressive.. she reali went to the MC D manager to say 'SAYA ADA SUSU, U MAU TAK?' when i dared her too.. conclusion??Not dareable.. haha..i did lik she asked me too

Me, my kai mui and her coussie
Betting with friend that pey min's in times square working..explore all slimming and spa beauties.. d results? The gal in black is pey min, and she works at nite.. too.. from 1000am til 130 am..

MY pen drive skin..lost d cover.. my fren got it for me..thanks a loads..i love it alot.. huggies..haha

My new ic

SO...arghh..so bored its monday.. bluess.. altho m having a day public holiday ..but sis ditched me..for sunway...diving gear sales or whatever..so i m alone the whole day.. wondering around 4walls... so michelle says.. wat have i missed? I blogged.. i chatted..i got my friends ready to accompany for lunch

Then?? i realize. i need to coollect my 3rd ic... MY third ic... THIRD.. i lost my 2 ics same way, cause of me,my fault, my mistake, my purse gone...and cause my temporary ic expires today.. 11dec06.. so if i got caught tomorrow?? M CONSIDERED ILLEGAL immigrant.. so... i rushed there la.. goodness. its 1pm now.. and i need to leave the com and get out of d house bfore it closes at 4.30pm So i took a cab, cost me RM3.50 altho its jz a five min drive from my house... then... i walk inside lo..to the registrar .. and omgod.. its CLOSED.. its closed... arghhh. till 2... cause lunch time.. i wonder.. y can't dey have shifts and get it operating during lunch hours.. not enough man power???

arghhh So i walked to the mamak.. ordered maggi goreng, and teh halia and curry lamb.. so the maggi goreng came and i look at it.. stunned.. cause its WHITY..and don't look tasty.. i squeezed the lime.. and then.. there's this man, he robbed the maggi goreng away from me.. HE ROBBED AND TOOK AWAY My maggi goreng.. arghhhhh.. and replace it with a nicer cooler maggi mee.. with vege's as decor.. that lunch spend me 6.20..rm And i left at 145pm.. reaching at 155 pm..

then, i see people.. people flooding the main gate.. and ten min later.. more people.. and they're al pushing.. tolerate ppl..i stood behind,waiting.. so.. i got the number.. and walked upstairs.. i was like kept questioning myself. will i get the red one, cause i lost my ic so MANY times.. so i might get the red one, cause the girl before me got the red one.. the gal before before me, got the red one too.. and its like, red means some sort of blacklisted to me..so will i get the red one???
This is the outcome mY New ic..hail hail to the new ic.. .haha..lets start praying it won't be lost again.. don't ya walk away...i double check d.. they don't have legs too..yay.. stay wit me ya..don't run.. i love u lil baby.. EDITED..COMpliments of MR D and Kylie

realize the number 03?? it means 3rd issue.. so i'll have the limit til 05 til i'm blacklisted.. the fine?? RM 100 i think.. then i'l not have ic anymore.. my mum was like?? eh? collected ur ic d?? go lose it tomorrow la.. SEE!!!how supportive she is?? haha..

Suprising spontaneous events

'jojo..jojo..let me tell u someting..come closer come closer.. '

Happy feet rockz..especially ramon, and the gang, mumble, and lovelace.. not to forget.. the killer whales, oo.. are they playing badminton??Goodness, penguin noes what badminton are...

and hey hey.. he can reali tap dance.. the best part was him, n ramon doing d spanish my way.. n ramon says.. i heard something.. somebody wants something.. shhh.. ME..haha..he's cool

This.. is my favourite show year 2006.. any ghost movie can't beat it.. not even mi3 or v for vendetta.. or anything.. its educative n fun.. oh.. i need the songs.. n the clips.. mumble is so cool.. boogey wanna dance ..

Tday, while my sis was driving.. i was looking at the outside.. no not today.. but yday..or wed...can't reali rmbr..

Tehre was tis motorcyclist, and his wife at the back carrying a 4month old baby? Just small ones la.. n gues wat.. she's BREAST FEEDING the baby.. and the motor is on the road.. MOVING.. and there's 2lanes of jammed cars rite there.. as in moving jam.. and i go stunned.. wowowo.. is that open minded? Or .. less civilised?? scary..

Then, at ktm station in the evening.. this boy, around age 8-9 i suppose, took out his lil bird.. and urined on the track.. I was.. like.. heaven's sake, he's fertilising the whole train track..whateva u call that.. omg.. is that too kap? Or ... he reali din mind.. public weh..

scary..

Then.. whoa seh.. all this ppl are so cool.. u noe.. till i realize, m abit conservative.. save me.. haha

3Rd dec 06(hiking n hotsprng day)

Its them again, resting at one of the slopes... yes.. m not in the pic again.. look at meiyan posing.. aiyai... ewa.. not bothered..cause she's not feeling well.. the gal who vomited? the gal in yellow.. haha...screwed laili!!

OPz... ugly me... haiyai.. should have look at d mirror before i take pic lo..why no one told me... karipup hair??

M not in again... wowowo... laili in her pinky, swim suit.. abit kua cheong??

Us, at hotspring..m not in the picture, cause m camera woman.. haha... from left, jiamin, xyee, ewa..polly on d table, myan, laili, yiying and carmen..

THe event...

After fetching Polly, jiamin and carmen from the lrt station, we went back to my house and waited for the others. My mum a.k.a xin yee, came then, with Ewa and Myan, slightly later, where they meet us up in one of the chinese restaurants. (Polly and Jiamin is hungry) Not to forGET, Lai li got lost, while on her way to my house. She went down Kajang, and i don't know where she landed.. so far. Conclusion? Refuel before heading to Bukit Wangsa.. very funny tho.

Polly bought TAI PAO.. which is very huge. And she decide to bring it to bukit wangsa. Well, we left at 1110am, and we reached the place at 1130am. I forced Polly to bring her TAI PAO along, cause it'll be.."basi" dunno what's the adjective use for that term, if she leaves it in my car.

Met with Yi Ying at the foothill, then, UP UP UP.. we went.. we climb for 5 minutes, stop for 5 minutes, and this repeated till we reached the smal stream.. I asked them whether they would want to continue? I have 4 supporting, and my mum, jokingly said she had enough. Didn't care bout her tho..

So carmen and i took turns to take the lead, with the remain, watching the back. We made them, climb and climb.. and we have obstacles, human obstacles.

1st, was Buddy ewa, she sat down and told me she couldn't see. So i start Fanning her, with my stinky face towel, and she applied some, balm thing on her temples and nose. She then recovered after few minutes of rest. We then continued.

2Nd, was Lil lai li, she was ahead of all of us, like 2-3 metres ahead, or on top?? Hmm... then she was the one who encourages us to climb faster and faster. The 5th stop i guess, when we rest, she squatted, and then..things started to happen.. her face turned from yellow, to light yellow, to white. Then, she admitted that she shouldn't squat. So we gave her choc, fan her, make her stand, and all la.. then.. she Vomited, and her lips straight turn red. Yay, Laili is back. But we already decided to leave, for the small waterfall, which is a pre-determined spot to go

We played there for about 45minutes, i think, i forced all of them to come down, cause they kind of hesitated, cause, its all wet.. Then we chat and chat, and its time to leave. Asking them to make decision, FUN way or TIRING way, they decided, Fun way.

I made them walk, and climb a close 65degree hill, with muddy earth, slipping, at each footstep that landed on it.. however u decide to describe it, all 9 of us successfully conquered the slope, and they walk until carmen reached a two way route. She called me, i rushed to the front, and start scratching my head, opz.. i forgot the way. tHey stare blank at me, and said it isn't funny.

So i went both ways to check, asking them to wait for me, while i run up , and down, to decide which is the correct route, of course, m able to bring them out. LUckily.. den they ate nasi lemak, leong fun, and some took fruits from the stall at the foothill.Goodness. THEY ARE VERY HUNGRY... not to forget, Polly's TAI PAO..although smashed here and there... i disected the pao, and made polly ate the fillings, which includes, chicken, egg, mengkuang??no its sengkuang, as they scolded me. And lots more.. i changed, and we left for hotspring

Another 30minutes of drive, we parked kinda far, people's house actually, kampung houses and went in.. Its their first visit, and we have no pails to use. So we waited, and took over the pails when others left. Then, making them soaking their legs in, and very soon, we found chinese fair legs burnt, till rosy red.. no, pinky red.. haha..

We then headed home, and change and had dinner someplace near my house.. conclusion? FUN, BUT TIRED.. hope they enjoyed the trip too..see when will we have another time, where we can really hike till the BIG BIG BUBU WATERFALL...wel, not THAT big, but at least much bigger than the one downstream...

The end

The Jiamin's Day

Ist Dec.. 2006:
1200am Msged Jiamin.. to wish her happy birthday.. she replied, n we chatted.. for a while..

0630AM: woke up, dressed, and went to college, my sister fetched. In car? Singing all along

0810am: Reached college with two badminton rackets?racquets? and a shuttlecock. Mission of the day? Play badminton at nana's house.

0815am : Waited at M floor for tsaeyun. Got to know i have some tutorials to hand in. M doomed. cause didn't do. So? Photocopy was the idea

0830am : Tsaeyun called and ask me go play. I told her bout the work. She say no marks. Michelle say? Ok, i did half. Not bad.. hand in like that only la..

1000am : Changed after the game. Some funny incidents while playing. Was late for class

1010am: Late, apologised. And?? English time.. Was bored. But it ended soon..

1145am: decided to go for Uncle Seng arr.. junmin's slang.. Asked a big group to go.. The mee?? NOT BAD..

1245pm: came out, saw alot of crowd.. and a fireman car dere.. opz.. Sue said it was earthquake.. was she lying? News said it did happen.. from penang to selangor.. WOWOWO... here's pics i took..

0452pm: Called laishan, din pick. Called ewa.. they were at KLCC.. pc fair. din call me..nvm .tHEN ASk me go for party, at station1 ..or 1st station.. for jiamins bday 0730pm: cooked and ate with mum..den time to leave..

0830: Reached the place, everyone finished eating..talk talk and talk??
Its already 1115pm.. meaning time to leave.. aoh..what a nice day.. exciting. Here are some pics
from what i'd went through the day of 1st Dec 06
At first.. i was like, wowowo... wat are all this people doin at ground floor...
We passed by the Fireman VEHICLE??? car?? Hydrant(compliments of derek) dun think so... wateva...truck???

ok.. dis is the front of adp... so.. people were like...OMG...EARTH QUAKE??

mE AND my frens.. at jiamin's bday celebration.. cool tho.. had long nice chats with em

Being Grateful is the Word

Why would someone be angry? Jealous? Mad? Irrational? Emotional?.... What if you're grateful? Would you feel al the above?... If you're grateful of what you have, would you complain about what others have, and envy about the wealth of others?

As an example, lets say, if you have a friend, or a family member, whom his character is not upon your expectation. Or he acts to something that is beyond your patience limit. Do i say above?.. Do you complain about how unreasonable they are? Do you get frustrated when they are acting so? I don't know about any of you reading this, but I myself would sometimes feel so.

Humans are never satisfied, we would go do ANYTHING, to achieve our current goal, as an example, maybe owning a play station1. When we already own one, we tell ourselves, its time to get a better playstation. Which is PS2. And PS3 is on its way already. Humans tend to challenge themselves with harder things. We grow up, finding ourselves in situations, getting difficultier? Haha..more difficult i mean, each stage.

As an example, what is PMR, when you're facing SPM? wHAT is SPM? When you're at A levels. To you, the past is always easier. What if you face something similiar everytime? You would be bored..then you'll say..why can't i change job,change course, change life? Get something more interesting to do. Interesting= challenge, challenge= difficulites. And? You'll start complaining how difficult life is again, till you conquered the challenge, and what happens? Its all routine again.

IF you're grateful, you tend to look at things another way round!Did i just ask you to stop going for what you want to achieve? Did i just ask you to stay put at what you already have and don't chase for better needs or goal? In one way? No.. it is important to look for something more challenging to improve yourself. It is important to go for your dreams, aiming higher each and everytime. NOw everything goes contradicting. I thought i just said we should be grateful.. now i'm saying, it is important to improve or find tougher challenges.

This is when satisfaction comes in. Be grateful of what you have at the moment. And yet, aim higher for better needs. When you're grateful, you don't complain. WHen you're satisfied? You tend to have an easier life. When you're grateful, you won't envy others, but you'll be glad of what you have, and you will try achieving what others have. Without having depression, without having stress. You realize, you let go the burden in you.

Give it a try.. you'l see the difference. And nothing works overnight.. It always takes time to see the results and the consequences, the differences. Don't give up, be grateful and you'll see things differently..

What a start of the semester

So basically.. i woke up at 0645am, after 2weeks of 14hrs sleep everyday. Yesterday only slept 4hrs.. cause watching match of the season. Manchester vs Chelsea. The match? Was better in 2nd half, but too bad, it was a 1-1 draw. Although its a predicted draw. But, of course, still preferred Man U to win right? Both top teams, i favour Man U more. The 1st goal by Saha was brilliant. Goodness, the ball swirl in to the goal post. At 1st i thought it was out. Well, of course, it wasn't.

But, the Carvaldho...somethin somethin like that, head in a corner. Saha tried his best to knock the ball out, but it hit the goal post and reflected back into the mouth. If Saha, didn't head the ball, Van der sar maybe able to save the ball. Hmmm..luck i would say. But it was a match.

Then, i went college, waited about 3hrs for class.. wait, where's my other 3friends? Two went Genting while skipping Class.. another 1 still in Singapore, missing first few classes. Then, it was english. I love the new lecturer. Cause, she has her standards. Then had Business Stats.. well, the lecturer was.. okok... then the terms.. made me gag. Ordinal? Interval? Discreet? or Discrete? Wateva the terms are..it would only make me more insane.. haha...yay.. i have an excuse now.

Then, rushed home, cause i thought swimmings at 5. See see.. my fren.. only start going home at 4 something. Cannot make it lo.. i go like.. urm, sit cab la.. ask fren fetch la. THen I Waited 2 hours for her at home. K k.. never mind, friends ma.. then, decided go bukit jalil. Jam al the way there, then, got parking. We walked to the acquatic center. And wohooo... ITS CLOSED.. isn't it Sad that its closed? Due to some carnival outside there. I was so guilty, cause my friend was like, you sure its open?you sure its open? I go like YA.. CONFIRM FIRM FIRM... so sorry to her. tHEN we left to her condo, ok.. we tried to go to her condo. But we got lost, then simply take routes, then we don't know where we are..Decided to go back cause of the traffic. Lazy ma.

Ok.. she tau tou tau.. then she say, I know where we are.. Turn here, turn there.. turn here turn there..ehh???outside her condo d.. ok.. so.. Michelle and Janice say? Swim lo.. she jump in 1st. And before i could start swimming happily, goodnes, the goggle?the goggles? the guggle? wateva the spelling is.. Broke.. as in the bridge holding the two "cups" Broke.. my goddes of mercy.. how to swim without it. Ok, the chlorine? Alot, many, vast.. wateva adjective.. haha..sO MATA tak boleh buka.. boleh renang? Boleh.. float saje la.. Somemore, heart pain.. haih.. compressing, buat kacau oni.. cannot swim much. In fact, din swim at all.HAIHZ..made me look like taufu. But Janice's definitely a good swimmer.. Cannot make it, her freestyle super lo. Must learn sometime.. And she can SWIM fast. I go.. bazzarkkk... wohooo..this human from dunno where..ahh.. Ampang n shifting.. can make it.

Then went home.. now blogging away..kinda sad tho.. somthing happen..hope it would be fine..shhh..those who know, keep it a secret k?zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Who says only Jacq can blog

ITs 27NOv.. 2006, 0805am, in M floor, waiting for class at 1000AM.. so stupid right. I reach at 8 but class starts at 1000.. arghhh..tomolo worst!!! 1200PM ... stupid.. Thank goodness i can now blog in college.. so HURRAY.. and bye Jac.. we don't need to tumpang ur blog to say hi to others anymore.

So wats up ...okie.. i'm bored.. just wanna say dat...I CAN BLOG... IN M FLOOR COLLEGE... yayayayayay..jealous??? hahaha


Byebye...

BUBU waterfall CONQUERED

It was 1145am, we left the 1st pit stop to waterfall, we stop many times along the way, cause its all way up. It was a tough track. We stayed focused, and continued climbing till around 1215pm, where we reached the 3rd pit stop, then we rest. We look up?and its all the way up again. We rest for 10minutes or so, making jokes, drinking tonnes of water to avoid dehydration. THe sweat is really coming out. And my legs were darn tired..
oK, So we walked from the 3rd pit stop, where everyone decides to turn back?.. we went up and up again. The road was less trodden?less walked?..less? i know..footsteps..haha..got it. The it was so QUIET..so so Quiet, we have to remain quiet, u know? THe jungle? Dangerous.. hmm.. so we passed the 4th pit stop, my fren fell quite sometimes, and we past the 5th.. and 6th never seem to appear, till like 30minutes. Then 1010 SIGN was rite there. And, here goes nothing. It wasn't that hard to climb d..so it took us 1hr and 10 minutes from 3rd stop to the waterfall.. the road? Goodness, slippery and steep..but it was challenging.. n i love challenges..

This is me, when i reached, i quickly went down.. Took OFF my muddy shoes and dump it in the water.. the water was cooling. Do i have to pay Tens of thousands to massage my body?? No.. just 2hrs of climb, n i get it free.. with calories burn too..wohoooo...

was the pic great?? i KNew it i knew it. Although the waterfall wasn't that huge?? But i felt so achieved!! ItS Like, you feel, nothing is impossible, cause, i use to think conquering bubu was .. a dream, but i made it..

We left the waterfall at 0235pm. The slope up was so steep, i think close to 90degrees.. so we climb, fell, climb fell and laugh all the way up, for 20 minutes, then the road is less difficult to encounter. It was so muddy muddy and muddy.. i couldn't be bothered avoiding those pools of muddy water, cause, am all wet and am full with mud. Michelle Says?... what an experience. Then, we climb non stop till we reach back the 3rd pit stop, and we rest for 15minutes.. its about 0345pm, we reached the 1st pit stop. And we tried a new track, it was faster, but there was a slope i fell twice, climbing on it. Slippery coz .. it rained twice. This was my shoe after i washed them. You should see my legs..

The Day of laughter&tears

I went genting.. on the 21st of Nov 06, THE 3rd time in year 2006. I didn't plan to get into the theme park, till my mum insisted. So.. at first..most of the thriller rides are closed. Of course, when they know Michelle's here.. they die die aso need to operate al the thriller rides.

So i sat on an elephant.Yes..elephant ride with my coussies and mum and uncle auntie..gosh.. i'm in dat elephant..stil young? I BET!!

I saw a signboard askin me to take a snapshot with the biggest coke in MALaysia..so..

This is the so called largest coke can in Malaysia.. ITS so far, i can't even zoom proplerly..2MP oni ma.. hmm..they are maintainin it somemore


Thats me with a smaller can of coke.. big enough for me to.. hAIL TO coke
Opz.. spelling error.. i noticed that from a far.. Tourists came starring at it. Sad? Mayb..

I bought a hamster.. for.. hmm..no need to mention.We named her MIlo..like Janice wanted..but Then she lasted only a week. She was found paralysed by me when i realized something went wrong when i was back from genting. Tuesday. ... she's breathing and not being able to move. I was so sad. Cause, what i want to do with her, cannot be done. Did she leave cause i'm giving her away?This is herpic Milo sleeping while eating cabbage.. mourning away..
Went to watch happy feet. It's very appealing to me cause the music, the dance the singing..and those cute lil baby penguin(heads onli) That was fantastic. And its a very educative movie. More i know of an Emperor Penguin.. With Yee Wah, Joyce and Mei Yan, everything was fun. Janice joined in the chat at a restaurant. So we talked 4 hours.. Non stop, lil here and there. And my parking was RM7. Goodness, luckily Joyce paid half. So nice of her.

Then brought, Yee Wah they all to my place's pasar malam. Made them all ate Chou taufu with me. Lolz.. With a condition tho. Everyone earns a secret from me. HAhaha.. Meiyan almost vomited altho her piece, was just.. 1.5CM square.. it was fun. Then, Mouline wants to go toilet, ending up in my house, we then talked and talked and talked till 1200am plus plus. It was a heart to heart talk session, and i was happy everyone shared something with the group.

Cant wait for another day.

What a day

The missing 10

The alarm clock woke me up from an uneasy sleep. I wasn’t able to sleep for the past few hours. And I’m very tired. But I told my god sis, I would go to school and wish them luck for their SPM ice breaking day. One of them broke the ice already. So I drove to school around 0645. The traffic was smooth coz its school holidays and the sky is still dark. Then, I took RM10 down and went into the canteen. I talked; talked and talked, till the teacher in-charged called the candidates for the prayer session.

Till the Teacher asked ‘Siapa Kehilangan wang?’ Then I start to recall about my RM10. I couldn’t find it anywhere. So the possibility of that siapa is me la… Then I approached the teacher. She shook her head and said ‘ Awak ni..dahla datang menyibuk. Hilang duit pun you. Opz.. sad??.. nope.. at least I got my RM10 back.

Then.. two hours of hot spring event and a very full and satisfying lunch starting to doze me off. When you feel really tired? Michelle says, go to sleep. So I reached home and slept till I heard someone crying superbly loud. I looked out the window, to the opposite, and found a car driving away from the house. Its my neighbour. As the huge four wheeled drive vehicle left, I saw a boy aged around 5 sitting on the car porch crying loudly. Smart as he is, he opened the gate and WALK TOWARDS His dad’s car, which’s already miles away.

That freaked me out man. The boy stopped right at the shoulder of the road, and he is inches away from the fast coming cars. One car, 2, 3,4 and more came flying past him, while he’s busy screaming and shouting for his dad. His sister, I suppose, around age 2-3, as in the size la; was in the house, calling her brother.

The boy is still on the road. And I got myself ready to get out to stop him. More surprisingly, the sister, opened the door, and came out. Woohw.. that really freaked me out. I ran down and opened the door, as fast as I could. Anything could have happened. Two houses away from theirs, the maid came out and start screaming to them to get in the house. I looked at the kids from across. Heart beating superbly fast, getting ready to tell em to get back. Well, I wasn’t the heroin of the day, but I thanked God that these kids are safe.

Parents nowadays, having difficulties to guard their own kids, and of all things they could do, they DIDN’T LOCK BOTH The gate and the door. After the freak out, its time for dinner. Went to a restaurant nearby my house and ate CRAB. The crab was fantastic. Now, I’m pampering my little belly. Like I’m pampering little MILo(my hamster). Then, I took my mum’s RM20 and went to a convenient store to get my credit, reloaded. Gave my sis the remaining RM10 and I took the one to buyla. Then, I immediately called my godsis, about SPM. So I was on the phone, and walking to the car, then, raining ma, so need to shelter my mum. Then, reach home, mum asked for her RM20. Then, I gave my RM10 and ask my sis for the remaining. And guess what.

She couldn’t find it. And it was my fault lo. Haih.. the RM10 is fated to be gone. So.. michelle says? Its ok. Not the IC, not the license. Its luck already. Now, I’m fat, sitting here..blogging away.

Beliefs

Something funny occured today. Am i suppose to be superstitous? Or shall i maintain my rational. Here goes. My dad's a buddhist, a very strong one too. That includes me.

Basically, a few mantras, in my hands. And sometimes i do think it works. Especially when i needed loads of help. Previously, i was approached by a few from other religions. Once? A christian told me, she gain confidence when she prayed to god. I have better life examples. My sis, is stronger because she got to know christ himself. She opened her heart to it.

Seeing indians, being punctured at their faces with long sharp sticks. And unbelievably, no stains of blood, not even a hole on their faces.

I always respected other religions. And i always, if given a chance want to explore more of their culture. But in my own opinion. I believe, all religion comes to one aspect. Faith.

When you have faith in your religion, you believe them. You practice the culture and the methods, because you believed it helps. I meditate. Because i believe it helps me to relief myself.

You see, many people converting from one religion to another. Are they betraying their true self religion? NO!This is because man have their brains to choose and justify which to believe. And when they found their faith in one thing? They will stick to it.

Everything is the same. Is just a matter on, how you wish to see it, and how you want yourself to believe it. When humans believe on something? They tend to neglect other judgements. At times rather defensive too. This is because we choose not to change our perspectives in certain things.

As an example, you believe that by doing good, you'll end up in heaven. Not all think that way? Christinity would say that only by asking for divine forgiveness, you'll unite with God. Buddhism mentions that, one has to end their suffering of their past karma, to achieve enlightenment. Hinduism, believe in reincarnation, and their purpose of life is to attain moksha.

At the end of the day, it still ends in the humans hands,mind. Which we choose to believe, and what faith we have in. I still think that, one should believe in themselves, no matter what religion you are, do good, find your purpose in life. Have strong faith in what you believe and stay happy and cheerful alwayz.

It is difficult to find someone who thinks exactly like you. Who believes things like you do. For those who differ from others, it is not that you're odd, and you need a change of thinking. But rather understand others, knowing the difference and intergrate. You dont' need to change,but be open, and accept others. Unity doesn't only happens because you share common thoughts,but because of intergrating and tolerating each other.

Have faith in what you believe, whether its superstitous or not. It doesn't matter. Many claimed their religion help them in respective ways. Don't doubt, look for the picture,look in the picture.

Judge as an outsider, don't comment if unneccesary. Be what you want and do good. Think good.

Love hates

A call from the hospital got Andrea anxious. She tried contacting Rachel but couldn’t get through. Finally, she decided to go to her dorm. After many times of knocking, Rachel opened the door with one hand on the phone. She’s laughing so happily. Andrea knew who was on the line with her, its Pete. She signalled Rachel to cut off the line. Rachel did as told. Giggling away, Rachel asked what happened. Rachel fell unconscious when Andrea broke the news. John is dead.

....He felt her presence as he touches the bench. He remembered those days when Rachel and he have long chats and laughter, teasing each other. Thinking about it, 7 years had past, those schooling days reminded him about his arrogance and low self esteem. It was Rachel who motivated him, through sadness and challenges he faced, supporting him always. “Don’t worry John; you’re able to make it through. I’ll always be here for you”, said Rachel in a comforting tone…

He wheeled himself towards the classroom. Still the same old painting, with extra spider webs on the top edges. The blackboard isn’t there anymore, replaced by whiteboard. Entering the class, the atmosphere is so quiet; he can hear his wheelchair tilting the motor blades. He then went around the class, a little disturbed expression on his face, as if he’s looking for something. He stopped just right there, next to the window, and he smiled as he reaches for the chair. They were engraftments, disrupted due to long usage of the chair. But it is still visible, the words; John hearts Rachel forever.

John wipes his tears away as he pushes himself out the classroom. He knows everything is gone. He misses those days when he and Rachel strive through teenage life and nothing beats the courage of care and love between them. Anthony came to aid him towards the car park. He frowns as he struggled to stand the sudden chest pain. Anthony immediately hand him the painkillers. He swallowed hard and breathed loudly. The pain reduced. Although only 24, John felt that he’s helpless.

Diagnosed with lung cancer terminal stage, he knew his days are ending soon. Severe hair loss made him look like an old man. The radiotherapy prolonged his lifespan, but it made him weaker day by day. ‘Why John? Why can’t you leave me alone? I have enough of you!’ these words left John into depression again. He had never thought of hurting Rachel, never thought of making her feeling agitated.

to be continued...

So I copyrighted the photos and screens

OOO... i went to tsaeeeesss..blog.. and found this cute thing... hahaha...

I think its kinda true to one of our darlings. iTS so similiar.. the tummy especially, introducing the fat gal in my group of GALFRENS... its NANA, the SARA from PP..

Weeee

“Please put down your pen, the time is 11.” Should I consider it a relief for the finals has ended and my 2weeks holiday will be starting from now? I doubt.. I had did badly in this semester’s exam, and I realized, I couldn’t do much for its my own fault for not concentrating.

Some of my friends told me, I’m more cheerful lately. Have I finally let go of my past and decided to move on? I would say YES! But I’ll still be keeping that feeling in me. For if its easy to erase? I wouldn’t have gone through that 7months of pain, and questions.

As I pile up myself with questions, I’d realize you can’t force things to happen. Although you have the power to initiate it to happen, but at the end of the day, it still depends to the mighty, whether or not he wants it to happen. Fate is the word.

FFK my friends invitation for a fondue dinner, at Hartamas, as usual, me the FEI KEI WONG, but then, not that I don’t want to go, but no transport to get me home safely. Sorry dudes. I can tell you I would like to give it a try, its my first time, but I can also tell you, I’m a lil lazy, and as usual, when all this excuses piled up, it would be a NO! haha..really sorry zhi muis

What’s coming in the next two weeks. I wouldn’t want to look forward, for I see things happen without prior notice, without proper preparation, within this year. But, in my heart, I still hope that things will go well, and sad things will fade away.

Watch the covenant d… smuggled in a can of coke and 2 packets of chips into the cinema. Well, that’s michelle’s instinct. And I didn’t feel guilty at all. Sin again. But rules are meant to be broken anyway. The show was kinda nice, a “bit” aspect of fiction in it; (it reminded me about dragon balls kamekameha.), but it’s cool to have those eyes, turning black with a fiery start and of course jumping of the cliff and land SAFELY.. if only I’m part of the Ipswich family. And wait a minute, are girls allowed to inherit those magic powers. 1st thing I would do, change my results. Haha.. all HDs… then I’ll be so happy.

Dreams do motivate people, they actually made me happier too. Basically, I miss those days, when we had our times. I’m planning something soon. And I hope, people can make it there.

I myself am more opened, although at times certain feelings and emotions and actions, I can’t control unleashing it. So, what happens? michelle hurts her love ones, and she’ll start apologizing non stop again. Btw, the apologies are sincere.

when Look into this world, my greed made me stay for I want to grab all the opportunities I have, and making my dream a reality is always a motivation. Many things that is beyond my control, I’ll just give a smile and say, I’ve tried, I’d did my part, I’d given what I could, and as long I’m happy with it.. michelle says, no harm sacrificing and it’s part of growing up.

Hiking day

On the 5th Nov 2006, after another long sleep and lazying around, 1230 struck and its time for me to go for my 1st hill climbing activity at cuepacs bukit wangsa..
Basically, short pants, water, and a face towel.. and off we go..

Well, thats me climbing up, using the string to support my heavy body.. That aunty bag belonged to my mother..wait.. BELONGS to my mother, coz it was never mine,and its always hers... i help her take only..hiao ka bu xi, want to bring bag,dun12 carry,, eh...it rhymes..
Well, ,after 30minutes of limb, about another 100metres to the 1st pit stop, urm, my mum said she wants to go down. Meaning?? I have to accompany her. Refuse to give up at 1st.. but then have to guard her down right? Filial piety i call. Haha.. but then on the way down was the worst. Cause we have to climb back up, down up down to reach the opposite of peak. Kaki bukit..wateva its called in english. I ask my mum to get a helicopter to carry me down and yes.. endurance level= 0, stamina=0.. and yes, mum rockz coz she's faster den me.

Was bugging my sis to help me take the pic with the waterfall, but we oni made it with the water..
Alright.. my sis ask me to get on the big tree trunk.. i wanted to stand on it, but looking over it, its few hundred metres down, a big big deep deep cliff. so coward michelle says? Leanin would b fine...

Basically the day ended with much calories gone, and no studying at all, although tomorrow's finals day.I'm making it as a weekly thing to build up my leg force and stamina.. and actually, i'm planning this activity with my secondary school frens and college friends too. Y? Coz its close to nature, i like. y? Coz you can feel d breeze..i like. Y? Cause you spend more time bonding on the friendship catching up with the latest gossips, then watching movie? And having lunch in a restaurant. .DEFINITELY preferred, haha... picnic at waterfall..

Thoughts

1. At 1st I thought I was graduating in year 2009, when kylie said, I’m suppose to graduate at age 22. I was so offensive, but then we decided to calculate together la. So it comes to a fact that, yes, michelle has really low capabilities in calculation recently. Basically I’ll be graduating Feb 2010. Well, that’s it. My stupidity has been proved.
   
   When I was walking home yesterday after the bus ride from the LRT station, I kept thinking about the conversation I had with my college friend in business school today. Well, again, I manage to discover, a lot of things, I myself need to understand on human behaviour and its consequences.
   
   I myself am a very emotional person, just that I tend to have it hidden in me. I’m loud, noisy and talkative, but not really much of them know the ‘IN’ me I had. Apart from that, it seems almost impossible that I can reveal myself so much in front of my college friend.
   
   Well, most of the topics were about principles of life, both of us were trying to agree on certain things that we brought out are due to a story behind a person.
   
   I would like to quote Queen’s saying in this. I remembered myself telling her that I’m complicated and don’t try to understand me, for I’ll instead make you go NUTS. She said something that made me think a long way and agree with her statement. She uttered, Michelle? I don’t have to understand your character, or understand you. I only need to know.
   
   I go blank, the dictionary in my brain was trying to differentiate know and understand. Without flipping through the dictionary, my definition of know is, having to realize the ones acts or behaviour and not further doubt on the cause and consequences. Understand would be having to analyse why is a person acting like that and having questions in mind to fully understand the whole thing.
   
   In short, knowing is just outside the box, understanding includes the thing inside the box. Accepting is another aspect. Sometimes, I believe most of us tend to have dozens of question marks, asking ourselves questions like, why is that person acting like that, how on earth can this kind of people exist in this world and what can we do about it.
   
   Michelle’s Principle in Social life
   
   1.You always concentrate on the strengths of your friends that will improve your life
   2.Accepting a person’s weaknesses is vital, as it also meant forgiveness
   3.When you’re with a friend, you concentrate on the relationship, not the person
   4.Every person’s character has a story behind it, don’t judge without seeing the overall picture
   5.Do not judge a person’s character. If you do, accept what you don’t agree on, for they are beings that differs from others, you too.
   6.When you dislike one’s character, you mentioned what you dislike and do not further elaborate. Anything more than that is backstabbing.
   7.No one is perfect, one is always have something different from two. God made it that way for us to create mutual benefit. We are here to compensate each other.
   8.Live righteously, releasing the anger and pain is important, but play with words, for they are sharper than knife
   9.Confronting is the best way to avoid misunderstandings. But, do it in a comforting and not defensive way
   10.When having problems, always share with a person. For that person is always able to see things from a larger view, accept peoples point of view. You know when you’re in the situation, you tend to be selfish.
   
   Towards the end, I realize, I actually couldn’t let go certain things from my life. Well, looks like I have to live with it, adapt to eat, and stay happy with whatever I have. Be contented of what you have, but also have dreams and work for better future.

Another Yum Cha event

me& my granddaughter..sharon

(carmen&laili) (karpo,me,sharon,carmen&laili)

it was a call to get everyone to stephen's corner(steven's corner)Well, kena shoot, cause spelt it wrongly.Sigh, so particular for what la.. understand d ma.

It was raining, i was 5 minutes late. Cannot make it. once i reach, i was honoured with words of Fei Kei wong.. WHOA... den kena bombarded by all HISTORY events THAT earned me that title.

There was 8 of us, one left superb early. I was there oni for 10mins, she left. Arghhh.. then we chatted till about 1 hour plus. Planning the next outing. As usual, they again reinforced that i should make it happen for i'd been sending planes to them. Haih.. cannot make it

Around 5 something, after getting gin sim;s car tyres fixed, we went to carmen's house, And talk talk talk talk talk talk talk.. till 11++ that's like 6 hrs and more.. goodness. Besides some catching ups, also managed to grab some nice songs from my friends hps.. Cool

Really miss them. Yesterday was all heart to heart talk. Its like us again, doing all those stuffs.. goodness. I'll be getting my focus on the next outing, MAKE IT HAPPEN n shut their mouth. For blaming me to FFk everytime. Basically that's all le. Had lots of fun tho

Personality test

Well, i was reading Tsae's blog.. and i click on d click where she click on her friends blog and found myself something.. that is quite true and not quite true..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.(so me) You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(same like yunnies)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (goodness, didn't tbhis strike me b4?)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.(reminds me of genting:my hiao hiaoness) The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. (that is so not true)But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady in
come. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Well at times i put a strong shell upfront..

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. Not to forget, i'm egoistic, pathethic sarcarstic and often harsh and crude on my words..

Blogging

Torns teaches us things, being hurt and never to get involve d same way again..But, will our heart prevent us from doing so or do we stick with it even we know its painful..


When you realise the sun is setting, you would hope that one day it would end, or do you hope that the moment will last forever??

At times, when you know it has set, but tomorrow the sun rises again, setting a new day, a new beginning..but how sure tmr is better than today?


Sometimes, your heart so fiery, your determination increased, the passion's there..but will it LAST?


Sometimes, your heart felt icy, at times feeling like giving up everything... when all things you tried didn't pay..


No one knows how you feel, humans are born with feelings.. no confession? No understanding.. left with a heart crying away..


It hurts sometimes when you aren't able to tell someone you realy love them alot, 1 rose in the hand, but a face that showed failure..

Got my mouse today.. and also a pendrive interesting?? That costed me RM90

Genting

Sorry people.. I have promised Michelle to help her to upload some photos she took in Genting and i have been delaying it. Sorry Mic! Let me write this post for u as a punishment. Lol! Ok, so here goes the photos.. Enjoy~

These are our prom night tickets with the theme "Frozen in Time". Good work done by SC, even the tickets gave us the "winter feeling" and it was freaking cold inside the ballroom. There was THIS GIRL who even hold SOMEONE's hand in order to keep HER hands warm. Ngek ngek.. So hiao la that girl. So, guess who's that GIRL. *evil grin*

Nice roses eh? =)

As usual, the six gals in a gang. From left : Daphne, Queen a.k.a Nana, Lisa, Tsae Yun, Michelle and Tze Ming
Six of us, AGAIN. =D
Photos express our feelings and this photo expresses our joy.
Sue, Michelle and Ashleigh
Both jungle people were trying to eat flowers they saw in Genting.Michelle's favourite place - The Arcade. Showing her pro-ness in dancing. Hehe..
Michelle was carrying Queen. And Daphne was acting cute? Lol. Nice pic, though.. =)
Imitating Titanic, Jack and Rose. Jack was having somekind of.. face problem here? XD
Last but not least, a photo before we really left Genting. This photo was took in the cable car..

P/S : I'm not Michelle posting but someone sent by God to help her here. ;) Try to guess who am i and i hope u all enjoy this post. All the best~ :)