~ :: footsteps of my life:: ~

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Moment in time

Have you ever ponder, that there's a moment, you met someone so close to your heart.. of the same values, of the same music beliefs...

That someone, who understands you, maybe... that someone is you.. a reflection of yourself. Your soulmate.

A weird feeling it seems, cause you will at the same time know that, you're not his/her cup of tea.

You don't seek for common grounds, they unveil naturally. You don't have to list, for it comes to mind, by accident. Is this fate?

It take not much time to fall in love, but how many have you truly loved.

Attraction, infactuation affection..comes so fast, but if weren't kept.. it'll soon dissolve

So where does love comes in..

so where does love comes in..

Love is a gift. For love usually comes unconditionally.. and love usually comes unexpected. Till you truly love..

till you truly love

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Choosing your attitude

Choosing your attitude,

I’d share with some of my mates today…

On the phrase I’d posted in the previous post

“There’s always a choice about the way you do your work, even there is not a choice about the work itself”
there was a comment.

“Shouldn’t it be, us reacting to the change, like circumstances made me act like that.”

That was the call, I gave an example from FISH!

Well, you would say, if you’re driving, then there’s a car that cuts you in front. There you are, all frustrated, and curse and honk maybe even show a gesture. And you would say, if the car have not cut you (jump queue) you wouldn’t have acted as such. You can’t control it.

Hmmm… lets bring the situation to a place where people there are tougher, say, a more notorious area, with more gangsters. Would you act similarly?

CHOOSE YOUR ATTITUDE

so you decide who you want to be at work, today. What you want to be when you're working, driving, talking ... a thought to ponder

Thursday, May 28, 2009

bLOGGING TIME

And so, i'm free.. for a day or two.. at max..

And my honey told me to go tengok her blog today. Cause I am in it.. so I went. I read read read.. don't have..

then she gave a clue.. last para last para. So i went down to last para (btw, her post super long can)

Alright I was reading. and yea!she wrote about me. For giving her a whole new level of experience ( and it sounded so wrong at this point of time) .. when watching movies in cinema with me.

Just cause I laugh at horror movies, and be very silly and dramatic at funny ones.. and then she mentioned that i'm a good companion. Without hesitation, she even said, it was nice to lie on my shoulder ( i would take that as an indirect implication to whisper that I have flabby arms)

HAAHAHAHAHA.. so i screw her, and she said she never thought so, so I apologised!!

And oh, reading the book by the title FISH!

At the first chapter, it mostly mentioned how this recent widowed lady, Mary is going through her toughest time in her life, having to be transferred into an almost DEAD department (as it is back office)

And it made me think a while. "The grass is always greener on the other side" Well this phrase is such a cliche isn't it?..

I believe, no matter what job you are in, everything will turn into routines. even traveling, even meeting people, the most exciting job you think you have in the world, you will soon be bored with it. Cause people just get bored.

And just to add salt into the wound, the environment got worst. People are not helping out. They either didn't bother, or they ruined things up! So there you go, sitting inside your cubicle/desk/in your manager room thinking.. what am i doing here? and why is it so hard to change/influence and turn them to something different. As you drained yourself with these negative impacts, you realised it is not making any difference.

And all you get is your boss, asking you to solve it, and then your boss becomes a part of the problem!! wakakakaa (yea, something to laugh at huh?).. So it got you more depressed, and you would want to bring down the entire office building with a nuclear bomb, as you watch from the outside, and grinned evilly .. just for what they are doing to you, or maybe, just for what you FELT they were doing to you.

ahahaha.. sounds familiar huh? It kicks me in my ass, cause I feel the same way too at times. And then, there's a solution.

and here's a good quote to ponder from that book:

" There's always a choice about the way you do your work, even if there is not a choice about the work itself"

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I know i hadnt been blogging for quite some time.. Almost a month now..

But I just settled all my assignments. Not to mention, its more work for club and events coming right before my finals, then my finals then only 2 weeks break (in which i'm going to fully utilize it by resting) since 10km marathon is just 1 week away before my break (leg break, everything also break)

i will update some photos, meanwhile do wait. I have a long naggy philosophical post coming up. lOL... alot of things is happening lately. If you can catch up with my facebook. you'll see why I can't have time to blog (besides spending the 80% of my total free time sleeping)

Anyway, ManU against Barce tonight. This will determine if I'm wearing MANU jersey tomorrow or not..wkakaak..we shall see..

Jeeee.. a quote to ponder:

" If you're waiting for miracles to happen, you'll be forever waiting" Reach out, and fall beyond your comfort zone, and bewildered with the opportunities you find, and they are coming to you"

Monday, May 18, 2009

My new smart pen

Dear all, due to certain issues, i am still trying to figure out how to upload the audio along with the pages. Hmm.. i would say this pen is fantastic. next update would also be about smart pen. lol.. my new toy and i'm loving it :D

my first smart pen
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Sometimes, its always easier to blame other people. Why? Cause if you realise that it is your fault or mistake, you'll take it hard yourself. Feeling guilty, feeling unhappy, feeling angry and upset.

That is why you blame others. But I can't. Today, somehow I felt angry at myself for not doing my best when I know I could (yes, I know i'm being hard on myself again)...

People come and tell you, you'll be fine, that you need a life and all.. very true. I do agree that.

But I just feel like getting emotional ( I know since I ever blogged, I'd shown the emo side of me more often, some could almost not believe that I have problems got a shock reading my posts)

I've gotta feel this, for life has a balance. Disappointments, failures, mistakes, are those that made me learn, grow, mature, and have gratitude to things that I can achieve.

These also made me feel less superior towards other people, and I learn to speak to a friend, to chat and to listen. I like being around people, making them laugh.. and when i'm back home, with loved ones, and close friends, and my other half, i'm quiet, i'm cool.. i'm different.. (why has it gone to this area, i also don't know)

I have alot of things in mind (like my unfinished tutorial, like my advertising assignment grade, like my t-shirt meeting tomorrow, like my malacca trip next week, like my club stuff, like my options after graduation).. arghhh..so much to do..so less time.

Blasting jordin sparks "one step at a time" in my room now.. hmmm.. i need tranquility.
Will switch to classics after I wash up for bed..

There's always no turning back, only a "no more next time" or do better next time. So, end todays misery today, and start a brand new day tomorrow. perhaps the next minute. Grief and detach.. laws of attraction. Cannot let today affect tomorrow. chillax .. says tigger.

Kla..chilling now