~ a little note ~

When the intention to stay is wrong, most likely the inner self will not respond to it…

If it ain’t what you want, even the ego side of you says that YOU NEED TO PROVE SOMETHING, that you’re not as such person.. that you can do better than what people concluded on your work.. your inner self will not respond to it

So when it is considered that your intention is right? That you’re happy doing it?

It’s like giving a call to your girlfriend giving them a surprise outside her house?
It’s like cooking your boyfriend breakfast
It’s like playing with your pets
It’s like winning a computer game
It’s like having a fun night out with your friends

It’s just doing it, not for someone, not cause of someone, not cause of anything

It’s cause you feel like doing it, its like craving.. you feel like having kfc wedges (actually that’s really my craving for now =P ) And the satisfaction you get after eating those wedges. The joy in you.. ( although it is FATTENING)

When you’re willing to do something, when you’re feeling like doing something, cause you want to do it, and there’s no other reason behind it, when you accomplish the task, the serenity in you was different from what you’d experience..

It’s like… a relief, a satisfaction, a joy, “the inner peace”

Isn’t the secret fantastic? Go grab one now, reminiscence and fine peace within yourself, within the secret…

Do you realise that each time when you think about something that you don’t want, for example, a fight with your partner, family, maybe scoldings from your boss, maybe a scratch on your car, maybe a bad grade for your studies… all these, frustrates you, all these sucks your energy from within.. and you realise you get weaker by the day, and things will get worst..

So why feel unhappy, and make yourself feel worst, when the situation itself is not worth worrying about, cause its done.. rather seek solutions, and think about what you want to do, remember, think good, speak good, and feel good about things

Think think, have a tinkle.. ask yourself if you’re at most peace when you’re you, when you do what you want, when you think what you want,

When you think about owning your dream house/man/car (how you feel) great isn’t it?
When you think about getting a PSP perhaps Iphone (how you feel?)

Desire creates energy, but don’t just think, feel yourself having it, savouring the pleasure, and work your actions to it. The power of mind and feelings, when combine is the power of secret… then, you will, with your own thoughts and actions brings what you .want to you

The sense of L.O.N.G.I.N.G,

dESPERATEEEEEEE

hAHAHAH...but i don't think I want it enough

BOYS?
BF?
MONEY?

NOOOO

its WORK

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Today the entire marketing team is having their monthly meeting I suppose
So i peeped.. ( i know its ethically inappropriate, but you have to understand that I'M DESPERATE to be in there)

I see graphs, and charts... I guess their doing product performance and FY09's marketing activity planning! OMG

If only i'm inside.. IF ONLY...

Then i'll learn! Sigh.. What kinda intern I got myself into

Perhaps I didn't want IT ENOUGH
I need to want it MORE
INSIDE... now spending te 1st two hours at work..EMO-ING... wanting to be inside

Took 3 days leave!!! Hmmm... new years coming..planning holidays as well!!!...yay..

The Dayyy when you R.E.A.L.I.S.E

Thans sj (shien jean) for the support =) ..take care in Manchester..

Fuh!!!

Sometimes, people get very obssessed, with their intention... all i did was for you, (without bothering if its good or bad) People get the right intention (save the family, make money for the family, earn for the family) but they might not do the right thing (steal, kill or any other crimes)

To them, they are blinded by their intention..

Humans have 2 options:
Doing things right
Doing the right thing

How this apply? (don't know if i'd repeated it but hell, its my blog.. lol!! i feel like being philosophical today)

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Hmm, doing the right thing and doing things right, sounds confusing.. ei? Isn't it the same? you may ask...

some do the right thing, with the wrong way, huh? how can it be right and wrong at the same time?
.. perhaps..you are studying.. (its the right thing for a student) but last minute work, getting tips , copying other work is the wrong way...

..perhaps.. you wanna educate/teach/protect someone, but not allowing that someone to understand, hiding that someone from the truth, or even brainwashing them is the wrong way..

So, its not just bout having the right intention is important..but rather, doing it the right way is important..

So its not bout making the right decision, its about making the right decision at the right time. Alan Mcgirvan says in positive minutes... it is better to make the wrong decision at the right time, then to make the right decision at the wrong time..

Now where have i got myself diverted..weren't we talking bout the right thing and things right?.. lol

We need both, we need to have the RIGHT intention and do the right thing .. and use the right way...

Although i'm not practicing it.. so *coughs* lesson for the day ends here.. :D

Today, i kena lash at something i wasn't at fault at.. lol what language. I was trying to say, I should be more understanding, when after holidays workload piles and being stressed up is kinda normal. But I feel very unhappy when I became the victim twice, even when I try to understand.. hmm, but all well ends well.. the matter subsided and.. we were colleagues again!!!.. =P

Tired... and i can't surf in the office, cause the laptop was reformated.. omg.. and I couldn't get queen or mun mun.. their mobile says the same thing "the number you have dialed is not in service" omg they kena kidnap?...

Aih.. jan tan dumped me and went cameron! I mean, without me..hahahaha.. she didn't dump me la.. i wasn't hers also :P

SHAN IS back in spore with buddy. New year is coming.. 21st birthday year.. meaning..HOR PAO CHUIN LUNG TIME..somemore m going holiday.. omg.. kung seiiiii..hahahahahaha... hope you all understand if my present get a little KEDEKUT yea.. :P

I think i should zz now.. before I fall asleep at my workstation and become a laughing stock again (like what happened today, discovered by colleagues - caught redhanded sleeping omg.. thank god i didn't snore, and thank god, it wasn't my boss, tho he's just seated RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME :p )

Long post.. nights

Pictures on sky trex here
http://www.broken-string.net/
sky trex

Updates.. New year this year round was fun! Countdown then impromptu sky trex event till steamboat and PLENTY of monopoly rounds!!!! wwakakaka.. and I made Lai Shan bancrupt!!wakakakakakakak


Pictures up tonight.. office cannot read my memory card tak tau kenapa... or you can opt for ah fongs blog.. that's if she had upddated :D