Not going my way..

Just when i thought that this April is a great month for me to change my focus

Just when i thought i am the luckiest girl in the world.. being able TO go, everything that I ever wanted to.

I was so excited, i'm (now WAS) able to attend the Rotary Youth Leadership Awards (RYLA) this coming april. It has been my long gone dream to attend it, meeting people. And i got to know some big GUNS are going also. Trust me.. i know that BIG gun. he's my idol

Then it was celine dion concert.. I wanted to go so much, i started filling forms, joining contests for better worth tickets and and and i even bought tickets already for the show..

Then i'm taking my advance course in diving. Can't wait.. everything planned

It would be a busy week for me in april. Everything nicely plan. And that's when i start to worry.. my assignments are all packed before during and after that 2 weeks.. i was getting too stressed up and was doubting if i should be involved in all these activities or not...

That's when THE UNIVERSE is starting to answer my THOUGHTS.

thE 1st NO came for RYLA camp. I got so irritated by the fact that There are NO space left and I wasn't registered in it. But i applied ONE MONTH ago. How could i possibly not get a space in it?
I am angry...

The 2nd NO was CELINE dion concert.. Getting so excited that i bought the tickets and its happening in a week's time... Celine fell sick and the organiser postponed the concert to APRIL 13 and THAT CLASHES with my diving trip. I was so mad cause i was all up and excited about the concert and i'd been waiting for this day. ( my crave for her was more than the CAMP)

ARGHHHHHHHHHH... now that i'm trying to get a refund for my tickets i bought for RM158. i don't even know if i'm able to get a refund or not. WTF... and worst is, i got all my friends to join me. End up i can't go... was thinking of postponing the camp but my diving buddy purposely took leave to go with me.

I'm not happy. 3 EVENTS i planned 2 failed miserably.. Why is this happening..

Got a few friends who are interested into buying the tickets from me but they are yet to confirm

For those who are interested to go CELINE dion concert FOR me on april 13 stadium merdeka 8pm. Kindly email me mywaicheng@gmail.com. I'm selling em (-) RM3 processing fee. i have few tickets with me.

Now, i'm thinking about questions i myself couldn't answer. i know, it is ok. there's always another time. Isn't it better? You have more time to complete your assignments. That was my inner self talking to me the past few days.

This can't be happening. The secret is HAPPENING to me... arghhhh.. gotta start my day so the secret would act accordingly..

Whats the secret? Its a good book, good dvd that the content had been practiced by great people ,einstein, newton, and a few more i forgot.

WTFFFFFF... i really dislike the feeling larrrrrrrrrrrr... Anyway.. i'll get over it.

ohya, went to ZOUK last friday and pics would be up sooonnnnn... lazy to upload as usual.

TOODS..having class

What happened?Q

basically uni resumed 3weeks ago, busy busy meeting up with people and and and assignments and tests all due next week..WTFFFFFFFFF..

so mum went giant to buy groceries.. she bought a carlton of packet drinks home.. MANGO by MARIGOLD, mum's and janice's favourite..hahahaha..so i am the KULI to unload the stuff from the car..and i found out that the CARLTON of packet drinks kena terrorised.. hahah..

initially its a 4 x 6 packs of packet drinks, each of em wrapped in a plastic, and den the 4 will be placed in a box and then wrapped again in a plastic

To my SUPRISE THERE'S 3 holes in 3 different packet drinks, that went through the plastic that wraps the 4 x6 and the plastic that wraps the 6 packets to gether.. haha.. BOCOR wor.. then i take out the plastic.. to find out that the Packet drink that kena CUCUK lubang one.. SUDAH EMPTY Wo..how?..lol.. GIANT very geng lar..like dat also can happen. .imagine.. 3 from each carlton.. haha.. wonder how THIRSTY dey are lor...
mum was angry, and she scolded me for laughing..lol she say "mai kuai zhor la" i was like..hahahahahaha... i SALUTE GIANT workers man!!!

That was basically what happened yesterday.. today.. today friday ma.. hahaha.. I went back to SAB to collect my UNWANTED cert.. hahaha.. then meet up with friends. got to know mel is also going for RYLA..gud..got friends there.

Then went to starhill find EWA..and do what? BUY CELINE DION CONCERT TICKETS LOR.. YAY!!!FINALLY.. got the tickets zor.... hahahahaha.. altho its the cheapest lar.. hahaha..but I can go see her very happy lor.. altho i DOUBT can see her.. terlalu lalu jauh d.. however, i'm still tryiing very hard to win tickets for her concert. lol..hahahaha.. so i can get upclose personal with her..yay.. i'm going

SI "MILLION" suruh i beli untuk dia dulu...pastu kita bertiga pergi sama sama.. LEONG LAISHAN..pergi mou?..cepat la..the more the merrier..hahhahahahahahahahaha.. happy happy happy..very happy.. BUT I STILL WANNA WIN THE TICKETS

after that, headed home, took a 2hour nap and went out to.. JPJ to renew my 1day expired P license.. SUDAH.. naik PANGKAT..tak pernah kena saman b4..hahah. clean 2yrs record..geng lehh!!! so proud.. anyway.. went to the counter, then the following situation follows:

JPJ : you mau renew berapa lama?
Me : Boleh renew berapa lama?
JPJ: you suka lar..
Me: Macam itu 3 tahun lar
JPJ: RM90 please?
Me: ( dulanneed) wtf.. no cash in wallet ..den ar.. 2 tahun lar
JPJ: RM60 please? ( she aso dulaned d)
Me: Oh.. RM30 setahun yea?..i tak bawak cash lar.. Renew 1 year onli la macam itu
JPJ: DULAN DULAN DULAN..
mE: damn freaking embarassed..

Anyway..got it done. but hey.. i didn't know have to pay so much one lor.. mum din tell me, friends din tell me.. well.. i didn't ask.. hahaha.. i tot it was free.. ( yes i know i'm stupid) i don't like good friday.. last year's g fri i was embarassed at a crowd of 100 over.. on a stage stupid f1..
today i was embarassed by a dulan-ed jpj officer...lol.. what a bad day huh..

haha.. still m happy i naik pangkat.. *drum rolls* hahahaha... (immediately took out the p sticker from the car, tak sabar sabar)


ahahaha.. forgot to blog bout this.yesterday managed to meet up with Chai Ling ( stpm 4pointer) and ching choo ( 3.92) ahaha..geng right they all? so proud lor ..so proud. hahah..and also another 2 straight a level student haha ( YW and LS) and aso.. got to know finally si "million" got a scholarship to study her degree in psychology.. very happy and also angry at her.. tomorrow yum cha she'll kena scolding from me d.. 'ban leon" was the oni Torn among the roses.. hahaha.. and he looked funny doing the WOW thinge..hahaha..

happy 10 of us.. laugh laugh laugh non stop at old town.. TELL YOU ALL AR.. NEVER GO OLD TOWN EAT LOR.. because

1. PORTION sudah shrink ALOT..

2. Food also not very nice

3. Price increase like shit.

4. No standardise pricing one lor.. subang one curry me 5.50 (effing expensive and not nice) and then the cheras one (5.80) fcuK.. cheras flour more expensive one izit.. EXPLOITATION.. waaa...

lets strike.. no more old town kopitiam.. not worth it.. .. so expensive.. drink aso so expensive.. SAME WITH STATION ONE lar..hahahahah.. station one.. the NASI LEMAK ITS 9.90 wtf... hahaha and then the drinks all 3.80 and above.. how can dey charge dis kind of price AND YET..

AND YET PEOPLE STILL GO LEHHHHHH!! but station one food beta then kopitiam la.. more worth it.. hahaha..their steaks also ok la.. reasonable price..CANNOT accept their drinks price oni..somemore got TAX..wtf.. this people earning 500% profit margin.. kita tak tahu leh.. hawker sell RM3.50 a bowl of curry mee also earn 200% margin.. this is terrible.. my parents don't print money one lor..hahahaha..

tHATs why, how hardworking aso no point, be business man..especially in food industry ..cause the price will only increase and nver falls.. and you don't see people giving discount on food during mega sale or christmas sale or 20th anniversary sale or etc..hahaha... so lets all quit studies go sell pan mee.. waaa.. sure untung one lor.. fCuk...study so hard for what.. cause of pride.. haiz...

LOL..kla.. i'll stop cursing d...gtg study.. 2 exams and assignments next week..and i hadn't started any..**&#*%&#*^%@#

Coleection was 30 k..

Wow..

we raised RM30K for Vision home on Sundays event. isn't that great.. thats very close to our target..

sadly.. i didn't go..due to personal matters..

But hey.. thats a great achievement. i'm so happy..

opzzzz..its RM13K..

ahaha
not30.. but itss still great

It was this much that i wanted to say.. but chose not to reveal myself, as i'm already feeling better after tears complaints. I owned my feelings,brought myself to d deepest place. Now its time to handle it

I feel so lost, i don't know who to lean on. It has always been myself..
Now i'm feeling better...

dear old friend

I'm sad to see her sad..

I don't know why.. still very concerned.. lol

Although no longer close, but i'm happy that i still get to share abit ..

THinking back, lost my best friend for close to 2half years now..

No longer being sensitive and negative

but it seems that i missed her being friends.. jz friends with me..nt even besties

If only someone knows how to appreciate her. THen she'll smile..

Sigh..

Take care girl, its a tough road ahead.. but no one said its going to be easy. all d best..

Recalled the year 2000 when Mel wrote me a poem and published it on the school magazine.. with my name as a title, that was the 1st best friend i eva had..and it didn't went on well. she was sad, i was mad.. she didn't know why.. i didnt want to explain.

It got pretty funny when sengyu brought up the issue last weekend, and we were all laughin at ourselves back then. so happy to still being able to keep in touch with my old friends.

i;d known sengy, wern, lai, for years.. ks, pmk.. and many others too.. and we are still friends and can still hang out..that's the best part.

I hate losing friends.. i love keeping em. but its nt only my effort, sometimes, the other party have to take effort too

Its the 8th year.. to most of my SAB friends and we're doing well.. hope to be friends till forever.

signing off..
michellee

CELINE DION CONCERT

Effing far ..but i can only afford that price..

now that i see the sitting plan, macam d 488 above one..really long lor.. last time i enter from gate 4, which is also jauh

now gate 3 and d stage is opposite
lagi jauh

but sure alot ppl one eer
so beta buy early..

MUM, CAN I GO TO THE CONCERT.. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
PLEASE LET ME GO, SO EWA WIL GO SO YIHUA WIL GO SO ERINA WILL GO.. SO SO SO SO MUCH SO THAT, I CAN GOOOOOO

start bugging her ald.. RM158 here i come.. (haha..sori dude goota miss May trip for that) lol..

BIMBOOS

WAAA

so proud of you girls lerr... really, you girls guys everyone did great job in STP.. hope that you'll get what you want ler.. choose the right path yea..

don't worry bout what you can't get
but worry about what you cant give.. hahahaha

be strong peeps.. its nt d end.. and that .. its reli different outside..

I still love you all.. very muchie CONGRATULATIONS for those who scored great..

You can make a difference

Sometimes, we ought to say No to those who come from restaurants, picking from table to tables asking for donation.. they would identify themselves as who who and who and would request for a donation.

We said NO cause we are not sure if the money goes to them or not (them referring to the homes/organisations)
We said NO because you don't find there's a need to donate cause we're not working, we don't have any income, why should we?

I always said NO to this people, cause for me, I will if I want to, and I will directly donate to the home instead of giving the money to someone i don't know.

The purpose of me mentioning out all this, of course, you would have known to urge everyone of us to donate a bit, even if its RM1 or 2, that would make someone's life easier.

Some chose to support Monfort Boys town for RM50 a month, some donate benefits and kinds.

We, Rotaractors from Taylor's BUsiness School and a few other clubs are aiming to raise RM15000 for Vision Home in Ipoh, to build them new bathroom doors, a kitchen cabinet and an outdoor shelter to provide a comfy home for 22 orphans.

We'll be going to the home on the March 16, this coming sunday, with a group of bikers and our event is called Ride4 Life.

Let me know if you would want to donate or have any enquiries regarding this, email me at mywaicheng@gmail.com for more details. Lets make a difference by contributing a bit.

Good luck

DEAR ALL stpm studs..

M here to wish you best of luck lor.. for your results tomorrow, will pray hard, and cross fingers hard..

whatever it is, it doesn't change you me us. You will move on. and you should be proud of yourself because you had went through the toughest education stage in Malaysian history. That's why i chickened out. You made me proud, even if you think you're not that good, but well, rmbr that you don't have to be the cream of the cream to be successful. Staying happy, and moving on is already a success..

All the best to

Kar po
Sharon
Yet Zhi
Ching Choo
Chai Ling
Candice
Lawrence
Hsiao Toong
John ( lifesux) lol
Wai Teng
Yi Ying
Carmen
Clementong
Kang Er
Joon Yue
Ben Leon

and others who are not mentioned.. cause i can't recall too many ..haahahah..

love you guys, we're still friends no matter what happens tomorrow. so take care dudez..

Best wishes,
Michelle

Malacca Trip 1.3.08

Hmm..time to post up some pictures. Haven even got all of it.. On the annual CNY gathering we held at my hse, dated 17 February 2008. A group of 22 had decided to go for a trip down to Malacca 2weeks after. So after a few days, a total of 15 confirmed going down and then there was 17 of us.

We would be driving down and staying at dear sengyu's hse ( thanks for the place very comfy cause the girls got the air cond room) lol... Since 6 in a car down to malacca is risky, me and laili decided to take bus down lor.. 2cars left at 0830am from connaught, me and lai li left bus station at 0830am as well. The 1 car remaining, clement and the girls, left at 3pm cause they were working that day.

I don't have much pics to give POST, cause there are in different people's camera. Will upload some of them later. But here's a few to quench the thirst ( from my phone) yes..small i know..

reached malacca at 1030am, took bus downtown to mahkota parade went to dataran pahlawan to try Nadeje's special cake (only malacca got) and it tastes just fine..

thats me at dataran pahlawan..

Sengyu joined us at kota a famosa?..i don't know what historical building it is, i can only tell you its old..
was a candid shot with the canon.. look at sharon, loved her smile.. kw syok sendiri as usual

we walk upstairs ( darn tiring) the guys raced up ( plained stupidity) opz..lol..and capture some pics.. .kw syok sendiri again

down at the kubu.. everyone ready for picture..supposedly adrian not in, but as usuall...him and his funny acts..

we went for satay "pork" later on, and the pics are in my phone. it was near mahkota parade and it tastes fantastic.. something a must try when you're in MALACA

went back to sengyu's house at about 1plus. then the guys went on to kao tim the astro ( cause got football match tonight) and also gaming playstation 2 (football)hahaha...thats all in the guys head..BALLS..

The girls, only laili and karpo at the moment.. bising lor.. cause say veryboring come to malaca stay at home only.. (they didn't know there's nothing in malacca) lol..

besides food.

So karpo at 1PM wanna watch sunset.. lol..from 1 pm.. i don't know where to find sunset for her.

Unfortunately, it rained so we ended up playing monopoly, while waiting for clement's convoy to sampai

Monopoly game lasted 4hrs (till 6pm)..

I was the 1st to go bancrupt cause of adrian la... we were all shouting the numbers cause didn't wanna pay adrian his 3house land.. lol..

didn't know monopoly could be that exiciting.

yes..others played games.. wooijoon and kw slept..

when the last troop finally reached, we were all set to go to sunset.. lol..finally karpo's dream came true. went to portugese settlement beach side..

me werny and polly.. at the beach side

the posers... lol..guys that came.. total 9 of em

the 8girls and 1 ah kua.. ( adrian) haha..didn't want him to be there,but he refuse to leave.

karpo and sharon wrong channel lor... hahaha...

after that we went for satay celup at mcqueks.. and ikan bakar as well, it was close to 1000pm when we left for jonker street. Ernest who'd joined us earlier at the trip left after dinner. (thanks for coming)

Guys didn't like the idea cause the street has nothing to entertain them. But for girls?.. NO..for CARMEN and WERN.its shopping time.. they really can shop.

Walked around till 1200am.. bought a few stuff.. bargained here and there..

hahah..love the challenge.. the guy offered RM32. i say, RM28 i buy, den he obliged. eleh..macam la dia tak untung his profit margin even at rm28 I think got RM10 k..lol

pit stop at geographer cafe ( place where they had scenes on the movie more more tea)

too packed..decided to go home and drink sengyu's chivas instead ( but he say its his dad's wedding present for him wo) so we decided to wait till he weds..lol

Reached home at 1230..everyone started bathing 17 for 2 bathrooms?.. hahah...waitla..and laili really lambat.. 4orang mandi habis (girls) dia pun tak habis habis..lol

THen about 1plus,sengyu suggested oh jian, got everyone very excited.. but as usual...DELAY

DELAY DELAY.. AND STILL delaying.. till bout 2am only we go tapao..traveled around town.. SUDAH TUTUP LA ITU STALL.. APA JADI.. sengyu la..hahahah

then we went mamak, me karpo clement and sengyu and siew wern, we were all worried for karpo cause she's unwell.. hahaha.. NO VOICE...

tapao maggi goreng for the guys.. reached home close to 3. girls are about to sleep..then they started pillow fighting.. in the middel of the night, to the extend, sharon said UNDILAH BARISAN NASIONAL which caused a moment of silence. I was like..wth..hahahah..

Me and siew wern chit chatted till 530AM.. then dozed off.. woke up at 7, to bath again, i woke others up too..lol

then everyone slowly wake up..by 1000AM.. hahaha..semua bangun and we head to chicken rice ball

tot we'll be goin downtown famous one..but we went to the housing area instead..

17 of us 3 plates of chicken and 120 rice balls plus 17 variety of drinks, total RM 60 ..

RM3.50 EACH PLEASE..

freaking cheap weh.. then we head on to satay babi again, cause carmen's gang haven try. so 17 of us went?.. hanya 4 yang makan.. lol..selamba je

me carmen and laili didn't join the troop for cendol. cause we wanted to walk around ( guys always say no)

took plenty of pictures..

then went down to jonker street to have famous laksa and cendol and WE MET CLEMENT DEY ALL DERE.. only 4 of em.. wow..so small world eh =_='''''

Laili bought the famous cake home, in FREAKING HUGE ICE BOX.. that is so huge.. hahahawe had to take taxi to the sentral. pics pics pics..yes.. not with me yet..

then reach kl at about 6pm.. like dat lor..

it was really tiring and fun, fun fun!!!!.. lol..

more pics later..yes i noe this pics are the same i put in friendster.but don;t blame me.. laili sharon and siew wern and carmen all still having the pics.. haven get from them..hang on yea..

hahaha...till then good bye..

.

yes i noe

i hadn't been blogging

yes ewa.. i know i shld blog bout malaca

yes.. i noe..i'd promised pictures since january o8 but takde bayang bayang hidung pun..

yes i noe

i noe

i do

wait la.. now still lazy..

lol..sori peeps..soon soon
(renovation)